ash & eiji in every episode ↳ EP13 | THE SNOWS OF KILIMANJARO
“humans can be funny. they don’t understand death, but they instinctively fear it. there were so many times when i felt death would be better. dying would seem so sweet and tempting then.”
It's a dream to have life as peaceful as this
They're both alive I have proof right here
some people liked my ash that i drew, so here are ash n eiji that i drew last year
Sigh
bad habits 🚬
Night
Some art I made for a Banana Fish fanbook back in 2019. Mainly based of the manga's design cause I just love the art so much <3
Digital copy now available on Ko-Fi
At first I didn't understand why I was obssessed with platonics and romantics relationships like Ash and Eiji's ( Banana Fish), Eddie and Richie's (It), He tian and Mo Guan Shan's ( 19 days), Wilhelm and Simon's (Young Royals), Hachi and Nana's (Nana), Marceline and BubbleGum's ( Adventure Time), Mike and Will's ( Stranger things)...
It's ONLY because I've never been the first choice, never had a best friend or a lover. Nobody was or is in love with me. I never feel wanted and people don't need me. And that's why I've been watching those shows and dreaming about this kind of relationship.
I don't even know if they helped me when I felt alone or if they make it worse. But sometimes I tell myself that one day, one day it's going to be my turn, my turn to be loved.
It's crazy because if you look at their relationships they love each others for who they really are, even if one of them has trauma, one of them is a loser, one of them has issues and has been abused, one of them is weird.
Anyways.
Banana fish fanart, "back then"
Love is all around