Did Anyone Ever Write A Fic About Like, Neil Dies There But Kevin Never Tells The Foxes Who He Was Bc

It was ep 104

You may think it was bc of the clown

I was expecting it to be a clown too

It wasn't

It was tim losing his dawn little brother

I woke up at 4 am bc i had a nightmare with my baby brother and had to check on him

Fucker was watching tv peacefully

Finally

I reached the The Magnus Archives ep that gave me nightmares

And its so not what i expected

I hate it here

I need to talk about how much I love ghosts in fiction. I love when they aren't just some scary monsters, when they are just someone that happens to be dead

But the most important part is to add some melancholy to them.

You can never allow the audience the luxury of forgetting that this character being a ghost means they are dead, means they are someone that lost everything that one have to lose

I need to feel the absence of them even when they are the center of the scene, I need they to force us to go through the grief for a character even if we didn't ever meet them alive

I need their death to be such a gravity point that we can never go too far from that

I need, especially with older ghosts, for them to still act like their lives are the center of their beings, even if they are dead far much longer than they were alive

"irreversible side effects of HRT" all of life is irreversible. i cannot go back a single second in time

I said it once and now I can't stop thinking about everyone in Limited Life just being kids on a playground

They all have different curfews, and their clock runs out when they need to go home

Scott found a puddle and is making a very pretty mud-castle

Pearl and BigB are playing spies, sneaking up on everyone and watching them through the bushes. Pearl brought her cat from home, and BigB keeps finding and carrying around frogs

The TIES are trying to make a shelter for some bugs they found (probably slugs or caterpillars or smth). They have lost track of every bug they found (except for one, which Joel stomped on), and are constantly searching for more

Entertainment mountain is a giant boulder that the Clockers are playing house on. Cleo was declared Mom because she is the tallest out of the entertainers, and because she keeps yelling at Scar to put his shirt back on

Scar has a bunch of erasers and bracelets and stuff from the school store that he keeps trying to trade with everyone

The Bad Boys claimed the playground as their territory. They all have kiddie sunglasses. Joel's are too big for him and slip down his nose.

Cleo declares a game of The Floor is Lava every time the Bad Boys annoy her.

Boogeyman curse is a game of tag

The Bad Boys made Bad Boys Bread Bridge out of everyone's lunchboxes. They hopped on the lunchboxes during The Floor is Lava so Joel could tag one of the Clockers

Skizz and Bdubs' fight was an actual fistfight. Skizz tapped Bdubs once and was declared winner

spell out how you say it in the tags!

This is my dynamic for them

Also this with the whole server vs bad boys, in them thinking they cant get as pathetic as the badboys,,, they did,,,

things i want for my birthday:

1.) All Two Hundred Episodes of the magnus archives podcast recorded on cassette tapes for me to listen to and truly Experience the show as it was meant to be experienced

2.) idk like. clothes i guess

No one made a better representation of catholic guilt than Matt Murdock

Bc the guy is called a martyr, a hero, a saint

But he still think he is hella fucked up and all wrong for.. fighting criminals and helping people ??

Like no one gets it like he does and it is fucking hilarious

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Hello, sadly you have send that ask as anon so I cannot see your account to share your pinned post

You said your favourite thing was Eli's abilities to ignore reality. Can you elaborate on what you mean? Some examples?

I think him in vegenful when he was at EON is a great example of how inside his own head Eli can be, he just seems to convince himself that he's right and nothing will ever stop him, like, yes keep talking to the "ghost" even after connecting that he was alive, do it! delusion at it finest.

I think this might be one of the most striking traits of his character and how he reasons things, a lot of people just hate him for how he called the cops on Victor and if you just try to follow his vision it makes sense! come with me for this one.

- I feel strange after becoming a EO, like something is missing, apathy and emptiness, loss of fear, so I try to "protect" the only person I consider a friend, this person kills my girlfriend and lies to me even after I saying it shouldn't be done like that, I call the police, he comes back and stabs me, and uses his power on me, confirming my "suspicions" that EOs are in fact inherently evil and wrong I no longer recognize my best friend as himself but rather a "devil" who is using his body. -

at the end of the day I think a lot of Eli is how he rationalizes and tries to fit together pieces of a narrative that doesn't go against him being exposed as wrong or as monstrous, or not holy, for various reasons, being a martyr? maybe his general relationship with religion and how he sees himself as a person? What he knows is that he can't be wrong, it can't be true, if he's wrong what would become of him? Then god hates him, and god doesn't hate him. if he can't die. There's a reason. It has to be one.

"Wouldn’t You?” He cut deeper, through to bone, over and over, until the floor was red. Until he’d given his life to God a hundred times, and a hundred times had it given back. Until the fear and the doubt had all been bled out of him. And then he set the knife aside with shaking hands. Eli dipped his fingertips in the slick of red, crossed himself, and got back to his feet. " Part Two; Chapter IV,  Vicious.

Many people wonder, why does he kill other EOs if he himself is one, doesn't he consider himself unnatural too? when in fact it is more he has convinced himself that he is different and that this has a purpose! he clearly doesn't like being an EO and appears to admit that he would kill himself if he could, he literally tried too, but if he can't then this has to be something bigger than him right? he can't be a sinner, against God's nature, God obviously has a mission for him! Because God loves him.

Anyway, I just wanted to give a bigger picture of how I think Eli works as a character, I think too much about this guy, sorry for the delay in responding, and thanks for the question!