I keep seeing the thing where it's like 'here's how to report someone if you think there life is in danger (by suicide)'....and...that feels so off to me. I know so many of you just want to help, but i don't think that would help so many people. It wouldn't help me, because it would cause more stress and panic and then if my parents found out I would end up getting everything taken away from me. :P
IM SO HAPPY I ATE ONLY AROUND 500 CALS TODAY !!!
(i would have eaten less but it is so hard to get around eating when in recovery 😭
Im currently at 42-43 kg (it alternates because yk im in recovery so its acc so hard to starve or purge now)
AND I WAS AT 39 KG !!! LIKE TWO AWAY FROM MY UGW BUT HAUFDAUHWHFEF FUCKING THERAPY SNITCHED ON ME >:[
i hate how its becoming normalised to make rap3, SA, p3d0philia/child predat0r and abuse jokes, its one of the most unfunny category of jokes, and imo its not even a joke, cause why are you trying to make joke of something so serious ?
get me OUT of that box i will not stand for this!!
lightly sautés you and then shapes you + side dishes into one of those cute themed bento boxes
-🩷❤️🩹
(also no my blog does not start with a q buut that letter is pretty close to the first letter of my blog)
You are staying IN the box >:3
(plsplspsls, i wanna be a cute side dish in a bento box !!!!!)
' "Awww, [you're] admiring my work? How adoorablleeee."
Dazai clapped his hands, giggling softly.
"I wasn't, I just like the hoodie, don't flatter yourself." Chuuya muttered...'
A scene I liked in @mewhenigettosilly's fic, 'Why Would You Do This ? Doesn't It Hurt ?'
Skk's just come home from a boring day at school, and Chuuya hurries to change into more comfortable clothes-- more specifically, a hoodie and sweatpants that he and Dazai had embroidered. (...mostly Dazai.)
I thought that skk embroidering together was adorable, so I had to draw something about it!
( ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ )✧
WAHHH, I WAS READING THE CUTEST SKK FIC AND NOW I REALLY WANNA WRITE MY OWN SKK FIC BUT I HAVE SO MANY THAT I KEEP NEGLECTING 💔💔💔
thhhxxx for the tag ^^
I don't really like animals cause they're dirty as fuck, but maybe a seal ?? Cause there silly and it looks fun to hop around the beach like that :3
Probably my hoodie cause it goes down to my knees (completely covered >:3)
I mean, I'm pale as hell, drink/have a fascination with blood and I would die if a stake was drove into my heart, sooo guess I gotta go with vampire
JIRAI KEI💪 although I do like lolita and cutegore :3 (I don't have much clothes for those styles rn tho💔)
I fucking hate milk.
I fucking hate cereal. (Putting the cereal first though, because it's more logical. If you put milk then cereal, the milk could splash back ONTO YOU🤮🤮)
Probably just drowning someone, or choking. Something to do with the neck because it's very easy to damage the throat (Although I guess js shooting someone in the chest would be easiest :P) ACTUALLY, LMAO, I would wanna slit someone's wrist to death. Tie them down to a chair and slit there wrists till i hit an artery 🤤
anyway, had to much fun with that- TAGS !!! (sorry if tag is unwanted)
@fyodorsushanka @chairlieeatsdirt @raskoln1kovsaxe @gutted-pawz @t0tally-n0t-lou @insufferablewhore @sw33tl1f3 @thatonesillymomfriend @t3mzyproreal @qweirdangels @homaru--akemi @noodle-bro @uniquezombiedestiny @the-internet-froggi @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @gutz-n-glam0ur @lilithdeathbed @imsilly0-0 @2u1c1d4l @koku-stars @projectbungo @saturnmercuryowo @bubblecherry07 + anyone who wants to join !!! (Sorry any moots I forgot)
yk what I'll also do this get to know your mutuals cuz I thought bout it for a bit and I think I have to or I'll explode
get to know your mutuals♡
if you could be any animal which one would you choose to be? (can be fictional) (and you can explain why if you want to)
what would you choose when you're in a hurry and have nothing to wear?
are you a witch, vampire, fairy, dryad, siren or a mermaid and why do you think so?
what is your style?
regular milk or plant based milk?
which one do you put first milk or cereal?
fav way to kill someone? (idgaf if you never thought of it now you have to think of something and make it at least a bit cool I'm begging)
and I'll go first cuz I can
girl I wrote kinda a lot in these answers but I just had to brag about my fav way of killing people🤷♀️🤷♀️ and okay maybe it's kinda stupid that I'm also doing this game even tho I made it for others but who cares?
I can't choose but either a phoenix or a wolf cuz the allegory of both of these animals absolutely stole my heart
anything in my wardrobe that looks good (and it's almost always not adequate for the cold weather, I literally can wear a mini skirt when it's like 2°C outside and there are times when I am wearing a mini skirt and a crop top when it is 0°C and even when it was -3°C I don't care)
something in between vampire and a dryad cuz I feel like I would be a good vampire I don't know how to describe it but I just know and that's it and also a dryad cuz when I think of them they give me rather a messy and chaotic vibe which is def how I act and overall express myself so I'd say that I'm sometimes both sometimes one and sometimes the other
I'm goth so my style is overall gothic and / or cunty
regular but only 1,5% fat
CEREAL
sooo this is my fav way, first - pepper spray in the face so they can't see and therefore they can't run away, second - start scratching their legs with a pocket knife as hard as possible and try to find an aorta and cut there (making it even harder to run away), third - stick the same knife into all of their fingers (why not), fourth - knock out their teeth with a knuckle duster and finally - when they open their mouth trying to catch a breath from the blood and saliva running into their throat pour fluoroantimonic acid into their mouth and it's done! and I'll add that fluoroantimonic acid is called the most corrosive acid in the world ans if it touches the skin it causes huge damage and if poured into someones throat it'll burn the insides and kill. I think I'm really creative cuz I came up with this when I was writing one of my books and now I'm obsessed
tags: @n1eprzytomnadesperacja @niketas-s @r4tkisses @dawkacynizmu @gothicm0rph @slowacki006
and with question 7 rn I'm mostly thinking about one bbg ( @dawkacynizmu I'm looking at you ) cuz a bit after I came up with this question I thought that you might have an interesting answer
WAHHHH, I HAVE WCHOOL IN TWO DAYS IM GNA KMSSSS
If and when I get some new blades, I wanna add my dearests name and then I want to try some patterns :D
I've seen people do hearts and stars AND a hello kitty thing. I LOVVE HELLO KITTTYYY !!! But I don't think I have that much control (or patience) to carve a whole Hello Kitty face (and Cinamarolls my favorite, so I'd prefer to do him tbh :P)
Sooo ya !!!! When I get some blades, I might do some hearts and show them o(〃^▽^〃)o
(ill sob if I don't get some blades soon istg)
UHMMM ???? I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS BAD TO CUT WITH RUSTY BLADES LMAAOOO
(I've never had a tetanus shot, am I fucked ??)
TW for su!cide, sh and js depressing shitBlock don't report pls :3
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