Tumblr Won’t Let Me Respond To The Ask But I Love A Good Parent Au, I’m A Sucker For It So This Is

Tumblr won’t let me respond to the ask but I love a good parent au, I’m a sucker for it so this is so exciting for me @myl0v3l1f3

Nicole has several panic attacks during the process of them becoming parents (I think they would adopt bc I just don’t think either of them would wanna be pregnant but it’s definitely smth to explore). Her and Jecka are like mid 30s at this point and they’re a lot more stable but they obviously have bad days. Jecka is trying to comfort her and remind her that they aren’t their parents and it’s a process but Nicole is convinced she’ll just fuck them up.

After a really long therapy session she decides to actually do something about it and buys a fuck tom of parenting books and spends the majority of her time researching childhood trauma and how to keep their home safe and welcoming for a foster child.

It was Jecka’s idea to begin to foster kids and she was beginning to get worried bc with Nicole’s anxiety, she’s been really hands off with the whole process but after Nicole’s new passion for it, it unlocks something in her and she finds herself loving Nicole in a whole new way. They’ve been together for over ten years and they’re ride or dies but now she’s seeing Nicole as a leader for their soon to be family and it’s a really beautiful time for them.

They’re both extremely anxious when they actually begin to foster children, these twins come to them. It’s a big and girl around 7 years old and they’re very quiet so Nicole thinks she’s doing something wrong bc she hyped herself up for this great experience but she thinks the kids hate her. She’s still welcoming and trying her best but her insecurities are starting to get the best of her. Until one day Jecka comes home after picking them up from school and the boy brings her a drawing and she fully starts sobbing bc it’s a small reinforcement that she’s doing a good job and they’re starting to feel comfortable. Nicole frames it and everything, she’s so happy and she refuses to hide it. As they get older she’ll make jokes like “I’m his favorite” and Jecka just rolls her eyes

Jecka is a mountain of anxiety and she’s done a lot of work to manage it and not project it onto the kids. She still has anger issues and sometimes when the kids are being kids but it overwhelms her, her hands start to shake and she goes to her room crying bc she thinks that means she’s just like her dad. Nicole is rubbing her back and reminding her that Jecka has never put her hands on them and she never would. Being angry doesn’t mean she’s violent and after she calms down

I’m going to make ONE little hc about if one of them got pregnant bc I read a fic about them dealing with a teen pregnancy and it was funny. This is basically a shit post but I had to include it. After Nicole gets Youtube famous, Jecka traps her so she can secure her bag and she likes Nicole anyway so why not. They’re terrible parents and Jecka is “excited” to have a baby bc the idea of having someone love her unconditionally is exciting but then actual motherhood is a nightmare. Nicole doesn’t know what the hell she’s doing and they’re starting end up turning into a family vlog channel to make more money but then once the kid is like 8 they stop bc they can see unhealthy habits forming and they actually love their child.

Some happier moments are Nicole actually enjoying a house full of kids when they’re fostering multiple kids. Her house was always loud growing up bc of her parents yelling and then her numerous stepdads but there’s a weird comfort in the chaos bc it’s familiar. She also really enjoys the routine of driving to school, pick ups, packing lunches. She likes to be needed and she’s happy that she’s able to provide a stable home with her partner

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2 weeks ago

I'm desperate..

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myl0v3l1f3

3 weeks ago

i posted something like this like a while ago with pineflowers pretend you didn’t know that

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myl0v3l1f3

2 weeks ago

Red and blue : Jeckole

Green : Ari

Yellow: Emily

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jecka class of 09 nicole class of 09 class of 09 emily class of 09 co09 jecka co09 co09 emily ari co09 nicole co09 emily co09 class of 09 emily co09 ari

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myl0v3l1f3

3 weeks ago

HELO THIS IS LIKE THE TIME I WA TALKING TO THIS 26 YR OLD FOR SJITS N GIGFLES AND I KEOT BLOCKING HIM AFYER CUS I FELT GROSS AND THEN I ADDED HIM BACK AFTER HE SENT A PICTURE OF JIS DICK AND I BLOCKED HIM AND JE WAS LIKE

R u serious Abt this

AND I WAS LIKE "yeah yeah" and some other stuff and he messaged me back like I WONT INTRODUCE YOU TO ANYONE ELSE I DONY WANT YOU TO HURT THE OTHERS AND I WAS SCREAMING BRO 💔😭

Hello pretty, I'm sorry I bumped into your d.m so rudely, but it happened that you got suggested on my timeline, so I decided to hit your d.m with an inbox to know if you would be interested in being my sugar babe♥️, weekly allowance worth $700, give me a feedback back if you're interested

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im in fucking Jr high read my fucking bio you creep.

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@myl0v3l1f3

guys nicole was right every guys a pedo 🙏

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It was so funny Except he was into 1ns3ct

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myl0v3l1f3

3 weeks ago

THIS IS WHAT IM SAYING BRO 💔

did anyone just realized nicole was likely raped by her older brother

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nicole class of 09 class of 09 Poor baby class of 09 nicole aehr.y4ps I have said this b4 Broo

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myl0v3l1f3

1 month ago

Emily started cvtting at a young age. She can’t really remember when but it’s been apart of her life for a while. It stated off small, stuff that could oass off as from a let of going outside and doing random shit until she went way to deep and she didn’t know why but she wanted that feeling forever and ever. It felt so fucking good so she started doing it more and more until she didn’t like the feel of where she did it from all the scars (does that make sense?) her parents tried to stop her but overtime they realised that it’ll probably never stop, so they just let her do it

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class of 09 emily class of 09 MY SHAYLA co09 co09 emily cvtt!ng self h@rm emily co09 class of 09 emily it actually really burns right now 😭😭

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myl0v3l1f3

2 weeks ago

how would you feel if I write a possessive jeckole fic (but it's nicole being possessive and will hurt any mf who tries to come in contact with Jecka)

I’ll eat it

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myl0v3l1f3

2 weeks ago

*opens discord* huh nothing new *opens tumblr* huh nothing new *opens instagram* huh nothing new *opens tumblr again* huh nothing new *opens instagram again* huh nothing new *opens tumblr* huh nothing new *opens discord again* huh nothing new *closes and reopens discord* huh nothing n

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myl0v3l1f3

1 month ago

Me when I don't feel pretty if I don't have cuts on my arms

Me when I don't feel pretty if I have cuts on my arms

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myl0v3l1f3

1 month ago

FANK U I CAMT SLEEP 😔✊💔

BACK ON MY BULLSHIT😽

EmiAri and Jeckemily British hcs??? 👀 (and childhood hcs! :3)

I love ur bullshirrrt!!!9]3<…39]~<4

Emiari

- “wanna escape iso w me?” X “no well get in trouble,”

- 97% x 43%

- Ari is friends w all of the teachers

- Ari was told to speak more at every parents evening since year 2

- Emily has beef with every single teacher besides one

- Emily was told she needed to be tested for ADHD at parents evening

- U coming in today x no

- Will both fight a year seven for a cheese panini

- “I didn’t sleep last night (12am)” x “same (running off no three redbulls and two monsters in the same plastic coke bottle shes had for four weeks)”

- Emily is literally known by everyone. Ari thinks it’s weird

- Emily will turn up outside of the school gates on a bmx in a Nike tracksuit during suspension to see ari

- Ari gets picked on less because everyone knows Emily will beat the shit out of them

- matching bracelets >.<