Sigh

Im begging u pls ask me about my hcs stuff im so bored

I feel like my friends hate me idk what to do

gay faggots

HELP I FORGOT I WROTE THISSS 😭😭 bro came in when I NEEDED youuujj 😼😼😽

Literally the WEEK Ive had…

Ari’s made me giggle ngl 🫶 it was very nice (I read pms-img as pmo-img for like five minutes) 😋

Okay im like, spekial so im gonna keep asking the most absurd asks abt class of 09 girls because I actually have nothing better to do w my life (I need to be writing a speech for my English test rn)

Anyway

Bevause im like..dying right now from CRAMPS and craving (I fucking hate cravings so much like no I don’t want to eat leave me ALONE 🥸)

Awh at WID he class of 09 girls b like on their period 💔

Or alternately, what wud it b like if jecka was on her period and Nicole is very badly trying to help bevause shes just a trans 🦿 (is that offensive????) 😞😼😛🙏❤️💕🤪❤️🥰🤞😜🚬🚬🚬🥸🤪👩🏿‍🦰🚬🦿👉🏻🙂 I need to sleep

I hope you wrote your essay, and you ate some good food. (also your emoji use scares me but it adds character so go off)

Lmao I don't think the trans Nicole hc is offensive but I'm not a trans woman so who am I to say? I think a lot of the time, people take strong woman characters and headcanon them as trans and I personally don't know what that means as a community but that's a different convo.

Jecka: is super whiny on her period. Asking Nicole to go get her this and that and " No that's the wrong brand of chips." It's the one time Nicole will allow Jecka to boss her around so she let's her soak up the power for the week.

Nicole: becomes a recluse when she's on her period. Similar to when she's sick, she doesn't want to be bothered, she doesn't speak to anyone. She holes herself up in her room with enough snacks and water to last her the week and then comes back like nothing happened. When she was younger, she definitely used it as an excuse to be a bitch, get out of class, make men uncomfortable, etc.

Kelly: is so emotional. I don't think she's a big crier but she'll drop a piece of food on the ground and start sobbing like "This is the end of the world, I should just kms now." And she doesn't know why she's being insane until she checks her calendar like "Oh it makes sense now." I also think she uses it as an excuse to skip class and take a nap in the nurse's office or something.

Ari: gets super angry when she's pms-ing. She has a pretty silent anger to her but when she's on her period she'll just snap at anyone for any reason and then as she's coming off her period she pretends like it's completely normal as if she wasn't screaming at a teacher for giving her a B- on Tuesday.

Emily: Huge cry baby and even clingier than normal. In my universe where Jecka and Emily share Nicole as a partner, they sync up and Nicole has to deal with these two blubbering losers all week. Emily fully threatens to jump into oncoming traffic if her heating pad isn't perfectly right (and she's real for that).

Everything is my fault

oh i love her

GOD I HAVE A NEW HYPERFIXATION COMING ON

immm highkeyy getting into class of '09!!! its gettin into my blood streamm mannn!! imm probs gonna post alot abt class of 09

i have some nicole and emily drawings mostly emily cause i love emily!!

Js found out he ignored me for a week bc he was mad at me for shouting….

Nicole trauma hcs??? 😽

Oh…..oh….. 💔

- Has been s3xually abused by her brother, which is a reason she avoids him so much + hatred for men stems from

- Her mums ex’s have been physically p, mentally, and verbally abusive, again fueling her hatred

- since she was only born to baby trap her dad, her mum didn’t care too much for her, meaning she was left to care for herself from a too young age. Her dad was extremely emotionally distant and threw himself head first into work, meaning she was issentially ignored (another reason why her brother was able to abuse her)

- When her parents divorced, her mum gave her one of the worst beatings because she couldn’t make her dad stay. Since it’s more likely for her mum to get custody either way in court, just for fun and some sort of ‘revenge’, she would make up the most vile accusations against her ex husband and Nicole would have to listen, and when she tried to deny no one believe her because she was too young.

- Would be locked in her room for days as punishment

- her mum is genuinly the most vile woman Nicole has ever had the displeasure of having a relation with. She is manipulative, Abusive, neglectful, an abler, a liar, and Nicole has never wanted to disappear more when around her.

- shes also a boy mum, meaning that when Nicole finally confided her in what her brother had been doing, she called Nicole a liar, an attention seeker and a cow for wanting to mess up her brothers future, even though she had witnessed it first hand. In her eyes, it was only a joke, and her son had the best life ahead of him, even though he was a ped0, future burnt to the ground by the time he was 12.

- At some point, between the stress of trying to make new friends every other week, stopping her brother from coming into her bedroom, keep up her grades, be nice, stay clean, be a good child, She crumbled and started acting up more hoping her mum would get her so ba she’d accidentally kill her. Because then, she wouldn’t be called “selfish” for taking the “easy way out”; her mum would be charged and out away for a while, maybe her brother would get caught, and her dad would have a peace of mind knowing he wouldn’t be harrassed anymore by his ex wife. She thought it would make everything better.

- She’s not actually a sociopath, but she does have a personality disorder, and ADHD. However instead of like, getting treated or therapy, her mum took it as an excuse to beat the shit out of Nicole because she saw said disorders as an excuse to act up. Her dad did try to get Nicole some sort of medication but her mum wouldn’t allow him to see Nicole so he could give it to her.

- Nicole is an empty shell of what could’ve been someone with a bright future.

- She sees herself as worthless. She lays there at night and knows that with the “casual” drug abuse, the smoking, the drinking, the SH, the attempts, the self-sabotaging and the not trying has fucked up her future. She’s “knows” she will end up in prison or dead in the future so she doesn’t see the point in trying because there’s no way to turn it around this late into her life.

- Since she sees herself as friendless, there’s nothing to do where they live, and she feels like she’s wasting everyone’s time for asking to go out - she bedrots. All of the time. To the point she had bugs under her matress creating fucking ecosystems. To the point there was mouldy food all over her room. To the point maggots had started forming on said food, and she couldnt do anything about it. She didn’t shower, laid in her own bodily fluids, had matted hair, and only when her friends at school realised that she hadn’t been to school in nearly two months without a text did they actually go and check (jecka, Ari, Emily). They were actually disgusted with the fact her mum let this happen.

😓😓 sorry Kay