Me, Standing In My Siblings Doorway At 12:30 Am With A Trinket:

I am experiencing sensory over load and i hate everything

What am i if not an unholy piñata of mental illness?

If real life was dnd I would be a warlock with a very unfortunate choice of patron. My dad is the main reason I haven't died due my own stupidity so it's safe to say he would likely be my patron but because he's a Christian math teacher instead of magic or power he just gives me weird life advice and solutions to math homework and taxes

I hate scoliosis i wish someone would just snap my spine like a glow-stick

When you have to suppress any sort of self expression for the sake of your neurotypical peers comfort and to not get directly bullied but your dad buys you a chocolate milkshake to make up for it :D

It bothers me that I will only ever be myself and no one else and I will never be able to touch another person's mind with my own and how I perceive the world will be based solely off of myself and I can never truly be with or apart of something because there is such a huge disconnect between what I think and feel and why and how and what other people see think and feel and there can never be true togetherness because we are our own and isolation is the price of intellectual freedom from a unified consciousness

My moms getting married today and "I'm surrounded by idiots."

Getting hives from stress, gotta love finals 🥲

EDIT: it was FUCKING CHICKENPOX

There's nothing better in the world than deciding to sleep in and waking up well rested only to find it's still early enough in the morning to take your meds without messing up the schedule

TW Suicidal Thoughts

I want to fucking kms