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You know what? You deserve some love. Like, lots of it. Soooo here you go! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

Take some!

it kinda hurts.

to know that one day

i will never be enough .

It's unfair that she is suffering

and i am taken care of.

"i feel safe with you."

d.b.a

I haven’t told anyone. But I am really tired. I am lonely and really exhausted. I don't have bad days or good days anymore. They all just feel the same. Sometimes when I lay in bed, I imagine these black clouds so huge, they would swallow me. Some other times, it feels as though my skin is infected with millions of parasites. I am scared. I can’t talk. I can’t talk.

i will never be my mom. Or dad. Never.

it’s just me and my blurry vision against the world

All At Once

Today I felt unsafe I felt the panic I felt the loss of control I felt the rage I felt the sadness I felt everything all at once

Watch my mood change as quick as a roller coasters loops Like trying to figure out what that one switch does but never getting a kind of answer I'll love you for a moment, but then I'll be filled with hate Watch me rage and smile as i break my knuckles on the drywall You pushed me and I broke the window There was glass shards in my skin for months after

Today I felt unheard I felt confused I felt the regret I felt paranoid I felt the anxiety I felt the depression I felt everything all at once

My face can't decide on a frown or smile so I'll just fight to not show a single emotion because if I let even the smallest bit I'm overwhelmed and I'll just break I spend so much looking at nothing that maybe I should just move on into the void I'm supposed to be screaming at