Me Today And Me Three Days Ago Fr 😭

This has actually been such a good read. I’m halfway through!

Bought this book yesterday. The story is about this girl Iris, who also has an 3d and other mental health problems.

It's actually shocking how much I relate to her. And I feel like someone has just wrote a book based on my thoughts.

Feels kind of scary!

I don’t have a problem with people seeing my posts and I highly encourage them unfollow and block my account if one : they are getting harmed by seeing them and two : if they interpret it the wrong way ( the way it had not been intended). I was only calling myself dumb and I don’t even know you nor have I seen your scars to even want to judge you for them and since you took this so personally you may want to think more about what the real issue is that caused your reaction and feeling like you are being attacked rather than just ignoring it since it seems irrelevant for you what my post had to say.

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

Are there any 4n4 guys here? I feel like I haven’t seen any of them here since I got my new account .

When F4sting for 24h+ :

How the world looks like vs How I look like

if you need to cry, cry.

just make sure you’re crying over how much you’re starving and not how much you’re eating.

Started a f4st. I‘m gonna increase the duration every time the last one is filled, starting by 13 hours :))

Hopefully this will help! Gonna update later.

use the #rockyroads and /or #snoop to find me if I ever get banned <3

Should I make a new account or a # so if my account gets banned we can still finde each other? 🥲

Still stuck on my lw :/

I guess I am just not gonna eat till the scale changes numbers.