Emily Started Cvtting At A Young Age. She Can’t Really Remember When But It’s Been Apart Of Her Life

Emily started cvtting at a young age. She can’t really remember when but it’s been apart of her life for a while. It stated off small, stuff that could oass off as from a let of going outside and doing random shit until she went way to deep and she didn’t know why but she wanted that feeling forever and ever. It felt so fucking good so she started doing it more and more until she didn’t like the feel of where she did it from all the scars (does that make sense?) her parents tried to stop her but overtime they realised that it’ll probably never stop, so they just let her do it

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hiiiii hello hii Jecka is the prettiest girl at the party so can u drop all ur headcanons for her? I wanna hear ur thoughts 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Hehe I love you

Hiiiii Hello Hii Jecka Is The Prettiest Girl At The Party So Can U Drop All Ur Headcanons For Her? I

Also im giving u this (Jeckole sims mobile cus my dad won’t let me use his pc or laptop 💔)

Anyway I got distracted

She has a little brother, his name is smth generic like jack, Jake, Finley (I like this one so ima stick w this) or whatever. Hes 8 in the re-up, and hes literally such a cutie. Jecka is putting all of her free energy into being somewhat of a good big sister. She’ll play with him, watch tv with him, read with him, let him “help w homework” (when he was little, like 4) and like, protect him when their parents got violent, aggressive, started arguing or shouting etc.

She really loves her mum, like, a lot and she hates it sometimes. Since her mum puts all her time and effort into looking good, heroin, alcohol, cigs etc, Jecka (from a young age) picked up these habits (like smoking and drinking and looking good all the time) and cant get rid of them. But when her mum is sober, or trying to be, she is actually an alright mum, like jecka can tell her about school, about some drama she leaves stuff out of, they paint nails, or just sit at the table talking, and she genuinly really enjoys it because again, she really loves her mum and hates to hate her.

Hopes her dad kills himself

She drinks monster quite often with Nicole if they can’t get any alcohol (or they mix it w it for a fun kick) and her favourite flavour is pink or watermelon. In my silly British au Ive made up in my head (pls ask abt im dying), she drinks the winter edition, watermelon and any pink version of redbull, because the can is pretty.

She doesn’t really know what she wants to be when she’s older, so she’s picked something like a nurse or surgeon for now. Honestly I never really think about it like that because my favourite version is some random version of the meth eaters au.

Is actually quite artsy. She isn’t like art GCSE artsy, but she can draw more than a stick figure. She likes drawing herself a lot, because she thinks shes gorgeous (we love a self confident queen)

Anyway so some more angst ones (idk how deep these will be so tw??)

She’s always being catcalled, even from a young age and sometimes she fucking hates it, it makes her feel disgusting and gross, except when she’s thinking late at night and she’s laying on her side sobbing her eyes out because she feels so ugly and she fucking craves being catcalled because then she knows she’s pretty enough for that :(

Is constantly being sexually harassed, and again like the last one, it makes her want to vomit and make herself look ugly but when she’s crying at night wondering why she can’t be prettier she remembers it and relishes in it. It means shes pretty enough for that. It means shes a skinny, pretty, stunning bitch.

She does struggle a bit with eating and how she looks, mainly because bitches like Jeffery will see the slightest stomach roll that everyone gets from sitting down, and be like “ewwww wtf is that’ and start crashing out. Things like that make her feel so self conscious

Shaves all over everywhere incase one day she gets r4ped and she won’t look ugly.

Originally, her parents weren’t gonna get her braces, until she begged on her knees, crying, shaking etc for them because she felt so insecure about her teeth (they were a little bit wonky)

Her mum installed some really, really damaging mindset into her, so now she had this toxic routine to keep herself “pretty”

Her upper thighs are different colours to her from scars

She was never allowed friends over for sleepovers during middle school and elementary school because neither of her parents could stay sober past 6pm. They would have screaming matches (including breaking stuff) at last mindnihgt.

Her fake tan is kinda blotchy and you can smell it from a mile away

Her birthday is April 8th (same day as my irl bby ❤️)

She does frequently self harm on her thighs, and a few times on her wrist, but it’s mainly from pulling hair, over exciersiing etc)

Her red tube addiction is actually seriously bad. It’s mainly from sexual trauma she’s gotten from family members in the past.

Snes so bby Icl . There’s def more Ive forgot about somewhere.

Edit 1: Forogot to add shes a quarter Swedish, a quarter Dutch and the rest American cus no one talks about it enough

The Mir ski lyric is her, and the cats r her and Nicole

Hiiiii Hello Hii Jecka Is The Prettiest Girl At The Party So Can U Drop All Ur Headcanons For Her? I
Hiiiii Hello Hii Jecka Is The Prettiest Girl At The Party So Can U Drop All Ur Headcanons For Her? I

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1 month ago

SEND ME ASKS. SEND ME DRAWINF IDEAS. DSEND ME FIC IDEAS IDC TELL ME ABT UR DAY JS TALK TO ME


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1 month ago
Girl's Talk Girl's Talk

Girl's talk girl's talk

Finally lesbians on the same picture

1 month ago

ok so this is sorta specific, but when the co09 girls were little kids, what toys do u think they had?

Oo this is a good one 😋

Nicole probably didn’t have any. If anything, she might if had one or two, four at most. Even then, they were things her mum had found one the floor walking (or mediocre ones so she didn’t look like a bad mum)

Jecka had everything she wanted at her hands. Barbies, plushies, dress up, tea sets. She loved things that were princess themed, or pink really. She liked toys that let her do stuff as well (like fisher price toys) . She actually had quite a bit of pink fisher price toys, and LPS

Emily again, had everything she wanted because, well, she was rich. She had a mix of “girl” toys, but her brother would give her his old ones because he was like, ten years older. Mainly fisher price, but she had a lot of toy kitchens, and a few of those table things idk what theyre called but they’ve got all the activities on them. I feel like she would have also been a very sensory seeking child, so she had a lot of sensory toys too.

Ari had Barbie’s and teddies and she was okay with that 🫶 she played a lot of make believe with them

Kelly, again, was rich as FUCKK. So she had so, so many toys. She had fisher price, LPS, Barbie, MLP, play Doug, hello kitty etc.. safe to say she had loads and never played with them all. She did favour the LPS though, she likes all the animals

Idk abt Megan and Karen but 💗😋


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1 month ago

flipside would've been better if we had more shit like jecka seeing the hatman and less foot fetish and jecka getting trafficked

1 month ago
Old Class 09 Doodles
Old Class 09 Doodles
Old Class 09 Doodles

Old Class 09 doodles

3 weeks ago

ITS ONE AM YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS !

1 month ago

This is actually so cuteee!!!!! I love eur art style smh

Jeckari Realness, Someone On Twitter Mentioned This Being Like A Flip-side Ending Where Jecka Ends Up

Jeckari realness, someone on twitter mentioned this being like a flip-side ending where Jecka ends up in a relationship with Ari and that's just what this drawing is now. The ends scene for that route. (+ the sketch and the no kisses ver. Under cut)

Jeckari Realness, Someone On Twitter Mentioned This Being Like A Flip-side Ending Where Jecka Ends Up
Jeckari Realness, Someone On Twitter Mentioned This Being Like A Flip-side Ending Where Jecka Ends Up

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3 weeks ago

How it feels when it’s its so good and then drops in a fucking straight line

How It Feels When It’s Its So Good And Then Drops In A Fucking Straight Line

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1 month ago

I am going to kms why are all the lights on why is my throat covered in blisters why am I coughing 24/7 why can’t I sleep why did I spill juice on me why do I have to keep spitting phlegm out


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