Notes App Ramblings

mmmm bacteria lab specimens, yummy :D

did i sit and stay,

like a good dog?

just how you asked?

my teeth bared,

so you’d mistake,

a grimace for a smile?

when i think of you my heart is filled with anguish. i pray that when you think of me, yours is filled with penitence.

i pray so often for my friends and chosen family, but i just know that no one is out there praying for me.

Jane Grealy 1. Puppy with Stick, 2021 2. Legs, 2021

bpd is a bitch. miss you forever and always michael, im sorry i truly am, wish i knew what i did so i could atleast try to be better.

i’m going to start screaming and crying pretty soon. like i am so SO tired of caring SO much for people who don’t even have the courtesy to officially end things.

i just keep getting abandoned over and over and over again and i will end up in the psych ward oh my god.