You’ve Broken My Heart Into A Thousand Different Pieces, In A Thousand Different Ways Each Time I Wonder

You’ve broken my heart into a thousand different pieces, in a thousand different ways Each time I wonder if this will be the last It isn’t; Somehow I always manage to forgive you

I keep typing out all my feelings to you Then I remember I’m not allowed anymore

My eyes ache And I can’t tell if it is from lack of sleep Or all the crying But either way I blame you

do you remember or am i delusional the more i wonder whether your feelings were real the more i question my feelings and my entire reality i believed so hard for so long in something which was gone in an instant

but was it really there at all

heaven forgive me for my mistake