Today I felt unsafe I felt the panic I felt the loss of control I felt the rage I felt the sadness I felt everything all at once
Watch my mood change as quick as a roller coasters loops Like trying to figure out what that one switch does but never getting a kind of answer I'll love you for a moment, but then I'll be filled with hate Watch me rage and smile as i break my knuckles on the drywall You pushed me and I broke the window There was glass shards in my skin for months after
Today I felt unheard I felt confused I felt the regret I felt paranoid I felt the anxiety I felt the depression I felt everything all at once
My face can't decide on a frown or smile so I'll just fight to not show a single emotion because if I let even the smallest bit I'm overwhelmed and I'll just break I spend so much looking at nothing that maybe I should just move on into the void I'm supposed to be screaming at
"poeticide".
the agony of being a poet
is not actually found
in being unable to write;
it's worse. my downfall is choosing to relive the pain
with every word, emotions inexpressible;
i try to exclaim: desperately
crying for help, in verse,
doomed to repeat
the cycle
until nobody is left
to witness me.
"poeticide."
d.b.a
note: i have no foolish intentions and cherish life, as well as my place within it. the emotions i feel and express are very real, but be at ease - everything will be okay, for myself and you, the reader.
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i keep going back,
and it hurts.
I am stuck in a cage
i made for myself.
too tired to break free.
~k
i filled poison in my veins,
i choked all my screams,
did everything i could,
so that you, my love,
will never realise the things that run through my head.
so wild. and chaotic.
.
dont mind me, I'm just dying a little each day
.
so damn true.
Warner: Look at me straight in the eyes and tell me the truth, Kishimoto. Kenji: You canβt expect me to look into your eyes and be straight.
life would have been soo dramatic
if i was a dragonnn