ITS SO PRETTYYYYY
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do u have any like, domestic? Jeckole hcs?
(Every domestic headcanon I have of them is when they're in their 20s-30s and living in LA, California)
When Jecka studies for med school, Nicole has gotten annoyed sometimes (because it's "all she does") but ultimately ends up doing things like giving her food while deep in the study grind and has also placed a blanket over her after falling asleep at her desk.
I also agree with a headcanon I saw awhile ago that Nicole would be willing to be "housewife" (but would never in a million call herself that lmao) for Jecka only. She'd be keeping the living space clean and all while Jecka would be out at work.
After Jecka's long shifts at work, she and Nicole go out to eat dinner as late as 1am.
Jecka would be the one decorating the apartment during the holidays.
Nicole would take care of the laundry while Jecka takes care of the taxes.
Sometimes they'd watch TV together on the couch and end up falling asleep while it's playing in the background. I mentioned this in another post but during the summer, Jecka and her long mane take up so much of the bed space that Nicole ends up finding herself on the floor the next morning. But during the winter time, Nicole steals all the blankets, leaving Jecka freezing her ass off.
They'd sometimes smoke together outside their apartment in silence, either after an argument or after a stressful day.
This one isn't exactly Jeckole, but whenever Emily comes to visit them, they almost always expect her to pick the lock to let herself in. Jecka has offered to give Emily a spare key, but she's rejected it several times.
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Sorry if it's boring, Anon, I probably have more locked away in my brain somewhere. But these were the ones that were at the top of my head. Anyway, I had fun writing these up. Anything for soft/well-adjusted Jeckole.
Unfinished piece that will probably never get finished š
Lwk, this is creative tho for my 4am brain š
Itās basically them, and the hands are their addictions, so like Emily has sex and drugs, jecka had cigarettes, and Nicole had self harm š I actually felt so creative
āmy body my choice.ā
We all chant in unison, slitting our thighs and wrists
What are your sappiest Co09 hcs for any character? I need the girlies to be happy
No because this shouldnāt be that hard š
Nicole - genuinely inly enjoys video games, like, sheās amazing at shit like Minecraft. It low-key makes herself fell good when she sees he level or rank or whatever go up, have loads of materials, coins etc, have a good team (sorry im thinknig of pjsk š)
Jecka - she really does love her mum, like she loves spending time with her. She also loves spending time her little brother (hc thats he exsits and is 8 when jecka is 17), even if he annoys her like shit. She thinks heās adorable.
Emily - okay so I hc that she has an older brother like Nicoleās, except hes not a pedo or anything, and just a casual racist (only to poc who r like murderers n shit idk) and he supplyās her with alc and cigs sometimes (adding into someoneās hc that she couch surfs I think it was @honeynutkorios ). But overall hes an alright brother he has his bad moments but Emily loves him (he was her favourite person from 13 to 15).
Ari - after Nicole, she was more messed up then before but she actually didnāt mind it too much, in fact she embraced it (at home and around Karen + Megan). She lwk felt more comfortable ss herself.
Also for an emiari one :3 since I hc ari w body dysmorphia/disordered eating when she gets with Emily, her body is the first thing Wmily is praising and complimenting and it low-key makes her feel so happy. Or; Emily makes it worse but makes ari happy at the same time if it makes sense
Kelly - she goes to church with Megan and she genuinly finds some sort of comfort in it to distract her from her horrible, horrible home life (megkelly rise ig)
Megan - Theatre distracts her from her piece of shit dad, and she likes acting to songs ss if they were plays with/for Kelly, and itās is rllyncuteeebiedbjc8
Sorry if that isnāt sappy if uncant tell im not very good at Ballyās tiff as edgy as that sounds š
I wish nightime lasted longer. it's so bright outside.
I wanna kick him off of my Spotify but I donāt want him to get mad at me cus he replied with js āokā. Idk what to do or what Iāve done wrong
RHEA I NEED ANOTHER FIC FROM YOUšššš IF I READ THAT EMICOLE ONE AGAIN IM GOANNA CRQWHD TF OUT ANYWAY FAV SHIP??
DID YOU READ MY NICOLE BEDROOTINF FIC AND THE EMIJECKOLE ONE š
ANYWAY I HAVE ABOUT TEN FAVOURITE SHIPS SO ILL JUST LIST THEM IN ORDER FROM BEST TO LEAST
jeckole
Emiari
Emicole
Jeckily
Emijeckole
Ari Cole
Jeckari
Jeckelly
Megkelly
Jeckaren
Also im if im drawing a trans character as a kid do I draw them as their before gener or now gender�???
I hope someone sees my vision here jeez š
You don't see stars here, they're just city lights
I think back to where you live and how you can see the entire sky.
It's occasional, sometimes I'll see the moon
And I'll think of you
Jeckaās left for college, shes left home, cut contact with everyone, and starting over. However itās not the same like it is back home, where she would sit on the roof with Nicole and look at the stars, and the moon. The moon she canāt see anymore. She tries hard to see it and the star once more, but sheās unable to.
My mom will convince me, and I'll get the courage to ask
We will get coffee in Canton and you'll nervously laugh
When we hug, 'cause we don't hug, we never used to do that
We don't do that
Nicoleās mom finally gets her to leave the house, and it ends up being when Nicole texts Jecka after 6 months asking to meet again, for coffee. She thinks itās gay, but you gotta do what you gotta do. When they finally see each other again, theyāre awkward and nervous and unsure in what to do, and that spirals into an awkward hug, that doesnāt feel like āthemā. They never hugged (besides when they were drunk or high off of their tits) and it just doesnāt feel right because it wasnāt their thing and wasnāt about to become it either.
Sometimes I go to sleep
And I'm still 17
You still live down my street
You're not mad at me
Sometimes Jecka falls asleep in her shitty college bed, and if she thinks hard enough itās like being back home. Home where she was able to walk a few minutes and sheād be at Nicoleās house. She misses this but Nicole isnāt good for her. Jecka had always thought Nicole was made at her for leaving, so when she starts thinking, Nicole isnāt mad. In fact, shes happy - something Jecka didnt normally see, but genuinely loved it.
And in that dream, I will say everything I wanted
That every day after May, I haven't found what I needed
No one has come close to you
And I don't think anyone will
The said thoughts become a constant dream for the next week, and Jeckaās able to spill her guts to Nicole. Sheās rambling about anything and everything when she starts talking about how leaving her feels like a piece of her was missing, and she hasnāt found something to permanently fill it, because nothing will ever come close to Nicole. She was like a rare, one of a kind artifiact you could never replace.
Sometimes I go to sleep
And I'm still 17
You still live down my street
You're not mad at me
Nicole still lives at her momās house, paying rent but unemployed. Most nights she lays in bed, mind wandering but it always comes back to jecka. She falls asleep and shes once again in her prime era - being seventeen - and everything back to normal. Jecka is still a ten minute walk away (it would be five but Nicole cant be asked to walk faster). Ever since jecka left, Nicole blamed herself, for no particular reason. She just felt like it was fitting - everything was her fault anyway, this wasnāt anything special. Except it hurt worse when jecka stopped texting and calling. āShes mad at meā was a constant thought, but now, in her stupid yet comforting make believe land, Jecka isnāt angry at her, and theyāre smoking cigarettes in her bedroom again.
I have a feeling you got everything you wanted
And you're not wasting time stuck here like me
You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened
The world ended when it happened to me
Jecka always wanted to go to college, and do something with her life. She was getting everything she wanted - a well paying job, a rich husband, a new life with no toxicity or abuse or drugs. Nothing to ruin the perfect image she was slowly building brick by brick, chapter by chapter, line by line. She wasnāt wasting time like Nicole, who was still taking every pill in the medicine cabinet. Like Nicole, who was staying in bed until 6pm the next day, wasting away. Like Nicole, who couldnt move out of her momās house because she had learned to be depends on her. Jecka would say it was a small thing, her moving away āIāll still call you, dumbass,ā but being left alone with her thoughts, the only one left who hadnāt gotten their life together yet might if actually ended Nicoleās world.
I have a feeling you got everything you wanted
And you're not wasting time stuck here like me
You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened
The world ended when it happened to me
Jecka thinks back about Nicole, and that girl has what she wanted - no job, no school, drugs and alcohol and a bed. She had razor blades, and shit - maybe she would kill herself before she was 30. It didnāt seem much, and probably stupid to other people, but they didnāt know Nicole like Jecka did. College had been a slow, slow walk so far - Jecka felt like she had learned nothing, since she learned all this back in high school. It felt like she was wasting away at her desk, slaving over her laptop and a bit of A4 paper. Nicole always seemed uncaring or unaffected when jecka mentioned college. It was a small thing, supposedly. It didnāt matter, because they were only high school friends anyway - this was destined to happen. However Nicole didnt know how Jecka would lay there and sob, because she was fucking her life over. She didnāt want a career in the medical field. She didnāt want a rich husband. She didnāt want a new life; she wanted something small, but payed her rent - or something big like an actor, so she could get the attention she craved. She didnāt want a rich husband - shit, she didnāt even like guys! She wanted a wife. Or girlfriend or whatever you called it. She didnāt want a new life - she wanted the messy, toxic one she had before with Nicole. Her world collapsed inwards when she started her car, her own glassy eyes catching Nicoleās dead ones in the rear view mirror.
When it happened to me, when it happened to me
They both have no idea how much itās affected the other, being apart and not talking. Itās like a telepathic sort of thing, or voodoo or whatever. It physically hurt them both.
I have a feeling you got everything you wanted.
Jecka got to go to college, and start over
And you're not wasting time stuck here like me
Nicole is wasting away in bed, doing drugs and getting drunk by midday
You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened
They both said it wasnāt a big deal
The world ended when it happened to me
Yet they feel empty and unfixable without each other. They had one fragment of themselves missing, and nothing was the right size to fix it, like a jigsaw puzzle. So until something happens, theyāll remain memories just out of reach.
Idk what this means but I could make a sick edit of them if it was a show šš @st4rlight-kayz @spaceboyden @silverwasafukintrainwreck @polomarco2
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