To celebrate my 3rd year of being on testosterone, I’m releasing my comix on transmasculinity as a PDF for $4!
THIS COMIC IS INTENDED FOR MATURE READERS -- contains nudity, cigarettes, alcohol, and descriptions of gender dysphoria
Five comix on life and learning after seven hundred and seventy-eight days on testosterone
1. Cleanliness/Manliness - the most important thing I have learned
2. Trans Boy's Complaint - negotiating identity in light of gendered perception
3. Nutrisco et Extinguo - on the myth of testosterone rage
4. Double Stellar Black Hole - the experience of gender dysphoria when you don't know being transgender is a thing that exists
5. Adam Kadmon - for the first transgender man I ever knew
40+ pages, PDF format.
Digital version here:LINK
Hard copy version here:LINK
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
NOW AVAILABLE AS A PDF!
Several people contacted me about getting a digital version of my “Couple’s Therapy” comic, as the cost of shipping for the hard copy was prohibitive.
So you can now get this as a PDF download, for half the price of the hard copy, and no shipping!
Digital copy here: LINK
Hard Copy here: LINK
I'm hoping to make some of my original comix available as PDFs too. This is the first time I've done the digital purchase/download option, so I appreciate any feedback or notification if anyone runs into problems with the files.
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
11/14/22 UPDATE: I’ve taken both “Naruto: The Last King, The Last Priest” and “Therapist R. J. Hill” off my etsy store. Both comics can be read, in their entirety, on this tumblr.
original illustration - fashion 1
available for $35
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
So I’ve scanned the pages of my risographed fashion study zine (you can buy that here)
My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
So I wanted to do some comix on my thoughts/experiences since I've been on testosterone for over a year now and pretty consistently get "read" as a cisgender guy.
But I was like "Ugh, do I really want to do ANOTHER autobio comic? I'm bored of drawing myself."
And then I remembered that I'm an artist and I can actually CREATE CHARACTERS AND MAKE THEM SAY STUFF. So here are some doodles of the various trans dudes that will be in the comic. It'll be like that Bob Dylan movie where a bunch of different people play Bob Dylan.
...except a comic book.
...and I'm not famous.
...and none of these people look like me.
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Sooo... I was gonna do some Valentine’s art to sell, but of course I didn’t get it done in time for anyone to actually order it in time for Valentine’s day.
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Dreamed that I was on a road trip with some friends. The car was very full, so I had to sit crouched on the shoulder of the passenger seat. The person seated in the passenger seat looked like Benedict Cumberbatch and I think we were dating. We drove through a small southern town, and I could tell where the queer kids hung out. A bar and a hair salon and a gas station, with 80's goth queer kids hanging out in front, smoking and drinking. On one hand, I was envious that these queers knew just where to go to meet people like themselves, but on the other hand I recognized how few of them were in that small town and how isolated they must feel. We drove along a high way at night. The person shifted from looking like Benedict Cumberbatch, to looking like W., to looking like A., and then finally looking like a combination of all three of them. I told him that I wasn't good at dancing. When a song came on the radio, he pulled over on the side of the highway and left the car door open so that the music could be heard outside. On the side of the road at night, he rested his hands on the small of my back and we danced slowly. The roadtrip (and the dream) ended with us sitting in a forest clearing, dressed in togas, watching a production of "A Midsummer Night's Dream."
So I’ve scanned the pages of my risographed fashion study zine (you can buy that here)
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My Etsy: LINK / My Ko-Fi: LINK
Well. I have now learned this particular matte medium is too opaque to be used undiluted. Unsure if I’ll continue on this, leave it and come back, or leave it entirely.
doing some painting
Completed charity art commission!
I’m doing painted portrait commissions (in this style). Each piece is $45, $20 will be donated to @RAICESTEXAS, $20 will be donated to @AmazonWatch, $5 will be used for shipping the piece. Contact panicvolkushka@gmail.com or DM me.
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Hello, my name is Panic. Find my other links on my Carrd
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