I Want To Be Someone's Psychological Science Experiment In A Basements

I can help you develop beautiful, divine delusions. I'll drug you and preach to you about my G-d, describing its ruinous love, its gaping Maw, its unending hunger. You'll see the true form of the Devil, of angels, of the Becoming. You'll become a true believer, You'll serve our G-d day in and day out, never questioning or having a single doubt in your heart that this is where you're meant to be

— Starfell

yes PLEASE 🥺🥺 make me a devout believer who worships his g-d!

wheelchairs and canes and glasses and hearing aids and every single other mobility aid should be free btw and if you disagree i hate you

we irl

- randomly burst out giggling and answer questions we hallucinated having been asked

- have limbs jerking in circles (not the horny kind :c)

- think everyone outside the house knows who we are and are out to get us

- have blown off every social activity we said we'd go to for a month

- treat the reflection in mirrors like they're different members of our system and subsystems.

- have back and forths with the mirror selves and express our (romantic) relationship this way

we,, have definitely become more psychotic the last year uwu

Which is funny, since our life is actually going ok. its validating to know we can feel this way without it meaning our life is ending or falling apart

do you have any transpsychosis tips?? ^.^

TRANSPSYCHOSIS TIPS 𖣘

- talking incoherently!! like maybe you start a sentence but it like gets mudldred with lgnger words and it compelwtlyy falsl aaprtt andnsdoslme or something like that!! (irl though lol)

- repetitive movements!! do tasks over and over maybe for a sense of comfort or maybe because someone will hurt you if you dont or maybe something else

- hypervigilance

- anxietyyyyy

- social isolation!! nobody can know you know what you know. nobody must know

- depression

the rest is for delusions and hallucinations and i just copied and pasted that section from my transshcizospec tips!! i really need to make an archive

delusions:

- a delusions is simply a fixed belief that doesnt change despite contradicting evidence. let your imagination run wild and then just gaslight yourself. eventually youll believe it.

- if you need more guidance, some common delusions are grandiose delusions (which i experienced), paranoid, erotomaniac (parasocial), somatic, and many more you can google.

- paranoia is very very common!! incorporate it!!

- look at the "how the delulu girls" trend on tiktok!!

- whether or not you choose to talk to people about your delusion is up to you

hallucinations:

- honestly, make them up to gaslight yourself and/or manifest them

- draw whatever comes to mind and tell yourself its your hallucinations

- get sleep deprived!!

-watch things that make you anxious!!

- listen for small background noises and tell yourself its a hallucination

can I have sum,, 🥺 I'm out qwq

Gonna get more high. Yippee.

I'd have a much easier time being an underweight skeleton if someone consistently forced me to throw up my meals

god i love seeing blogs that talk abt rape fantasies.. i love it..

need ur opinion on emetophilia im such a slut for that....

i fucking love vomit :-) it's way up there for me on the list of things i am into. facefucking someone until they vomit, punching someone so hard in the gut they lose their lunch, or simply holding someone's hair up and cooing to them that they'll be okay and petting their back as they heave into a bush or a toilet.. hgng.

FRIENDS! PLURALS!

This review regarding non-disordered plurality was just published September 12, 2023 - and better still, it focuses on the voices of those with lived multiplicity experiences, not just professionals' opinions & observations! (AND it's free access!)

https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1002/cpp.2910?fbclid=PAAaYA2EcZAxCD7cDTUWhV93l1pCsh9ovJMddm5oZ8_V1-PQ7pjum3K4AxhEo

Some highlights:

...DID is characterized as having ‘two or more distinct personality states’, in addition to gaps in memory recall, which cause significant distress to the individual (Reinders & Veltman, 2021, p. 1). Comparably, multiplicity describes the experience of being more than one self and is not a diagnosis. Multiplicity is associated with a lack of distress, and impairment in functioning, and often does not involve amnesia between selves; however, some people who experience multiplicity have received a diagnosis such as DID or OSDD (Young Voices Study, 2021). Due to the heterogeneity of dissociative experiences, multiplicity can encompass various presentations as described in this review.

...prevalence rates of multiplicity-spectrum conditions are difficult to extrapolate due to limited reporting and identification, although suspected to be between 4.6% and 46% (Loewenstein, 2018). Indeed, Ross et al. (2002) acknowledged many individuals do not meet clinical criteria as a result of a lack of negative impairment; however, they do align with other descriptors of dissociative experiences. Thus, there is a need to understand the wide spectrum of experiences multiplicity encompasses to consider how an awareness of multiplicity can exist outside of an illness model, reducing stigma and thus stigma related distress surrounding multiplicity (Eve & Parry, 2021; Parry et al., 2017).

...there remains a paucity of understanding surrounding multiplicity-spectrum experiences, especially for people who identify as multiple but for whom multiple selves do not cause functional difficulties in day-to-day life. For people who experience the presence of inner multiplicity but do not suffer distressing consequences from their multiplicity experience, they can feel misaligned, misinterpreted and overlooked by the medicalization of their inner world.

The findings of this review support the notion that multiplicity experiences are complex and varied, existing across a continuum inclusive of multiplicity, DID and derealization–depersonalization (Sar, 2011).

This is huge! So cool to see these perspectives and some scientific literature surrounding non-disordered plurality!

maybe hot take but transids harm literally no one

Can you actually have a dentist pull out all your teeth? o.o I assume you'd need to show some kind of medical docs showing why you need to have your teeth removed

Pulling out your teeth one by one, making you the perfect little toy. Holding your head in place so you don’t choke on the blood. You don’t need them anyway, all you need to focus on is my pleasure after all. You don’t need to speak to anyone, and our connection transcends words

same x.x

come here anons pspspsppss be obsessed w me plsss begs .. ill beg .

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