I Am Living The

The Sun & the Moon

By: Bazeleyez

23/06/2024

You rise with the sun

Shimmering brightly for all to see

No one can escape your glimmering rays of light

Illuminating the skies with warmth

I rise with the moon

I glow quietly in the dark

Waiting patiently in the wings of the night

Standing by casting nothing but a shadow

And next to me you became an eclipsed sun

The darkness that cloaks my night was unknown by you

You who has only ever known the light

And because you are perfectly complete

You had everything to lose

Even so, I am battered, broken, and bruised

I had nothing left to lose, but you

Because I cannot shine without my muse

And you won't know how to carry on

When the light fades away and the clouds roll in

You'll cower away in the inky black sky

As the truths you evaded stare back at you

But for me this darkness is all I've ever known

I never had the pleasure of running from my unrest

There is no one who will hold me in their arms

All that surrounds me is a blanket filled with distant stars

All I ever wanted was you

But you who used to gleam so bright

Left me to hang in the night sky

And I no longer want to be casting shadows

From the sunlight you emit

So I will cross the line, I will defy gravity

I will search all of heaven and Earth

In hopes to find the solace I could not find in you

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d.b.a

it's so hard

and easy at the same time

to give up.

how inhuman of me,

to break my heart

and bones

again and again, through the night

all by myself.

today, i realized i am drowning.

i am drowning and i can't breathe. its all dark and too much. i am choking and coughing. but. the catch is, i tried to scream. i screamed till my throat bleed. but when i saw them laughing, i realized how it didn't matter. how i never mattered. my screams , my cry for help never mattered. they knew. they fucking knew but they shut me out.

They left me here. in the dark. to drown in blood.

i filled poison in my veins,

i choked all my screams,

did everything i could,

so that you, my love,

will never realise the things that run through my head.

so wild. and chaotic.

Heyy hun!!

Ur works are jus✨

Btw Who is your biggest motivation?

P. S.: looking forward for more of ur works

Heyyy buddy!!

Thank you for reading! :)

My biggest motivation is myself and my sister.

What is yourss??

The Dreams of My Childhood

When I was a kid, I had tons of dreams

I was going to go to space I was going to be an astronaut I learned the constellations and the stations of the moon I watched mesmerized at videos of shuttle launches and I'd jump and cheer at the eventual splashdown I'd watch the stars at night so I guess some things just never change But when I couldn't figure out how to use a telescope I gave up on it all, as if it never existed

I was going to be a rockstar some day

I'd learn every cassette and CD that found it's way to me Even the one's I disliked Singing along to Alan Jackson Elvis Presley and Motley Crue I was going to learn to play guitar And I find myself still saying those words because some things just don't change But I never has the actual ambition or that little bit of starter talent And I never liked to be in the spotlight So when things got a little hard, I just got off

I was going to be author I was going to write a story that was beloved I was going to write of love and emotions and all the things that make up a good person and all those that create the villain but I never finish what I've started and I'm writing cryptic messages in badly written poetry A vomiting of my sub-conscience all over the sidewalk outside your old apartment door I write for this to spill my guts to let strangers judge me Some dreams, they just never change