Thank You 🙏 Now I Understand It Better

Artist: Tim Brierley

Posting this for my soul cat Kenzie (she passed a few years ago but I still think of her every single day) and for everyone else who has lost someone they love. ❤️

Reblog if you think it’s okay to platonically say “I Love You” to your friends

Thank you.

Thank you so much

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I wasn't sure if I should've even posted this... Please don't read it if you don't feel like it. I just... wanted to vent my frustrations at least somewhere rather than keep everything inside

I helped out a friend. Well, at least I considered him one. Half a year ago he asked me to lend a bit of money. I don't have much myself. The only source of my own income is a 36$ stipend. I don't currently have a job and I live with my parents, but their income plus mine is enough to give the four of us stable and happy life. So out of pity and kind heart, of course I helped him, because it felt like he needed it. He promised to return the money. He didn't. I asked what was wrong and for my money back, because I needed them. But he just ignored my messages.

Now, after going MIA for half a year, he returns. Apologising. And asking for more money yet again. I already told him my frustrations about his inappropriate behaviour, for which he apologised yet again and told me how his life was rough, how he got his money stolen when being away on a sports competition and he wasn't able to return home, how he needed to sustain his girlfriend (and now, how it turned out, a wife) and pay rent and his parents and noone helped him. He has a normal job. He knows how much I earn.

I wanted to believe him. But my trust was seriously wavering. I gave him money. The last one for food that I had, because he was assuring me he'd 100% return it tomorrow before evening. I chose to believe him. The next day I starved. Now I don't have money for food for the end of the week. He said his paycheck got delayed, even sent a picture of the paper, said he'd give back tomorrow. I chose to believe him. I was left with nothing again.

There's a lot of emotions inside of me right now. I feel hurt, betrayed, angry, frustrated and more. I told him everything about how I felt and afterwards decided to block him. I'm tired of his empty promises.

But I also feel said, because, like, he wasn't like this before. We met eachother in a small organisation (that I'm not longer in), he was a fun, energetic, open boy, and we quickly connected with eachother. We smiled and laughed at jokes, did assignments together, I joyfully cheered on him on a dance competition. I remember him as a good person. But then he comes with this.

It left me confused and hurt... What could've happened? Why did he act like that?? Why did he say all of this? Was he even telling the truth? I really don't know...

Now I feel bad. I'm still confused. Something like this never has happened to me before. I don't know what to do... I just... *sigh*...

Am I doing something wrong?...

It was super fun!! 😄💖💖💖

I'M LIVE ON TWITCH!!!

First time trying to use it so its probably not it's best- I got a friend in the chat helping LMAO

BUT COME JOIN ME IF Y'ALL INTERESTED!!

Twitch

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💕AAAAAA MY GOODNESS!!!💕

I'm so little! 😂 Look at how tiny I am! (*dies from a heart attack*)

I'm not that little btw but oh my goodness, you drew me so cuuuuteeeeeee! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

2nd Group!

Lots of colorful ones in this one! :3

@entityarts @itz-miss-kamilyvision @untitled14360 @naetheartisticbutterfly @goofishh @fenicearts420 @jovialoddity @kuromipuzzles2000 @vextheallay @alien-star88 @niranutcake

Mute swan (Cygnus olor)

As promised, photos of our biology project — the full skeleton of a mute swan. If somebody, for whatever reason, is in need of a photos of a swan skeleton — here you go.

A new unique piece for our university's skeleton collection. It was fun making it, though a bit tricky. I learned a lot about mute swans than I ever had in my entire life.

Oh my gosh, I absolutely love this! 😆🩷

♦Falling braindead♦ (comic 4) (the RTV au is by @4thwallbreakerdraws2 and nira is @niranutcake's sona)

" hello I got a restock here... "

" I just need...- "

" someone too...- "

" hello??... "

" oh- I'll be there in a second hold on! "

" hm, okay then "

" ugh....I fucking hate this job- "

" what the hell is that?? "

*CRASH*

*Coughing*

" oh- oh my gosh, woo, I've been in there for like- 30 minutes- oh my god- "

" I am so sorry, that probably looked really weird, woah- "

" anyway, hello, can I help you with anything? "

" i- "

" sigh, no I just needed to make this restock And didn't want to leave it without anyone, oh and- "

" the boss told me to hand over this list of things to get down by next Friday, it's pretty busy "

" oh thankyou. "

" can't be that busy... "

" that is a lot of things. "

" tell me about it, it's gonna be a rough week for you. "

" did you at least take a break before this? Because you are going have to really lock down now "

" I was just on my break- "

" why the hell would you take a break in the vents??- "

" that isn't the point- "

" the point is I gotta knock out this list soon. "

" okay, I respect your degradation, and I see the reason you're on his good side. "

" but do you want me to, ya know, help you fix the ceiling? "

" I uhhhh- "

" yes please. "

" that's what I thought. "

AYO WHAT

CHAT SOMETHING IS HAPPENING! IM SCARED!!! 😭😭😭😭

DONT YOU DARE TOUCH MY PRECIOUS GAMER GIRL U TV FREAK AUHHHHDUSJSH!!!!

eepy 💤

The inspo behind the design:

1. "Null" animation meme

2. "Stronger" animation meme

3. Lilo and Stitch

bonus:

This is why she never opens her mouth