A chubby reader who's super self conscious of her belly and bust? Like she's strong and stuff, comes with the higher weight, but just....
Cant really wear anything unless it's sweats and a sweater, or a t-shirt. Almost never goes out.
And one day Bucky comes to the compound. Reader immediately gets a crush, and has major anxiety over it, like "leaving the room when he comes near" anxiety. Bucky thinks it's his fault, that he's done something wrong and talks to you about it.
He decides to talk to you about it, crying ensues because insecurities, and then the fluff.
Sorry this ask is so long, I'm kinda scrambled XP
hi, lovely! đ«
first of all, don't apologize for bringing this beautiful request into my world! i was beyond excited to have the chance to bring this idea to life, and i hope the direction i took with it does justice to what you had in mind!
second of all, i am so sorry this took me so long to put out, this request is so lovely and i really wanted to make it the best i could.
i hope you enjoy!
pairing: bucky barnes x midsize!reader
word count: 3974
warnings: insecurities and self consciousness, mild body image issues, brief self depreciating thoughts, angst, mutual pining, fluff, swearing, allusions to mature themes, let me know if i missed anything!
please do not read this if you're not comfortable with any of the above topics. while they are not heavily focused on, they are the main theme of this fic
a/n: big thanks to @buckylattes for reading this and catching some of the dumb ass mistakes i made lmao
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Being part of the Rescue and Reconnaissance division of Stark Industries wasn't the most glamorous job, but you loved it. You got to work nearly hand in hand with field agents every day, formulating plans for raids, rescues, infiltrations, or general takedown missions to make sure all those involved worked as safely and efficiently as possible.Â
You were the one they turned to when a new plan was needed; when they were at risk. There were a few agents who refused to listen to anyone other than you when it came to these times - specifically asking for you to help them through.Â
Agent Barnes was one of these people, and though you could never voice it, he was your favourite to deal with. He was always kind and courteous, understanding in the fact that despite not being in the same rankings as him, you damn well knew what you were doing. And, well, it didn't hurt that he always found a moment to be a charming little flirt.Â
You have no idea why he had such faith in you. Maybe it was because you always took what he suggested into consideration when calculating next steps. Maybe it was because your ideas were as crazy as his sometimes. Maybe it was simply because he liked the sound of your voice.Â
You never knew.Â
You never actually met him.
All your dealings with field agents were done from the safety of your control room. You never minded it, though. It was nice, in a way. You absolutely loved doing what you do, but you would never be able to handle being around field agents all the time. Not when they look the way they do, and youâŠ. well, you're you.Â
Your thighs touch when you walk, your belly shakes when you laugh, your arms jiggle when you move. You have to painstakingly pick out the right kinds of shirts, otherwise your chest will make it seem like you're three times as big as you really are.Â
You were the chubby girl who always hid in the shadows, too afraid to let the world see how bright you truly shine - you were a flame ready to ignite, but no one around you ever offered you a match.Â
You were used to it. You made peace with it a long time ago, finding solace in your own company instead of relying on other people to enjoy your time with. It still bothered you from time to time, and you let yourself have days where you wallowed in it, wishing things were different, wishing you looked different. Though, for the most part, it stopped bothering you so much the older you got.Â
Until the day you finally met Bucky.Â
It was a strange day, being sent to the compound. You've never been sent anywhere before, always planted in your seat while talking to field agents across the world. Yet here you were, being requested by Tony Stark himself.Â
You must have spent hours trying to find the right outfit. One that showed off your curves without accentuating the extra pudge around your middle. One that complimented your chest without highlighting the size. One that showed off your ass without making it look massive. One that carefully hid your arms. One that you felt comfortable in.Â
It felt like your heart was in your throat the whole time. The butterflies in your stomach turned into a full on frenzy, and you had to take deep breaths every few seconds to stay calm; and to not throw up.Â
You barely heard it when Tony said he wanted you working under him. You could hardly process it when he said he created a job just for you. You didn't quite understand it when he told you there was space for you at the compound, and he wanted you here full time.Â
All you could do was dumbly nod your head, trying to focus on what he was saying instead of the fact that Bucky Barnes was just outside the conference room.Â
By the time the meeting was over, you felt lightheaded. You clutched the contract you were given against your chest and took a final deep breath before leaving the room, hoping to get by unnoticed. It's not like he even knew who you really were, right?Â
A gentle calling of your name told you that you were very, very wrong.Â
Your feet became rooted in place as you squeezed your eyes shut, focusing all you could on calming your nerves before turning around. And jesus christ, nothing could have prepared you for how beautiful this man actually was in person.Â
"Hi," you breathed out, a tiny shy smile gracing your lips.Â
"Hi," he said, unintentionally mimicking you.Â
His eyes travelled over your face before taking their time roaming your body; you shifted uncomfortably and clutched the contract a little tighter as he stayed fixed on you. A smirk graced his lips, but it was gone before you could really focus on it.Â
"It's, uh-... it's nice to finally meet you, Agent Barnes," you muttered sheepishly, hesitantly offering him your hand.Â
"You can call me Bucky," he said, smiling warmly as he took your hand in his, sending fire throughout your whole body. "I'd like to say thank you for saving my ass as often as you do, but thank you doesn't seem like enough."
You chuckled, feeling your face flush under his gaze. "'Thank you' suffices just fine, Bucky. I've only been doing my job."
"Speaking of," he started, tilting his head a little as he eyed the contract you held. "You gonna take it?" he asked curiously, his eyes snapping back to yours.Â
"What?" you asked, caught off guard by his question.
"The job," he said, gesturing between the contract in your hands and the conference room you just occupied. "You gonna say yes?"Â
"How do you know about that?"Â you asked curiously.
"I know things," he said passively, shrugging his shoulders. "How 'bout I show you around? You can see the place before you decide anything."
You wanted to say no. You wanted to run away and retreat into yourself once more. Though something about the way he was looking at you made it hard to do so.Â
So, you agreed.Â
And that's how everything started.Â
You took the job, moving into the compound a few days after that. You quickly made friends with the girls, and they became your support group; they would help you when it came to shopping for clothes or finding the right outfit for events. They offered to go for walks with you or do yoga - anything you felt like doing, really. You still felt inferior to them from time to time, but not because they made you feel that way; no one at the compound did.Â
Only yourself.Â
When it came to the boys, it was more or less the same thing. You felt comfortable around them, and you never minded close contact or them seeing you in tighter fitting clothes.Â
Everyone was family, and it never felt awkward or uncomfortable around them.Â
Except for when it came to Bucky.Â
You still grew closer to him over the months of you living at the compound so far, but it hasn't been easy. It was a constant challenge, and it grew harder for you day after day.
When it came to you working alongside him on his missions, everything was great. Nothing with him changed, aside from him throwing out a few more flirty comments. And, since you still had the safety net of being behind comms, you threw some right back at him.Â
Once the missions were over, though, it was hard to be around him. You wanted to be around him, but it was nearly impossible. Your feelings for him grew, and the stronger your feelings were, the more distant you became.Â
You were careful to only wear sweaters or loose tees paired with sweatpants around him, making sure he would never catch sight of the extra weight you carried around. You quit eating around him; it's not like you had bad eating habits, but you couldn't shake the panic that he would somehow be disgusted, that he would think the reason you're so chubby was because of your diet. You stopped sitting near him during movie nights, and you never hugged him. No matter how much you itched to wrap your arms around him when he came home safe from missions, you couldn't risk him feeling the rolls your body carried, or how soft and pudgy you were.Â
It was driving Bucky crazy.
From the minute he finally set his eyes on you, he couldn't get you out of his head. He was beyond thrilled when you agreed to Stark's offer, and he couldn't wait to take the opportunity to get to know you - which was a massive step for him. Yet he couldn't shake the feeling he did something to upset you.Â
He grew more confused every day. When it came to conversing over the comms during missions, you two were like a well oiled machine; giggles and flirting and jokes of previous missions. No one would ever know something was amiss.Â
Yet when everyone would return home, it was like a switch was flipped. You greeted everyone with hugs and smiles and affection, and Bucky always waited patiently for his turn: but it never came. Instead, you turned to him with an awkward smile and shining eyes and gave him the traditional "welcome home, soldier" that, despite everything, always pulled a smile from his lips.Â
He racked his brain every night trying to figure out if he did something, if he said something, but he could never come up with anything. He could never find a reason for the way you would some days leave the room as soon as he entered, for why you always hid away from him when he would catch you off guard in workout clothes or formal attire. He could never come up with an explanation and it was eating him alive.Â
The final straw came for him on the night of Pepperâs birthday party.Â
He didnât want to go, he never wanted to go to these things, but ever since you came around he found himself more willing to at least make an appearance; if only to see you. However, he wasnât even positive if you were going to show up this time, given the way youâve been so distant lately - and that made him not want to go at all. So he was biding his time, sitting in the kitchen and emptying a bottle of whiskey, trying to not make it obvious that he was waiting to see if youâd wander out of your room before he slipped away to the party.
You stood in front of your mirror for what felt like hours, never before feeling more diffident as you assessed your reflection. Youâve been to some of Tonyâs parties before, but this was for Pepper - it was the most grandiose one youâve attended to date. You werenât left much choice but to dress your fanciest, and you felt so unfamiliar with your own body as your hands trailed down the fabric of your dress. It was form fitting, hugging every curve you had and accentuating your figure in a way you werenât used to seeing. The straps were small and the cut was low, it travelled midcalf and had a small slit up the side, showing way more of your leg than you wanted. You had a burning desire to change, but Nat insisted you looked incredible, and Wanda already applied a touch of makeup to match the dress - not to mention you were already running late as it was.Â
With one last heavy sigh, you steeled yourself before slipping on your heels and marching out of your room. You thought of anything and everything you could as you marched down the hall, doing your best to pay no mind to the way you felt the fabric clinging to your body with every move you made. God, you really should have put on shapewear.Â
Bucky heard you before he saw you, your footfalls echoing through the floor in the same pattern he came to memorize in the months youâve been here. He took a deep breath, prepared for the fact that you would most likely brush him off once more. He was not prepared, though, for the sight of you as you rounded the corner.Â
You were not prepared to see him sitting there, clad in a pressed suit, or for him to quite literally choke on the drink he was nursing as he took in your presence.Â
âJesus, Bucky. Are you alright?â you inquired, conflicted between staying where you stood and approaching him.Â
A dismissive wave of his hand had you staying in place, your arms wrapping around your middle as you began to feel exposed to him.Â
âIâm fine, Iâm good,â he coughed out, refilling his glass as if nothing happened.Â
You stood there quietly, completely unsure of what to do next. The silence was becoming louder and louder but you didnât want to draw his attention to you. Not when you were looking like this. Not when heâd be able to see every curve and divot of your body, the protrusion of your stomach, the ample raise of your chest. You were really starting to regret not changing.Â
âAre you gonna stand there and stare all night or head to the party?â he asked, keeping his eyes on the glass before him. His tone was playful, but his voice had a rasp to it that sent a shiver down your spine.Â
âOh, uh - sorry,â you muttered, clearing your throat as you slowly advanced in his direction. âAre, um-⊠are you gonna join the party?âÂ
He huffed a small laugh, his eyes finally raising to meet yours only to find that you were looking almost everywhere but at him, effectively wiping the small smile from his face.Â
âIâm not so sure,â he said lowly, downing the contents of his glass as he kept his eyes on you.Â
You hummed, looking down at your hands before chancing a glance at him; his gaze on you so intense that you immediately looked away again.Â
âWell, I- I hope to see you there,â you said sincerely, wringing your fingers together. âYou look really nice, Buckâ you added quietly, looking up at him just long enough to flash him a warm smile before continuing through the kitchen.Â
âDid I do something wrong?â he called after you, the hurt in his voice impossible to miss.Â
âWhat?â you asked in confusion, turning to glance in his direction.Â
âDid I do something wrong?â he repeated, leaning back in his chair. âBecause ever since you moved in here, itâs like you canât stand the sight of me.âÂ
You couldnât help the nervous chuckle that left you, shaking your head in disbelief. âThatâs not true.âÂ
âNo?â he asked, his tone taking on a new edge. âAre you sure? âCause you canât even fucking look at me right now. You practically run from me when I enter the same room, you do everything you can to avoid me, and letâs not forget the fact that Iâm the only one around here who you donât hug after getting back from missions.â
âBucky-â you tried to explain, but the lump forming in your throat stopped you short.Â
âI just wanna know what I did,â he carried on, voice softer this time. âI donât know if youâre angry with me or- or if youâre scared of me-âÂ
âI am not scared of you,â you interrupted, finally meeting his gaze. âPlease donât think that.â
âWhat else am I supposed to think?â he asked quietly. âEverything is fine when Iâm out on the field, we- I get along with you better than anyone. But then I come home, and itâs not the same.â
âItâs not-... itâs not like that, Bucky,â you whispered sadly, unintentionally looking away from him again.Â
âYeah, if you say so,â he said curtly, sighing in defeat as he filled his glass again. âJust enjoy the party, okay?â
âYouâre not coming?â you asked, unable to keep the disappointment from your voice.Â
âWell, youâre just gonna avoid me anyway. Might as well make it easier for you and stay here,â he replied, keeping his eyes on the twirling glass in his hands.Â
âI donât want you to think like that,â you admitted softly. âI- I donât mean to do the things I do.â
âThen why do they happen?â he inquired, his eyes meeting yours and displaying a painful mix of hurt and confusion.Â
âBecause,â you started, feeling your bottom lip quiver. âI mean, look at me, Buck,â you finished, as if that was explanation enough.Â
âBelieve me, Iâm looking,â he said gently. âAnd you look-... well, I wanna say you look beautiful, but that implies you donât always look beautiful, so, I- I donât know what Iâm supposed to say,â he added, his voice so low he may as well have been speaking to himself, but you heard every word he muttered.Â
â...What?â you breathed out, staring over at him.Â
âWhat?â he questioned, glancing up to catch your eye.
You tried to swallow the lump in your throat but it just kept on growing, forcing you to choke on your words.Â
âHey, wait, donât-... okay, now I really said something wrong, right?â he asked quickly, starting to panic as he watched your eyes fill with tears.Â
Shaking your head vehemently, you delicately wiped your eyes, hoping not to smudge the work that Wanda did for you. âNo, you- I just didnât expect you to say that. I-... I'm not used to hearing that."Â
"You're not?" he asked, genuinely surprised.Â
You almost laughed, and you probably would have if it wasn't such an embarrassing thing to admit. "No. I'm⊠guys don't really call girls who look like me beautiful."Â
He fell silent for a minute, eyeing you carefully before shifting in his seat, resting his arms on the table.
"You know, I've been alive for a pretty long time now," he said conversationally, as if you weren't on the cusp of a breakdown. "And I've also been quite literally around the whole world in that time. Some of it I remember, some of it⊠not so much. But even so, do you know what the one thing I can say with complete certainty is?"Â
You waited for him to go on for a moment before realizing he was actually looking for an answer. "No, what?" you manage to croak out.Â
He smiled softly, relaxing in his seat again. "I have, quite literally, never met anyone as beautiful as you. And I mean in both appearance and personality."Â
"But I- I'm not⊠I don't have the kind of body like the other women around here," you murmured, casting your gaze downwards as if you were ashamed of your words.Â
"So?" he asked incredulously. "Do you seriously think that you're automatically not beautiful just because you aren't the same size as them?"Â
"No, it- you can't- I'm not-" you tried to argue, but all you could get out were a few utterances before you had to choke back a sob, completely lost on how to express yourself.Â
"Is this why you've been avoiding me? Have I done something to make you uncomfortable?" he asked anxiously, fighting the urge to approach you.Â
"Yes. I mean no, I-" you cut yourself off with a sigh, taking a moment to consider your answer. "I've been too embarrassed to be around you. I-... I was afraid you'd be repulsed by me and that I'd lose you."Â
"Repulsed by you? A woman who puts fucking goddesses to shame?" he asked in disbelief. "Did me choking on my drink earlier not prove how taken by you I am?"Â
"Is that what that was?" you wondered, letting out a watery laugh.Â
"Yeah, that's what that was," he confirmed with a soft chuckle. "A guy does a real life spit take when he sees the girl of his dreams looking like the focus of a goddamn renaissance painting and she doesn't even realize it," he mumbled in exasperation, yet his eyes carried a playful sparkle.Â
"The girl of your dreams?" you repeated in shock, your voice a nervous whisper.Â
"Was that too clichĂ©?" he questioned, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.Â
"Maybe a little," you said playfully, sniffling quietly.Â
"I know how it feels, you know," he said softly. "To feel uncomfortable in your own body. But if you'd let me, I'll spend every day proving to you that I see you as nothing short of perfect."Â
You could only nod, giving him a weak smile as you fought back a wave of tears. "Yeah, I-... I could do that, too," you agreed quietly.Â
He grinned softly, greedily taking in your appearance once more before tearing his eyes away. "Come on," he urged, downing his drink before standing up. "You owe me about seven dances."Â
"Where does that number come from?" you asked with a laugh, watching as he approached you.Â
"For how many parties you snubbed me at so far," he replied casually, stopping as he stood before you.Â
"I never snubbed you," you grumbled, peering up at him.Â
"Sure you didn't," he teased, carefully wiping the tears from your face.Â
"Do I still look okay?" you asked nervously, fidgiting slightly under his touch.Â
"Gorgeous as ever," he replied sincerely.Â
You couldn't help but grin, laughing a little anxiously. "Okay. Come on, or else we won't have enough time for all those dances."Â
Bucky laughed happily, taking your hand and rushing to join the party, having you giggling in his wake as you did your best to keep up.Â
You let him whisk you away for the rest of the night, leading you through all the dances you owed him; and a few more, for good measure, as Bucky put it.Â
He stayed true to his word, and there wasn't a second that you spent with him where you didn't feel like the most ravishing woman to walk the earth.
Especially when he took his precious time in the dark of the night to memorize and worship every inch of your body over and over again.
So as you sat here now, watching from across the room as he danced with the crowd, you couldn't help but feel foolish. Foolish for letting your thoughts take away the extra time you could have had with him, foolish for ever thinking this incredible man would ever judge you for something so trivial. Foolish, foolish, foolish.Â
"Penny for your thoughts?" you heard from beside you, ripping you from your reverie. Â
You turned your head, grinning as you saw the very man himself had taken up the seat to your left. "What, get tired of dancing already, old man?"Â
He gasped, feigning offense as he took in your words. "I'd watch who you're calling old, sweetheart," he warned playfully.Â
"I'd watch who you're calling sweetheart. I happen to be a married woman now, you know," you replied jovially.
"Married, huh? Should've known I didn't stand a chance," he lamented, shaking his head. "How about a pity dance?" he suggested with a grin, holding his hand out to you.Â
You giggled softly, taking his hand with a grin of your own. "Lead the way, Mr. Barnes."Â
"Anything for you, Mrs. Barnes," he replied with a wink, leading you to the dance floor.Â
And just like he did three years ago, he whisked you away and led you through a whole seven dances; and a few more, for good measure.Â
You were a flame, finally ignited, and Bucky was your match.
A/N: Just wanted some adorable fluff today. I needed it. Maybe we all need it.
âWatch out! Youâre gonna get yourself killed?â
Steve jumps back out of the way of the razor-sharp edge, inches from his face.
âI donât get whyââ he bumps against the wall and makes an impromptu sidestep ââsheâs so angry.â Steve less than gracefully trips over your foot and nearly topples the pair of you. If you both go down, youâll be at the beast's mercy.
âYouâre supposed to save me,â you squeal. âYouâre normally so good with women.â
Steve throws you a vicious glance before getting stabbed in the foot. âAh! Oh, come on, youâve had food. Itâs right there,â he wails.
Alpine, Buckyâs new feline, doesnât care. She knows Steve is a dog guy and smells his fear.
âStark said she was nice,â Steve cries weakly, snatching his arm away. Alpine stalks him to the corners of the room. Itâs hilarious, but she is actually a pretty terrifying little package of fur.
âThen be like Tony and woo her.â
Steve jumps out of the way again. âHow? How am I supposed to do that?â
âOh, right,â you sigh, âyou didnât even really woo meâŠâ
His head snaps up again. âDonât you startâAH!â
Alpine latches on tooth and nail to Steveâs beautiful forearm. You donât blame her.
âHow does something so small hurt so bad?â
Youâre failing to suppress a smile as you notice the wiggle of her furry body turn playful. She thrashes a bit, sinks in, then waits, staring at Steve with big blue eyes.
âLittle white devil, that one,â you mutter, half-laughing.
The two fighters have a silent shake down of head bobs and squinting eyes. Alpine releases her jaw. Steve softly hisses when her claws shift, but itâs because Alpine is rubbing her chin along his thumb.
âI seeâŠâ You chance a step closer. âShe was wooing you, huh? Had to break you in a bit, I think.â
âPlays rough like her pa,â Steve says with a furrowed brow.
âOr Nat, depending on how you look at it.â
He nods as he reaches his other hand under Alpineâs suspended body and tucks her to his chest, tentatively. He must have great faith in the resilience of his tact suit to bring her even closer, but the pretty kitty sinks into the hold with a little yowl.
You laugh.
It takes a few tries to pull away his other arm, and itâs possible Alpine only releases when itâs clear Steve is moving to scratch at her head. The purrs start full force.
Youâre impressed, not just by Steveâs gentility but by Alpineâs extreme emotional range. Strategically feral, just like Bucky, which makes probably the most sense but is still funny.
Steve beams. He holds Alpine like a fluffy baby and coos, then quietly whispers, âsee? And Aunty said I wasnât good with women.â
He looks up at you through his long lashes, thinking heâs won with a sassy last word.
Alpine nips at his finger. Fast learner.
Steve Harrington x Munson!reader
Concept from @reddir14
Summary- Reader is Eddieâs little sister, sheâs dating Steve but lives with Eddie and Wayne. Reader and Steve just had a baby girl a few weeks prior to when story takes place. Reader is really struggling with new baby without Steve there to help all the time. Eddie steps up and helps his little sister with her newborn baby.
WARNINGS- reader has a breakdown, reader thinks she's a bad mother, crying Eddie being a total sweetheart
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Eddie closed the door behind his four-year-old son and ex-fiance, sighing heavily. He walked away from the door, going to lock himself in his room like he did every time his little boy left. He didnât get to see the little mini-me often, seeing how the boys' mother moved them out of state to be closer to her family. Eddie really fought her on the matter, but she still moved them, much to his dismay.Â
Y/N woke with a start, hearing the front door close, knowing right away that Ozzy (Eddieâs little boy) was gone. It made her sad, knowing she wouldnât see the little ray of sunshine for several months. It made her even sadder knowing Ozzy wouldnât see his only cousin, her three-week-old daughter, Cecilia, for several months. Y/N also knew that Eddie would be upset for the next few days. He rarely got to see his little boy and it made living with his younger sister and her new baby that much harder. The metalhead was still with his fiance when Ozzy was born, but they split not long after his first birthday. Eddie had found out the mother of his baby had been cheating on him for well over three years. He had even questioned if little Ozzy was his baby, but a paternity test proved him to be the father without a doubt, and especially when the boy got older, looking just like his father. He had the same brown eyes, brown, curly hair, and the same way of talking. He was undeniably his boy, Amanda, his ex-fiance could deny it all she wanted, the test results were clear, and so was Ozzy being a little mini Eddie.
Y/N was pulled out of her thoughts by the sound of a screaming infant. The young mom takes a deep breath before getting out of bed and walking to the crib that is set against the wall across from her bed. She bends down to pick up the wailing baby, cradling her to her chest, trying her best to calm the infant. Y/N slowly walked back over to her bed, gently sitting down while she took off her top, trying her best to unclasp the nursing bra she was wearing so she could feed her baby. After struggling for several minutes to get the bra off, she carefully set baby Cecila down on her bed, picking her back up quickly once she got the clasp undone. She brought the still screaming infant up to her breast, letting her latch onto her, sighing out when the crying ceased, now only listening to the soft little coos the baby made as she fed from her mother.
While Cecilia drank, a knock sounded on the front door, catching Y/Nâs attention. She groaned, quicking throwing a nursing blanket over her daughter and gingerly walking out of her room to open the front door.
When she opened the door, she was met with a smiling Steve, her boyfriend, and baby daddy (Steve hates when anyone calls him the baby daddy. He doesnât want to be known as the baby daddy, seeing as he actually takes care of his daughter and her mother, instead of running off like most baby daddies do.). Y/N smiles tiredly up at her boyfriend, letting him lean in a press a tender kiss on her lips. âGood morning baby. How was your night?â He asks when he walks into the small trailer that she and Eddie lived in. Y/N pulls Cecila out from under the blanket when she feels her release her breast from her mouth, handing the baby over to her father to be burped and held while she pumped the rest of the milk she has in her breast, into a bottle.
âIt was okay. Ozzy held her for a while before he went to bed. When Eddie handed her back to me is when she started screaming and crying. She cried for almost two hours until she wore herself out and fell asleep. Then she was up every other hour all night long. I think she just wanted you, but I couldnât just go over to your place. I just donât think she likes me. Sheâs only ever calm for you or Eds.â Y/N said, tearing up just slightly when she looked at how calm her baby was while she lay in her dad's arms.
âThatâs not true Y/N. She can tell when youâre stressed out and it stresses her out. I feel terrible that I canât be here but you know that Iâm working extra shifts at the store so we can get our own place, so Iâm never home. Iâm just not comfortable leaving you home alone in that huge house with a baby. It makes me feel better knowing Eddie is here to help you when Iâm not around. Iâm sorry Iâm not here to help you with Cecilia. I feel terrible leaving you alone with her.â Steve says, looking generally upset he couldnât be there to help Y/N with the baby.Â
âI know you canât be there to help, Iâm just having a hard time with her is all,â Y/N says, blinking away the tears in her eyes. âHow long do you have until you have to go to work?â
                  ~*~
Eddie had just gotten home from shopping, bringing in the few bags full of food when he opened the door to be met with the screams of Cecilia and the crying sounds of Y/N. He freaks out just slightly inside when he canât see the new mother-daughter pair, throwing the bags into the kitchen before walking back to his sister's room to find the girls there.
He walks into the room to find baby Cecelia on the bed, surrounded by pillows to make sure she didnât go anywhere, crying and screaming her head off. Y/N sat on the floor, head in her hands as she sobbed into her hands. Eddie could see her shoulders shaking from her cries.Â
âY/N? Whatâs going on?â Eddie asks, walking into the room carefully, not wanting to set off his overly emotional sister. Said girl is quick to shoot her head up, more tears welling in her eyes when she sees her older brother picking her daughter up, her cries stopping almost immediately.
âShe hates me!â She cries, burying her head in her hands again.
âWhat are you talking about? Who hates you?â Eddie asks, gently sitting down on the floor next to his baby sister. He gently rocks the infant in his arms, back and forth, watching as her eyes close and she falls asleep.
âCecilia hates me!â Y/N says, looking up at the now sleeping baby.
âWhat makes you say that?â Eddie asks gently, wanting to know why she would ever say that her own baby hates her.
âShe just does! All she ever does when Steve or you arenât here is cry! Sheâs only content and not screaming her head off when you or Steve is holding her. She hates me and Iâm a terrible mother!â Y/N cries, looking up at Eddie with teary eyes.
âCece doesnât hate you! She loves you more than anything or anyone in this whole world. She just knows that youâre stressed and that makes her stressed. Sheâs fine with Steve and me because weâre not stressing or worrying when weâre holding her. She can tell when something is wrong. She doesnât hate you Y/N/N.â Eddie says, pulling Cecila closer to his chest as he talks. âHere, I can watch her for awhile while you go and shower then sleep for a few hours. I know youâre still healing from having her. I also know youâre exhausted and need some sleep. And when you wake up, Iâll teach you a few things I learned from when Ozzy was a baby. Does that sound good to you?â Eddie asks, helping his little sister up off of the ground and gently pushing her to the bed with one hand, the other still holding up the baby. Y/N nods her head, falling onto the mattress. She covers herself up with the blanket and is quick to fall asleep. Eddie places a gentle kiss on the crown of her head before walking out of the room and out to the living room to cuddle with Cecilia.
                  ~*~
When Y/N emerges from her room several hours later, her hair still wet from her shower, her eyes land on a sweet sight. In the living room, Eddie smiled down at his niece and he bounced her up and down, talking to Steve who sat in the recliner just a few feet away from him, a smile of his own on his face.
âI didnât realize she was struggling so much with her. I was so busy with Ozzy while he was here and then being so depressed when he left I guess I didnât bother to check on her. But today, when I saw her crying, I knew I had to step in and be the big brother Iâve always tried to be for her. And I didnât realize how much I miss the infant stage. I love Ozzy and all, but I wish he was still a baby sometimes. I just canât get enough of the baby cuddles!â Eddie said to Steve. Y/N tuned out the rest of what he was saying to watch him with Cecilia. He was a natural when it came to babies, but maybe that was just because heâs been a father for several years now and knows what heâs doingâŠ
Eddie is quick to turn around when he hears the floor creak under Y/Nâs feet, smiling at the young mother. He beckons her over to him, looking back down at his niece.
âI was just telling Steve that Cece seems to really like to be bounced slightly like this. How was your nap? I see you had a shower too.â Eddie says, looking back at his sister, watching as she just nods her head. âAlright! Parenting one-o-one is officially in session. Y/N, sit down on the couch and Iâm going to teach you a few things about caring for a newborn.â Eddie says as he hands a very happy Cecilia over to her mother. Y/N cautiously takes the baby from her brother, cradling her to her chest. âJust relax, donât stress out or worry, she can tell when youâre not happy.â Eddie says, smiling as Cece looks at her mother, giving her a gummy smile. Y/N canât help but smile back down at her daughter, relieved she wasnât crying the second she was placed down in her arms.
Y/N gazed down at the baby in her arms as she listened to Eddie talk, smiling at the faces her daughter was making. She had never seen her so happy while she laid in her arms, only ever seeing her crying. She could get used to this.
Yeah, this shouldnât be that hardâŠ
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hi! i donât know if you take requests/fic suggestions (if not feel free to ignore), but i love your writing (where the heart is ruined me in the best way!!) and thought you would write this idea super well. basically i saw this instagram reel (and watched it on repeat like 10 times) where a dad tells a waiter that his daughter thinks heâs cute and i thought it could be a cute meet-cute-scenario for eddie (or steve if you write for him)! thatâs pretty much it lol, i hope youâre having a good day!
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This may just be the cutest request I've ever gotten. I enjoyed writing this so so so much. I have to thank @munson-blurbs for suggesting I make the reader Hopper's daughter and adding another layer of hilarity to it for me. Fun fact, this scenario happened to my brother once. Only he was like, 11, so nothing was going to come from it and it was just purely my dad trying to embarrass him lol. Anyway, I really hope you enjoy this!
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âHey, welcome to Breadstix. My name is Eddie and Iâll be your waiter.â
You look up from your menu and do a double take at the beautiful man standing there. Heâs tall and thin, his black t-shirt showing off his tiny waist and the light jeans showcasing the length of his legs. He has brown curly hair tucked in a bun at the nape of his neck, with a few loose frizzy pieces framing his face. The tattoos that are scattered along his arms catch your attention; your eyes being particularly drawn to the colony of bats taking flight on his forearm. But itâs when you look into his eyes that you get lightheaded and forget your own name, let alone what you were going to order for dinner.Â
Going out for a family dinner with your dad and sister was never something that was particularly exciting, but it just got a hell of a whole lot better.Â
âThe special today is the brown sugar pork chops with a sweet potato on the side.â
âHuh,â your dad hums, eyes scanning over the menu once more. âThat sounds good. Iâll take the special and a coke.â
Eddie takes down the pen thatâs tucked behind his ear and scribbles down on the pad in his hand. He looks at your sister next and she gives him a sweet smile.
âFor you?â Eddie asks.
âIâll have the mushroom and Swiss burger, please,â El says. âAnd a water.âÂ
He jots that down as well then turns to you. When his eyes land on you, your mouth goes dry. Eddie shoots you a smile and you swear your stomach is too full of butterflies to eat any food.Â
âAnd what can I get for you?â Eddie asks.
A cold shower? A date? An orgasm?Â
âUm, Iâll have the spaghetti and meatballs. A-And a Diet Coke,â you manage to get out.
âAh, my favorite,â Eddie says with a wink that nearly kills you as he writes your order down. âIâll put those right in for you.â
He walks away from the table, and you feel your body deflate, letting out a breath and finally relaxing. You drop your head down on the table to hide the smile spread across your lips.
âWhatâs with you?â your dad asks.
âHmm?â You lift your head up and look at him. El is giggling in her seat next to you, clearly knowing why youâre acting strange and bubbly.
âWhatâs with this suddenâŠmood change?â Your dad waves his hand around in front of your face, gesturing to your dopey expression.Â
âI know,â El snickers and you reach over to playfully shove her. Your dad leans back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest as he watches the two of you. He raises his eyebrows at you girls as you nudge one another back and forth with your elbows.
âWell shit, someone slipped something into your Wheaties this morning,â he says.
But your dad isnât dumb. As chief of police, things rarely escaped his notice. Heâs just waiting to see if youâll cop to it or not.
âNo, itâs justâŠâ You trail off, shaking your head.
âItâs what?âÂ
A red flush comes to your face and El covers her mouth as she lets out another giggle.
âHeâs so cute.â
âWho?â Hopper asks, just flat out playing dumb now.Â
âThe waiter!â you say in exasperation.
âEddie.â El says his name, leaning in towards you and wiggling her eyebrows.Â
âAh,â your dad says with a laugh. âThatâs your type, huh?â
âDad!â you admonish, face becoming even redder.Â
He lifts his hands in surrender as El dissolves into laughter. Before, you wouldnât have described yourself as having a âtypeâ but after seeing Eddie, you canât imagine having a type that didnât look like him. It was hard to pick out one thing that turned you on about him the most. The package of Eddie as a whole was so overwhelming that you could practically feel the sharp stab of Cupidâs arrow jammed in your back.
You spot Eddie approaching with the drinks, so you swat at El to get her to behave. She bites her lip and stares down at the scuffed wooden table in front of her, so she doesnât lose it again.
âHere we go. Water, coke, and a Diet Coke. Your dinner should be coming out soon,â Eddie says. âEverything okay here?â
Youâre praying your dad keeps his mouth shut as you smile and nod your head at Eddie. When he gives you a smile in return, El covers a laugh by pretending to cough into her hand. Youâd throttle her when you got home. Hopper seems to pay Eddie no more mind than he would any other waitstaff that his oldest daughter didnât find absolutely beautiful.
After Eddie leaves again, conversation thankfully steers away from your romantic inclinations and into the topic of ridiculous calls that came in at the station today. El also tells you about a school project thatâs coming up and tells your dad she needs to get a book for her next book report at the library. Itâd be easy to think that your father forgot all about your attraction to your waiter, but when Eddie comes to deliver your meals, itâs obvious he didnât. Sometimes the universe just liked to pull the rug out from underneath you.
âAlright,â Eddie says. Heâs balancing the large tray carrying your plates on one hand, muscles rippling under the skin of his arm as he holds it up. The only thing that tears your eyes away from his bicep is when he places your dish down in front of you. âAnything else I can get you guys?â
âI think weâre all set,â your dad says. Eddie nods and tucks the tray under his arm. As he goes to turn away from the table, Hopper lifts his hand and swivels towards Eddie. âOh, one thing.â
Eddie licks his lips as he spins back towards the table, a friendly smile on his face. âWhat can I get you?â
âOh no, nothing,â your dad says with a shake of his head. âItâs just that my daughter here thinks youâre very cute.â He reaches over and pats you on the back so thereâs no mistaking which one of his children heâs talking about.Â
âDad!âÂ
El bursts out into laughter as you raise your hands to cover your face, wanting to die on the spot. The heat in your cheeks is enough to make sweat break out along your hairline, only made worse by how fast your heart is pounding. The adrenaline rush flooding your veins is real. Being a high school student, youâve been embarrassed plenty of times before in your life, but you think this takes the cake. Having the police chief as a father also came with its own moments of teasing and joking, but this seemed extreme even for him. Somewhere deep inside, you find the courage to peek at Eddie from between your fingers. Thereâs a shy smile on his face as he looks at you, his own cheeks dusted in a light bit of pink.Â
âWell, thatâs very sweet,â Eddie finally says, resting his hand over his heart. He opens his mouth again, but nothing comes out and you realize that not only did your dad put you on the spot, but Eddie as well. âIâm flattered.â
Slowly your hands fall from your face and into your lap. Peering up at Eddie from under your eyelashes, he dips his gaze quickly before meeting yours again. The smile on his pretty mouth makes you feel as if thereâs an animal jumping and banging around inside your heart, trying to break free.Â
âLet me know if thereâs anything else I can get for you,â Eddie says before walking away.
Part of you feels a bit disheartened. But what did you expect? Eddie to ask you on a date because your father told him youâre attracted to him? Right in the middle of his shift? God, your dad better give him a big tip on the check.Â
âYouâre the worst,â you mumble as you twirl some spaghetti onto your fork. But thereâs a fond smile on your face as you shoot a glare at the chief.
Eddie comes by twice more while youâre eating to see if everything is okay, and both times you can barely meet his gaze. El thinks itâs all hilarious and has a grin on her face for the rest of dinner.Â
Once everyone is finished and your and Elâs leftovers are boxed up, Eddie comes over with the bill. You expect him to put it down on the table right in front of your father, but he walks around him to come up behind you and reaches over our shoulder to lay the check down right in front of you.
âI figured youâd be taking care of this,â he says. You canât see him from where heâs standing behind you, but El catches sight of the smirk on his face and her expression lights up in glee.Â
Itâs hard to concentrate on anything with Eddie standing so close to you that you can smell the trace of cigarettes under a spicy cologne wafting over you. When he speaks, the scent of mint is added into the mix, so you assume heâs chewing a stick of gum and youâve never been more jealous of a piece of candy in your life.Â
When Eddie walks away, you have to fight the urge to reach out and grab onto him and make him stay. El moving the check in front of you snaps your attention back to the task staring you in the face. You give Elâs hand a light smack so she drops the slip of paper. Youâre able to snatch it up and hold it up to your face so El canât read it from where sheâs sitting.Â
I hope your dad is currently unarmed since Iâd like to say that I think his older daughter is very beautiful. And inquire if she might like to go on a date with me? 555-0527 xoxo - Eddie
Your wide eyes canât believe what youâre reading. It takes a minute for it to click in your brain what youâre actually looking at. The smile spreads across your lips next, making your cheeks ache from the intensity of your grin.Â
When the paper gets plucked from your fingers you whine and furrow your brow at your father.Â
âWhat, you going to pay?â he asks as he digs for his money in his wallet.Â
âNo. But I was reading that,â you say.
âWell hang on, I gotta know how much to leave donât I? You can kiss his phone number once Iâm done.â
The blush flares up on your face at his words. You werenât going to actually kiss the paper. But the fact that said paper could lead to a kiss is whatâs got you so wound up. Hopper slaps some bills down on the table and hands you the precious check back. You securely fold it and clutch it in your hands, afraid to let it out of your sight for even a moment. El grabs the takeaway boxes and the three of you head towards the door. As you take one last look over your shoulder into the restaurant, you see Eddie coming out of the kitchen. His eyes lock with yours and he gives you that smile you swear could stop time.Â
âMaybe I should embarrass you more often, huh?â Hopper says from behind you.Â
âNo!â you and El answer in unison.Â
âIâll be right back,â you say, glancing back at your family.Â
âWeâll be outside,â your dad says.
âHave fun,â El adds with a smirk before she follows your dad out the door.Â
Taking a deep breath to relax your system, you start to walk over towards Eddie.Â
âHey,â he says once youâre standing in front of him.
âHi. Look, Iâm sorry if you felt embarrassed or put on the spot. He can be a bit much sometimes.â
âNo, no,â Eddie assures you with a shake of his head. âFirst thing I thought when I walked over to your table tonight was how beautiful you are. The Chief kind of did me a favor, actually.âÂ
âOh. Well, Iâm glad then,â you say, face glowing from his compliment.Â
âI take it you got my note?â Eddie asks, reaching up to scratch the back of his head.Â
âI did,â you say, still clutching it in your hands. âAnd I, uh, would like to go on a date with you. So, Iâll definitely call.â
âI get off work at nine,â he tells you.Â
âYouâll hear from me soon after that then,â you say with a shy shrug of the shoulders.Â
âIâm really looking forward to it, uhâŠâ
He trails off and you realize itâs because he doesnât know your name. You introduce yourself to him and extend your hand. Instead of shaking it, like you expected, he takes your hand in his and leans in to press his lips against your knuckles. Youâre pretty sure youâre going to spontaneously combust. Or have an aneurysm. Or just flat out melt into a puddle on the floor.Â
âIâll talk to you tonight then,â Eddie says.
âTonight,â you repeat, slowly backing away from him. You donât want to go, but you know your dad will come in and say something even more embarrassing than he already did if you make him wait too long.Â
âBye, Eddie.â
âBye, beautiful.â
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Imagine Eddie being there as you get dress coded for the black bra under a white shirt lmao
wears a black bra under his own shirt out of spite
Pairings: New Born Dad, Steve Rogers x His Newborn Son Summary: The first time Steve held his son after Y/N gavebirth in the hospital. A/N: This is been sitting in my drafts for waaaaay too long, didn't want it to rot.
Steve Rogers stood in the quiet hospital room, his newborn son nestled in his arms. The soft glow from the bedside lamp bathed the room in a gentle light. Y/N was fast asleep, exhausted but peaceful, her chest rising and falling in steady breaths. She had given everything in the delivery room, and now she rested, trusting Steve to keep watch over their little miracle.
Zac Anthony Rogers.
Steve looked down at his son, still marveling at the small, warm weight cradled against his chest. His son looked so tiny in his arms, almost too small to believe. Steveâs large hands, roughened from years of battle, now felt clumsy and oversized as he held the fragile little boy. The baby's head fit perfectly in the palm of Steve's hand, his body barely taking up any space in Steveâs muscular arms. How could something so small already hold so much of his heart?
The baby shifted slightly, his face scrunching up in sleep before settling again. Steve chuckled softly. Even though he was wrapped tightly in a blanket, snug and secure, the baby was still so small, so vulnerable, like he could be swept away by the world at any moment if Steve didnât keep him safe.
"Hey there, little man," Steve whispered, brushing a thumb gently over his sonâs soft cheek. The babyâs skin was impossibly delicate under his touch, so smooth it seemed unreal. "Itâs me, your dad."
The word still felt new to himâDad. Steve had been a soldier, a hero, a leaderâbut this? This was something else entirely.Â
This was a love and responsibility that nothing could prepare him for. And yet, somehow, it felt like the most natural thing in the world to have his son in his arms, even if his boy looked so tiny, so small compared to Steveâs solid frame.
The baby made a soft, contented noise in response, and Steveâs heart melted. He pressed a kiss to the baby's forehead, marveling at just how small and fragile his son felt against him. His eyes flicked over to Y/N, and he smiled softly at her. She had done so much to bring this little boy into the world, and Steve couldnât have been prouder of her strength.
Just then, the soft shuffle of footsteps caught Steve's attention, and he looked up as a nurse entered the room. She gave him a kind smile, clearly seeing the awe in his eyes.
"Howâs everything going?" she asked in a gentle whisper, glancing at Y/N asleep and then at the baby in Steveâs arms.
Steve smiled back, his gaze dropping to his son. "I still canât believe it."
The nurse nodded, stepping closer to peer at the baby. "Heâs a beautiful boy. Youâre doing great, Dad."
Dad. There was that word again. It still sent a thrill through him.
The nurse hesitated for a moment, then tilted her head thoughtfully. "Would you like to try some skin-to-skin contact with him? Itâs great for bonding, and heâll love hearing your heartbeat up close."
Steve blinked, taken aback by the offer. Skin-to-skin? That was something he knew Y/N had done earlier with their son, but he hadnât considered that he could do it too. He glanced down at the tiny bundle in his arms, his son so small, so new, and then back at the nurse, feeling a flicker of uncertainty.
"Iâuh, is it okay for me to do that?" he asked, his voice soft and unsure.
The nurse smiled warmly, nodding. "Absolutely. Skin-to-skin is important for dads too. It helps the baby feel safe and secure. Plus, itâll be a moment just for the two of you."
Steve looked down at his son again, the idea slowly settling in his heart. He nodded, a small smile tugging at his lips.Â
"Yeah. Iâd like that."
The nurse helped him carefully unwrap the baby from the blanket, and then Steve shrugged off his shirt, feeling a bit awkward but excited. His bare chest felt cool against the air, but as soon as his son was placed against his skin, everything changed. The warmth of his tiny body, the soft weight, the way the babyâs cheek pressed gently against himâit all hit Steve like a tidal wave.
He held his son close, his large hands gently supporting the babyâs head and back. His son looked even smaller now, his tiny body barely covering Steveâs chest, like he could be lost in the broad expanse of Steveâs torso. The babyâs fingers, so tiny they could barely wrap around Steveâs thumb, twitched slightly, his breaths steady and calm.
Steveâs eyes welled up with tears he hadnât expected, his lips trembling. He looked down at the tiny boy resting against him, so small, so vulnerable, and yet, so perfect. He had never felt more connected to anyone in his entire life. Every protective instinct he had surged forward, and he knew in that moment he would do anythingâanythingâto keep this little boy safe.
"Hey, buddy," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. "Itâs just you and me now. Youâve got no idea how much I love you already."
The baby stirred slightly, a soft coo escaping his lips, as if responding to his fatherâs words. Steve smiled, his heart swelling even more. He could feel the babyâs warmth against his skin, and in that moment, everything else in the world seemed to disappear. There was no sound, no movementâjust Steve and his little boy, heartbeats syncing as they shared this precious, intimate moment.
Steve shifted his gaze to Y/N, who was still asleep, and a wave of gratitude washed over him. He owed everything to herâthis moment, this joy, this life. He couldnât wait for her to wake up, to see the three of them together as a family. But for now, this was his moment. Just him and his son, who fit so perfectly in his arms despite being so tiny.
âIâm going to be here for you, always,â Steve murmured, his lips brushing the top of his son's head. âNo matter what happens, no matter how tough things get... Iâll be here.â
He gently rocked the baby, who was now deeply asleep against his chest. The room was filled with the soft sounds of their breathing, a peaceful rhythm that Steve could have stayed in forever.
The nurse smiled at the sight of the two of them, her voice soft as she spoke. âYou two make quite the pair. Youâre a natural.â
Steve nodded, though he barely heard her. He was too lost in the feeling of his son resting so trustingly against him, his tiny body rising and falling in time with Steve's.
âIâll take care of him,â Steve whispered, more to himself than to anyone else. âFor the rest of my life, Iâll take care of him.â
And in that quiet hospital room, with his son nestled against him, Steve Rogers realized that no battle heâd ever fought could compare to the journey he was about to begin. Being a fatherâbeing this little boyâs dadâwas the greatest mission of his life.
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