I do eat normally- only what is needed for survival.I can't help that we live in a piggish society where gluttony is "the norm" and everyone is constantly stuffing themselves.
Why can't I control myself? Why can't I just not eat? Why can't I be beautiful and thin like so many other girls?
They don't care.Shut your mouth no one wants to hear you.God your so fat.You'll never be skinny if you eat that!Fat!Worthless!Your a disgusting piece of vile!
My mind
The Four D’s 1. Distance yourself from food 2. Distract yourself 3. Delay eating 4. Decide what your goals really are
Just remember it’s worth it. The hunger pains are worth it. The headaches are worth it. The constant taste of coffee, cigarettes, mints, and gum is worth it. Your hard work will pay off and one day when you look in the mirror, you’ll see your hip bones and ribs. One day you’ll be able to walk into the store and ask sales associate for the smallest size. One day you’ll be hanging out with your friends and they’ll tell you how “skinny” and “amazing” you look. One day you’ll be able to go to the beach and wear a bikini without feeling one ounce of shame or embarrassment. One day you’ll be able to comfortably take off your shirt when things get heated with your crush. Trust me when I say, that on this day everything you’ve gone through will be worth it.
Hey Im Harper!Im 18 and Im here for anyone that needs or support or just to talk! Cw:145 (65kg) Gw:120 (54kg)Ugw:95 (43kg)*I DONT PROMOTE EATING DISORDERS.THIS IS JUST A VENT BLOG!*
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