Have So Much Anxiety That My Anxiety Has Anxiety.
Have so much anxiety that my anxiety has anxiety.
So many emotions and no way to express them and the numbness that comes with that.
Paralyzed anxiety.
Paralyzed by the options.
Paralyzed by what I want.
Paralyzed by what my parents want.
Paralyzed by what I am.
Paralyzed by what is right.
paralyzed.
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Life feels like beening floating orb without any thoughts or feelings. Just existing. With a fleshy anchor holding you down in place, so you don't float up into space.
Fun little tip, if you like to dry/press leafs or petals you can put them in the back your phone case. Your phone will heat, and you are put pressure on them when it is in your pocket!
Brain go...
BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
First time driving around today! It was super scary, and my heart was beating so hard that it was hard to breathe.
Tho I made it through, excited for tomorrow! :)
I just met the thickest sweetest boi today!
His name is literally the word 'Big', he is a big sleepy boi that likes to cuddy.
Apple cider recipe
This recipe makes about 12 to 15 mugs of apple cider.
What you need...ish
- 4L of apple juice
- 4 to 6 apples (sliced and peeled)
- Some ginger (optional you can add a little bit or 4 tablespoons if you are that daring)
- Cinnamon sticks (about 4)
- 10-13 Whole cloves
- 10-12 Whole all spice
I put alot of spices in and let it stew in the crockpot.
(you can make it in a normal pot on the stove as well, it takes least time although you have to keep a closer eye on it)
Put all apple juice in pot (I use a crockpot), and water if you want.On low for 6 to 8 hours or high for 4 to 6 depending on how spiced up you want it.
Optional: One cup to one liter of juice doesn't affect the flavor, that I can tell.
Now for all the spices!
Optional: Put the spices in a cheese cloth, it makes it easy to remove later.
As that is stewing away, peel and cut up apples.
Optional: cut and peeled ginger.
Put a lid on it and taste it after a few hours to see if you want to add more to it or take out the spices. When the cider is done or is to your liking you can drink it just like that or you can mash up the apples if you want to.
You can add a bit of orange to it of a bit of acid, although be very careful, the orange flavor is quite strong.
Happy Easter! (to those who celebrate it)
Here are some pictures from the egg hunt I did for my nephew. :)
Pip and so chicks
Next is the bunny overlord (my nephew said it was an evil queen) and their subjects circling a cage of chicks. It's almost sounds like a bad dnd adventure... almost.
Sorry for any burry pictures.
