I Keep Typing Out All My Feelings To You Then I Remember I’m Not Allowed Anymore

You break my heart   not because you don’t love me  But because you don’t love yourself

#need something to grab onto #to ground me #feeling lost #hold my hand #before i float away

When you avoid your feelings, you bury your passion

What is life without passion?

His possession wrapped around me like a warm coat, shielding me in a way it felt like only he could from my own frozen heart

I tell you I love you All you can say is “Why?”

the darkness i thought it would consume me but here i am with my light shining through

How can you let doubt lead you the way you do?

How can a man so spectacular in so many ways feel so inadequate?

I know my attempts to enlighten you to your own greatness fall on deaf ears

I know you believe I see you through love’s eye so my view is skewed You forget that I haven’t always loved you, But I have always thought you a great man

I keep typing out all my feelings to you Then I remember I’m not allowed anymore