I Feel Like My Friends Hate Me Idk What To Do

From officially 3 minutes ago, 2 red bulls and 3 monsters

queef queen quinn

r u high😭

born to be a wrist cutter, forced to be a thigh cutter 💔

🔥🔥 Nicole my dead person hanging from the ceiling

TW// graphic? SH and su1cide </3

OKAY SO BASICALLY 💔 (the fucking FlipaClip watermark is sending me)

I FEEL SO CREATIVE FOR THIS BUT IK SOME BITS OOOK CLEAN AND THEN OTHER MESSSY BUT THE MESSY LINES R SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT THE INCONSISTENCY AND UNSTABILITY OF NICOLE AND JECKA’S FRIENDSHIIP & JECKA’S LIFE 😓

And I was gonna colour it and make Nicole turn more grey towards the end (representing DEPRESSION) but I was lwk too lazy to do that <3

Anyway also the end bit is making me laugh cus it’s all shaky and then it just stops shaking when it’s showing the song and that 😭😭

@spaceboyden @scenescarz @silverwasafukintrainwreck @rookienoobyk @kwamiwayzz @st4rlight-kayz @polomarco2 :3

i can’t believe i haven’t seen ONE hanahaki deisease jeckole fic. i don’t even like hanahaki fics that much they make me too sad but WHERE ARE THEY

Two types of lesbians

They are in love

(Pictures found off of Pinterest)

Hi gays im RHEA 💔 im fourteen, go by she/her and a massive lesbian and have a touch of the ‘tism 😽

I was previously @mylohve but it got TERMINATED AND I WAS CRASHING OUT FOR DAYYSSS 💔

Things I like:

- class of 09

- music

- drawing

- some animes

- writing

- BEING ASKED SHIT IDC WHAT I HABE NO BOUNDRIERES RLLY

My favourite class of 09 characters are Nicole, Jecka, Emily and Ari. Most of my posts will probably be about them in some way. It’s my current hyperfixation. I like pretty much all of the ships but my mains are jeckole, emicole, Aricole, emiari and jeckily

Some songs I like are: It almost worked (TV Girl); No one noticed (The Marías); Not (Big Thief); Anthems for a seventeen year old girl (Yeule); did I tell u that I miss u (adore); Sweet dreams (Left boy); Cigarettes out the window (TV Girl); 4 mordant (Com Truise); Poison tree (Grouper); Stars will fall (Duster); This night has opened my eyes (the smiths); DNA Guarentee (Kodi Rhianne); We hug now (Sydney rose); Velvet ring (Big Theif); Somday I’ll get it (Alex Olsen); I love you (billie eilish); Pretty (coco and clair clair); Fallen down (toby fox); Watermelon (John + Jane q. Public); doll parts (hole); in my room (Julia wolf); you were mine (esha tewari); Iris (the goo goo dolls); You’re gonna go far (Noah Kahan); Cemetery drive (MCR); Emily (MCR); Nirvana; Chappel roan

Anime’s I like: Assassination classroom, MHA, Demon Slayer, Deathnote

My AO3 is Jeckas_B1tch

My discord is my_l0hv3

Tags :

aehr.y4ps- Normal posts/yaps

aehr.v3nt - Vents

aehr.s1lly - HEADCANONONSONSINSKCJNSDK

aehr.f4n4t - FANARTTT

aher.4sks - asks

people tags (gang I’ll find users in a sec 💔):

my.leg- My BABE @silverwasafukintrainwreck

Unbritishism -my angel @st4rlight-kayz

my.G - my g @polomarco2 🔥🔥🔥

my.loveee - My irl friend Harley who will need have this app so I’m safe ❤️

my.bby- MY WIFE AMELIA who also will never have tumblr ❤️

emijeckole hcs or smth even tho no one asked

Nicknames : E - J : Jecks/babe/pretty girl E - N : Nic/ babe N - E : Babe/em/ems/ho N - J : Jecks/ho/babe/bitch J - E : Em/Ems/Babe(s)/bitch J - N : Nic/Babe/bitch/beautiful

(Future + Present) Nicole is really the only one who can cook real meals. They can all do microwave/oven meals, but thats as good as they get really. Emily can make pasta, and Jecka can make oven pizza but neither of them can make meals like nicole 💔

(Future) They all have self harm in some way and they all know they cant really stop eachover so they stock up on medical supplies like gauze and bandages so if they do need it its there

(Future) Nicole and Emily lwk forget to eat or if they do its takeaway or junk food (cus theyre too lazy to wash fruit or anything healthy) so jecka washes fruit and puts it in containers in the fridge so they actually get nutrients 💔

(Future + Present) Nicole and Jecka try hard to not accidentally piss Emily off because hg gets violent quick 😭

(Future) They all have VERY intense emotions. Nicole gets jealous strongly, so if she feels like Jecka and Emily are hanging out with eachover/other people more than her than usual, she'll immediately mute their notifications, not speak to them unless its dire, isolate herself away from them etc etc. She also gets great bouts of depression where she will just lay in bed all day, no eating no drinking no showering. She'll cut more than usual, cry at least twice, refuse to be near Emily or Jecka and its just a whole mess until the other two realise. Jecka gets angry incredibly quickly, mainly thanks to her dad. She likes the apartment tidy, basic cleanliness and presentable, since a lot of the time her own home was covered in alcohol bottles, used needles, and general nastiness unless 'work friends' were coming over. When Nicole or Emily leave their empty beer cans or half full takeaway on the coffee table it genuinely enrages her. During arguments, she can and will get loud and almost physical - but she does catch herself before she swings at one of the others. She'll shout a lot, she'll scream, most the nights the neighbours think that they're having a domestic. She'll also give the two silent treatment a lot over something as simple as living dishes in the sink, even though they could of rinsed it and put it in the dishwasher. She takes a lot of xanax to calm herself most days. Emily has BPD so she basically just lives her life like everyone who has BPD. (i dont wanna mischaracterise BPD or anything so fi anyone cud help me write this it wud b aprreciated

(Future) They have a minecraft world. Nicole built the house, Emily mined all of the resources and Jecka got a them a pet cat (Jecka doesnt know how to play for shit)

(Present) They skip to fuck in Emily's car, because Jecka doesn't want stains on her seats

(Present) How it started was Nicole and Jecka were like pining for each over and then Kelly 'accidentally' locked Jecka and Nicole into the kitchen pantry and left them there for like, 4 hours while she checked on Kylar in her yard to make sure no one was dead or there was a fire, and then Nicole and Jecka were both drunk and were like 'i rlly luv u and im drunk and i might b sick but ye' and then they made out and then dated 👍 And then the Emicole OD happened and Emily was like 'omg i rlly luv u nicole' and Nicole was like i have a gf and some other stuff and they had a threesoe and jecka didnt like it at first until Emily was started giving her discounts on adderal and xanax cus they were dating and gave her some spectacular head and then she was gud with it.

(Future) Jecka is a doctor, and lwk a really good one, Nicole is a tattoo artist, and Emily is unemployyed.

They all get really jealous, really quickly. And they all give eachover silent treatment when they're jealous

this felt really gay to write im sorry

New journal entry ✪

I'm desperate..

i love when he vents to me in long paragraphs so i can send even longer ones back telling him how amazing he is and how he has so much potential and hes so smart and handsome and amazinf and clever and my bestest friend and i love him so much hes my shayla hes my everything i dont want him to die ever hes my world idc how fucked up he is in the head or how much he might hurt me becayse at the end of the day all that matters is that he's venting to me and i get to be the one who comforts him ❤