Oh No, Are Hand-made Vial Christmas Trees Illegal Now? Well, Damn 😔

Thank you 🙏 Now I understand it better

Guys, can somebody please explain to me what exactly does 'non-sharing selfshipping' mean and why (apparently??) some folks don't like people who do it? I'm just... genuinely confused??

(and also how to properly interact with these people, bc I really wouldn't want to upset or offend anyone 😓)

I'm not trying to be rude by any means, there's just a lot of terms out there for me to learn yet, and this is one of them.

You are a northern light, I think! Vibrant colours on a dark canvas! Very cool and space-like! 🌌🤩

Work In progress

(Why Leggy looks some like Tattletail...)

And do you know what's the worst thing? I couldn't even be there for him.

I couldn't tackle-hug him and whisper tender words of comfort. I couldn't hold his hand and tell him that he mattered to me. That he matters to me alive. Everything that connected me with him was this stupid little piece of plastic and metal...

I don't want to lose someone. Not again. And now, not because of me. Even if I know him for less than a month, I'm not going to let him just end his life. Even if I didn't care about him, I'm not letting a person die by their own hands.

I'm going to do everything to make sure this man never thinks of getting rid of his existence. Not from this world and not from my life...

.

I can't stop crying... Something has happened. I almost lost him. He scared me so much. It happened so suddenly.

I wasn't even scared that much the first time. The first time it was just a joke went wrong, triggering him slightly, that we scared each other and talked it out. This time I almost lost him...

He wasn't prepared for my answer. We talked about life and future. I said I might not even be here tomorrow because who knows what might happen, it's life. That's the right way of thinking for a christian - being prepared for end any moment.

After hearing that he wanted to end his life.

I talked him out. I think I did, he said so himself.

But I was scared

I was so, so scared

And still am

This never happened to me before

I don't want to lose someone I care about. Not again...

As I'm typing this I'm crying again

I'm scared I won't receive a "good morning <3" from him when I wake up

Today I had to leave the farm to go to town and perform at our uni's gala. We got first place. I arrived back at the farm at night, safely. We got stuck literally near our small temporary houses and had to wake up some of my groupmates in the middle of the night to help move the car. All is well.

I have to sleep now and wake up very early, but I can't. Not after what happened.

But hey, at least the night sky was beautiful

I'm going to sleep

"Meant to be mine~"

🌙 Little thingy I did a while back. Might as well post it here

Ok sooooo. I’ve never mentioned this to almost every one. But I’ve been a simp for this fictional tv headed man from the web series SMG4 for a long time now and his name is Mr.Puzzles. Because I was admittedly a little embarrassed and wanted to keep it to myself. But I wanted to share this art I’ve made recently that I’m proud of and it’s a self insert/au I just came up with. Called, Two Lonely Arts. Here’s the description in case it’s hard to read on the paper.

Two lonely, struggling artists found eachother (seemingly by fate), at each of their lowest points in their creative careers. One of these artists, who just can’t find any motivation or inspiration to even draw a simple doodle. Is standing next to the most interesting and unique individual she had ever laid her eyes on. This is just what she needed. And decided right then and there that this man will be her new muse. (She just needs to actually ask him first.)

I didn't think I'd ever make a masterpost, but I've been getting lost in my own tags lately, so here we go:

#my work <—— art, crochets, skeletons, and other stuff made by my hands

#oc <—— posts that include mine and/or others' OCs

#nira rambles <—— where I ramble

#nira lore <—— random important info about my sona and/or me

#meme dump <—— my saved reaction pics/memes for anyone to download

#fandom list <—— list of fandoms I'm in

He's hungry. 😔

The way I freaked out when I saw someone tagged me 👀

But yeah, thank you for the shout-out and for your kind words, that was unexpected and I- I, um- asfgthdggshsg (*loses the ability to speak*)

Shout out to @niranutcake

I see her in my notifications every time I post or reblog something and I just think she deserves some attention :)

Love you girlie <3 keep doing what you do :D

Meme dump Part 22

Part 21