This is me after a week or so. UWHSWU I TOTALLY DID NOT FORGET BUT A LOT OF STUFF HAPPENED. Yeah I forgot what I needed to say
I'm probably gonna make 2 posts abt this book bcs I love it sm. this first one won't focus on the romance and more of like- the surroundings, specially Hazel's favorite book, AIA. I read the book at school so yeah that embarassed me bcs I was crying when the teacher came in.
Before I dive into AIA, I want to really talk about the surroundings of the book, the other people yk, aside from Augustus and Hazel. The book, aside from the romance, shows how people respond to other people with cancer, I mean, how they manage it. We see it with Hazel's mother and father, with Augustus' family as well as Monica(Isaac's ex). They all responded differently to their loved one's having cancer, and they treat it differently too. But I won't focus on that, I want to focus on how it affects them, and apply it to real life situations. The book doesn't really hide the fact that everyone around them feels bad for them, and that their parents are sad about it. And it's a good detail because the book is a romance book, but it deals so much with the "losing someone" concept. I love how you feel butterflies in your stomach yet heartwrecking pain at the same time. because the sadness in it, the way Hazel just accepted her fate, the way Augustus accepted his, and Isaac too. They never had hope from the start but their families and the people around them did. It's easy to have hope when you're not the one struggling.
But thats the thing. Hazel accepted her fate easily. but Augustus? She could not.
In Augustus' story, Hazel is part of the other people. She's his collateral damage. Hazel feared being the time bomb for Augustus but it turns out Augustus was the real one.
Its devastating to read the parts where Augustus was slowly succumbing to his cancer. Because the chapters were suddenly so short, Every time I flipped the book I got scared bcs it chapter got faster and faster. shorter and shorter. Then the devastating "Augustus Waters died"
Everyone was affected by Augustus' conditiion, everyone was collateral damage, their emotions were side effects. MAN I CAN'T DO THIS RN IM CRYING ILL POST AGAIN SOME OTHER DAY
My reaction to the bsd chapter
WAHT THE FUCK FYODOR BRING HIM BACK BRING HIM BACK
I love the characters of this show, they're so pure with their own faults. I really want to see more plot building with it and gosh the random musical part. It's sad for me that Ageha didn't get the role of Alexis' shadow since he always wanted it but i guess its fine now that he's not running after Tsukigami. I'm also very happy for Hoshitani since he'll get to perform alongside his idol which he has dreamt about a lot. Nayuki and Ugawa's friendship is so cool for me too short besties squad yay. and the BL bait oh dear why do they do this.
I've had this weird feeling since season 1 that tilt was Finn's brother
I might actually be right
I'm probably gonna make 2 posts abt this book bcs I love it sm. this first one won't focus on the romance and more of like- the surroundings, specially Hazel's favorite book, AIA. I read the book at school so yeah that embarassed me bcs I was crying when the teacher came in.
Before I dive into AIA, I want to really talk about the surroundings of the book, the other people yk, aside from Augustus and Hazel. The book, aside from the romance, shows how people respond to other people with cancer, I mean, how they manage it. We see it with Hazel's mother and father, with Augustus' family as well as Monica(Isaac's ex). They all responded differently to their loved one's having cancer, and they treat it differently too. But I won't focus on that, I want to focus on how it affects them, and apply it to real life situations. The book doesn't really hide the fact that everyone around them feels bad for them, and that their parents are sad about it. And it's a good detail because the book is a romance book, but it deals so much with the "losing someone" concept. I love how you feel butterflies in your stomach yet heartwrecking pain at the same time. because the sadness in it, the way Hazel just accepted her fate, the way Augustus accepted his, and Isaac too. They never had hope from the start but their families and the people around them did. It's easy to have hope when you're not the one struggling.
But thats the thing. Hazel accepted her fate easily. but Augustus? She could not.
In Augustus' story, Hazel is part of the other people. She's his collateral damage. Hazel feared being the time bomb for Augustus but it turns out Augustus was the real one.
Its devastating to read the parts where Augustus was slowly succumbing to his cancer. Because the chapters were suddenly so short, Every time I flipped the book I got scared bcs it chapter got faster and faster. shorter and shorter. Then the devastating "Augustus Waters died"
Everyone was affected by Augustus' conditiion, everyone was collateral damage, their emotions were side effects. MAN I CAN'T DO THIS RN IM CRYING ILL POST AGAIN SOME OTHER DAY
listening to my unorganized idolish7 playlist
mha was supposed to go on forever I wanna see deku and bakugou in the retirement home balding and racing each other with their walkers
OH MY GOSH
SPOILERS FOR HIGH CARD(AGAIN)
THAT WAS EPIC OMGjwjhs I expected the brother plot, BUT I DIDN'T EXPECT A BROTHER CON????? WHERE TF DID THAT COME FROM
but anyways onto the serious bits, I love how from what has happened throughout the entire anime Tilt's "Everything is for the family" actually makes so much sense now. I mean it was clear that it was meant for the Klondike's but the recent episode shows a new perspective where the "family" he's describing is finn. I hope finn makes it so that he doesn't have to kill his brother tho, it would be very sad and just rlly obvious yk? I think it would be a better plot to show that Finn would realize how much he's loved by the people around him and honestly I would see it as bad writing if Chris' entire plotline is about familial love only for Finn to kill his brother.
I guess if you put it that Finn's family is high card, that would make sense but Flann(Tilt) hasn't actually done anything to Finn ykkk( aside from stalking him) or rather he hasn't done anything that makes him unable to be part of his family. All in all, I believe Flann deserves a second chance for Finn, all he's ever done is for Finn so it would be devastating to see them all be for waste.
Furthermore, since the next episode is the last, i wonder if there would be a third season. The story about the cards will probably come to an end soon and I have no clue how they're gona fit the coronation, Tilt's plot, the royal family drama, the joker plot, the detective young plot AND a happy ending in one episode.
and ig uh Theodore's saved yayyyy
I've had this weird feeling since season 1 that tilt was Finn's brother
I might actually be right
SPOILERS FOR HIGH CARD ANIME
GUESS WHO WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG YEAH
Episode 10 is so good man, it makes me wanna sob so hard BUT THE CLIFFHANGER UGH Leo gets to be loved by his father but at what cost
THEIR FRIENDSHIP MAN, SO CRY WORTHY "the one I wanted to save was you" BRO PULLED THE EVERYTHING WAS FOR YOU LINE
"this is my wager" BRO BANπππ I WANNA CRY SO HARD RN IT'S LIKE HE REPAID A DEBT BRO
That Theodore scene was so hot too but I was crying bcs I genuinely thought he was gonna die and kept thinking about Leo
BAN KLONDIKE CURSE YOU FOR MAKING ME LOVE YOU AT THE LAST MOMENT
I'm gonna do a deep dive on high card on Tumblr
I've had this weird feeling since season 1 that tilt was Finn's brother
I might actually be right