when life reveals her wounds and broken soul,
help her heal
for she has suffered too much
in the name of love.
tell me.
tell me that you never thought of me as just a plaything.
tell me that you thought of me as a real friend.
tell me that the moment you met me you thought I was a human too.
tell me that my feelings are validate and true too.
tell me that you love me.
tell me like I told you.
I am trying to convince myself.
It ain't fault.
It wasn't my fault.
I couldn't run. I just couldn't.
I wish i had though.
I wish i was brave like they all think.
I Wish i wasn't a coward.
self care is over, we’re doing drugs again
I fucked it all up again,
everything is
terrible,
I am very
miserable,
but…
also relieved
to be back here,
in this familiar place
with nowhere further
to fall.
It's time.
It's time to end it all.
And i am gonna survive it all.
No. You're wrong.
They can't clip our wings. The best they can do is to chain them.
And I am going to destroy the chain.
you're not
alone.
i too,
stay up at night,
wondering -
that brief
moment
of isolation
helps you
find your peace.
"the darkest nights."
d.b.a
for a.
I was getting to the shore. Then you came back and tried to drown me. again.
But darling ,
Now I know how to swim.