The Ultimate "you Had To Be There"

FINAL EPISODE HIGH CARS

SPOILERS FOR HIGH CARD.

THAT WAS VERY EMOTIONAL FOR MEOH GOSH

ig i was right with flann dying, although the end sequence wants to imply that it's not confirmed so that's one thing, and it kinda seems to me that there will be a season3 based on the fact that everything is technically in shambles still and i read from somewhere that a lot of the cards haven't been found yet although i wouldn't trust my judgement. I said something like "i don't want flann to die bcs chris' plot is all about saving his sister s why should finn kill his brother" i meant that in a sense that if finn doesn'tt rlly care that he has to kill his brother and so the way the anime went with the shooting was great for me.

i especially love the scene where bernard said "Tilt- no, Flann Oldman." it's a really good scene. And Flann and Burst's tombstone:(( its a shame that they died without truly resolving their problems "together as family" is what's written( ithink ) I rlly think flann is dead bcs of this, because he's already with Burst and that really looks like a good enough ending for me. But as to reasons why he's probably alive well,

first is bcs its "uncomfirmed" that he died, bernard pointed that out. second is probably because he walked with Lala Valdenklein in the end, and we all know that Lala isn't exactly dead he just doesn't have a physical body all the time but he's still there.

I also genuinely hope that they let Finn hold on to San Galgano, at least for a while. It's also \crazy how much Flann really loved Finn, Finn wanted a card and Flann gave him a real one, although it was the reason for their separation the sentiment was good nonetheless

what saddens me though is what the royal family did, blaming it on the klondikes again. I get why they would do that but to claim that Ban Klondike died there is crazy to me because that is so terrible. It's hiding the fact that he died somewhere they're trying to hide.

Overall this show was awesome and cool, there were a few scenes that made me want to see more bcs they felt lacking but the main plot was incredible. im srsly hoping for season 3

STARMYU EP 1

ok wow i loved it. LIKE WOW the opening gave idolish 7 vibes, but then the school reminds me of yumenosaki and the kao council is like Ouran boys i love every bit of it. i was curious tho like WHY DID THEY SING SUDDENLY???? I WAS SO SURPRISED and im so happy for their team i feel like they're the underachiever team which reminds me weirdly of enstars with alkaloid but nonetheless, setting the weird comparisons aside the first episode was rlly cute and kinda light for me so im very excited abt it moving forward. AND NATSUKI HANAE IS THERE SO WOWW

This is me after a week or so. UWHSWU I TOTALLY DID NOT FORGET BUT A LOT OF STUFF HAPPENED. Yeah I forgot what I needed to say

I just read the fault in our stars and here's what I think

I'm probably gonna make 2 posts abt this book bcs I love it sm. this first one won't focus on the romance and more of like- the surroundings, specially Hazel's favorite book, AIA. I read the book at school so yeah that embarassed me bcs I was crying when the teacher came in.

Before I dive into AIA, I want to really talk about the surroundings of the book, the other people yk, aside from Augustus and Hazel. The book, aside from the romance, shows how people respond to other people with cancer, I mean, how they manage it. We see it with Hazel's mother and father, with Augustus' family as well as Monica(Isaac's ex). They all responded differently to their loved one's having cancer, and they treat it differently too. But I won't focus on that, I want to focus on how it affects them, and apply it to real life situations. The book doesn't really hide the fact that everyone around them feels bad for them, and that their parents are sad about it. And it's a good detail because the book is a romance book, but it deals so much with the "losing someone" concept. I love how you feel butterflies in your stomach yet heartwrecking pain at the same time. because the sadness in it, the way Hazel just accepted her fate, the way Augustus accepted his, and Isaac too. They never had hope from the start but their families and the people around them did. It's easy to have hope when you're not the one struggling.

But thats the thing. Hazel accepted her fate easily. but Augustus? She could not.

In Augustus' story, Hazel is part of the other people. She's his collateral damage. Hazel feared being the time bomb for Augustus but it turns out Augustus was the real one.

Its devastating to read the parts where Augustus was slowly succumbing to his cancer. Because the chapters were suddenly so short, Every time I flipped the book I got scared bcs it chapter got faster and faster. shorter and shorter. Then the devastating "Augustus Waters died"

Everyone was affected by Augustus' conditiion, everyone was collateral damage, their emotions were side effects. MAN I CAN'T DO THIS RN IM CRYING ILL POST AGAIN SOME OTHER DAY

I need new anime to watch and rate

Umbrella Academy. Thoughts

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT???? BCS HUHHH????

STARMYU AGAIN (AGAIN)

I ALWAYS FORGET TO POST THIS WHEN I GO HOME BUT ANYWAYS I WANTED TO ADD TO THE OTHER POST HOW MUCH I LOVED THE KAO COUNCIL SONGS

Like for every new Kao Council they have that theme song where they have their own beginnings until the chorus part where they're like "satisfy!"

and there are actually like cool details about it. I mean idk if its just me but the Ancient Kao Kai song and the Hiiragi Kao Kai song was similar yk? that same tone, only different lyrics and the dance for Hiiragi's Kao Kai was honestly on top for me better than any other fr. I wanted to talk about how the New Kao Kai/ Shiki's Kao Kai like- really changed. In the beginning of the song I didn't even notice that it was Kao Kai song, which kinda hinted at the change they wanted to do for the school. And ofc I can't forget my favorite one, the Finale Kao Kai where everyone literally like- from 4 members to 5 members to 5 members to 14 Kao Kai Members.

That was the best for me because its probably the one that changed the most, which really proved Shiki's last line being "A new generation" AND OH GOSH THE ENDING TOO "let's have fun." - Yuta Hoshitani. ALL IT NEEDED WAS "boys" AND IT'D BE SO LIKE OTORI.

and well speaking of Otori, Their version of the Kao Kai song was like- the basic one. Specially since they didn't have anything before "satisfy" unlike the other ones, which ig was (this is me overthinking) showing how they're traditional, no changes, no additions necessary that could harm the Ayanagi Brand. That's All Thank You for coming to my pep talk<3 ssn 4 pls

Fyodor is so smart for doing that ngl, like Chuuya and Dazai are very far away😭😭😭 who knows how long it'll take for them to arrive lol

Also what'll happen after that causes the "2 hours later" sequence in the anime???? Like hello??? ik it's the tripolar singularity BUT 2 HOURS??? HOW LONG IS THAY MAN?? Were Dazai and Chuuya already there?

It's like, the only people who can beat the main villains are on the other side of the world😭

I saw sumwhere that said only a singularity can beat a singularity like??? CHUUYA???? WHERE??? and assuming that Fyodor was also the one that achieved singularity.........DAZAI?? like Dazai is the only one that can actually kill Fyodor that's fr crazy like wth man😭 but like it's not even sure yet so it's a gamble. And does Fyodor get the ability of whoever owns the body?? Like what if Dazai kills him and he pulls an "I resurrect into Dazai's body and now have No Longer Human" UWSHWUSW pls why is it coming back in June FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED ASAGIRI KAFKA

I'm gonna start rating anime i watch here. Just like I did with high card, next up is starmyu

listening to my unorganized idolish7 playlist