Bites You And Chews On You

well fine then

*cuts a suspiciously me-shaped hole on the side of the box*

two can play this game

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NOOOOOO 💔💔💔

there's now a suspiciously 🩷❤️‍🩹 shaped hole in the side of my box 💔

I feel like you guys are too nice to me, I've never even gotten a rude comment or anything :D!! I don't deserve y'all <33!!!!!

I want to slitttt their throaatssss, it's not FAAIRRRRR, HOW COME THEY GET TO BE TOGETHER AND IM ALL SAD AND PATHETIC AND ALONE !!!!!

I was imagining the perfect partner in class again >////< Im going to try to get in classes without all of my current 'friends' because i just neeeeed to meet other people and find a partner whos js so nice >////<

idk what happened to my day, but I feel really bad now. I guess that's what I wanted

I js feel very small. Like I want to be. I really want someone to care for me, and like me, and not make me feel bad. I'm very scared right now, I don't have anyone to help me, and its really scary. I know I kinda joke about suicide but I don't tell anyone about how bad it gets. I don't like getting violent thoughts to hurt myself, I just want to be held and taken care of, and understood that I can't be ok

Whatever, mb, my throat really hurts

talking to people who don't cvt or just aren't really mentally fucked is such a jump scare sometimes

(especially if you jokingly say 'imma kms' and they take it seriously + get concerned 😭)

you're so real oh my god i miss people (i say, knowing full well i wished everyone was dead yesterday)

You're so real for wishing everyone to be dead

FINALLY SOME GOOD...sfx...makeup...totally not real blood

I FEEL SO HAPPY AND JITTERY EHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEH YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA

Tw forrrrrrrrr cvtssss (n blood)

Block don't report please this is a coping mechanism :( I'm safe trust, my therapist looks at them often to see if there clean ^^

Cat scratchessss >.<

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Finally got some good bl00d

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:3

I thought I got more pics wth😭😭

Just as i did it

And this was my attempt to clean😭😭

(I did some bandaids cause it wouldn't stop bleeding and I'm not sure when my family's gonna get back :P)

OK I THINK I HAVE ONE EXCEPTION FOR THIS

I'll only let some older man, who doesn't want to do it, bc he doesn't want to hurt me, but does it anyway because he feels bad, but he's flustered and hesitant the whole time, and when he does it, it barely even cuts the skin, but the second time he gets to confident in himself and ends up cutting to baby beans

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(And then he cleans it franticaly and cuddles me and kisses the cuts after)

Idk if it's just me but the thought of having someone cutting me for me sounds so gross.

Like for starters, what if they get there greasy finger oils on it and my blade rusts😒

And what do I do, just...sit there and watch them do it ? Or do I strike up conversation ?!?!? 🧍‍♂️

I js like doing it alone, cause I know exactly how I want it, and I get to be proud of myself for going deeper and getting more blood >:3

ur amazing and you dont even know it

lol ya I dont🤤🤤🤤🤤

Idk what I did but I lost around 2kg

I WASNT EVEN TRYING TO AND NOW MY HEARTS MESSING UP AGAIIINN, WAHHHH I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO THE HOSPITALLL💔💔💔

(I'm at 42.9kg🤤 I was up to 44.1kg or smth. I wasn't actively trying to loose weight though, its just randomly started to drop :000)