Sorry Misha.. But You Asked For It!

Like, I really need to stop

anyone know which episode “well, i ain’t exactly a role model” “that’s not true” is from?

tenderest lines in supernatural:

“i’m the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition”

“i’m hunted, i rebelled, and i did it all, all of it, for you”

“castiel? oh, he’s not here. you see he has this weakness, he likes you”

“my superiors have begun to question my sympathies” “your sympathies?” “i was getting too close to the humans in my charge. you”

“cas, we’ve talked about this. personal space” “my apologies”

“so what, i’m thelma, you’re louise and we’re just gonna hold hands and sail off this cliff together?” 

“it’s been a long time since i laughed that hard. oh it’s been more than a long time. years”

“what? i like past you”

“are you coming?” “of course”

“don’t ever change”

“cas, not for nothing, but the last person who looked at me like that, i got laid”

“sorry, you have me confused with the other angel. you know the one in the dirty trench coat who’s in love with you”

“dean and i do share a more profound bond”

“why does it always gotta be me the one who makes the call? it’s not like cas lives in my ass, dude’s bussy… cas get out of my ass” “i was never in your-”

“…the stench of that impala’s all over your overcoat, angel”

“i’m doing this for you, dean. i’m doing this because of you”

“dean, i do everything you ask, i always come when you call”

“don’t make me lose you too”

“a part of me always believed you’ll come back”

“ask him, he was your boyfriend first”

“i’ll find a way to redeem myself to you”

“i’d rather have you, cursed or not”

“well, we’re probably gonna die tomorrow so…” “well i’ll go with you”

“let me bottom line it for you: i’m not leaving here without you. understand” “i understand”

“i prayed to you cas, every night”

“cas, buddy, i need you”

“ i’ve been trying to stay one step ahead of them to - to keep them away from you”

“why didn’t you wait for me” “well i didn’t get killed, and it worked” “and if it didn’t?” “it would have been my problem” “well, that’s not the way i see it”

“where the hell are you man?” “in a hospital” “are you okay?” “no” “you wanna elaborate?”

“talk to me”

“i won’t hurt dean”

“we’re family. we need you. i need you”

“you can’t save everyone my friend, though you try”

“so this is it. E.T goes home”

“i know you think that i’m pissed at you, but i don’t care that the angels fell”

“please man i need you here”

“you sure you’re alright?” “yes… are you? there’s something different about you”

“cas, you just gave up an entire army for one guy”

“ -arguably the most powerful instrument in the history of the universe – is in pieces, and for what again? oh, that’s right – to save dean winchester”

“you draped yourself with the flag of heaven but ultimately, it was all about saving one human, right?”

“dean, you know i always appreciate our talks, our time together”

“and when you turn, and you will turn, sam, and everyone you know, everyone you love they could be long dead. everyone except me”

“so if there’s even a small chance that we can save you, i won’t let you out of this room”

“i could go with you”

“i’m not gonna send lucifer into battle inside of cas, what if he doesn’t make it?”

“it? it’s not an it, sam. it’s cas”

“cas is family”

“let’s find that idiot and bring him home”

“well, i ain’t exactly a role model” “that’s not true”

“how are you dean?” “fine. i’m great” “no, you’re not”

“god, i was so stupid” “you were stupid for the right reasons”

“now you tell me. the mark…” “oh, you’re worried about me after everything i-” “dean, is it gone?” “yes, i’m good” 

“i wouldn’t be much use. i don’t have my powers” “so? i’ve never had powers”

“it’s a gift, you keep those”

“it’s good to have you back cas”

“how long was i gone?” “too damn long”

“well, i said we needed a big win. we got cas, that’s a pretty damn big win”

“just act like you’re from tombstone. the movie. i made you watch it” “yes, the one with guns and tuberculosis. i’m your huckleberry” 

“you mean we?” “yes, dumbass, we. you, me and sam. we’re just better together”

#4 

spn writers took this a bit too seriously

here have 10 pieces of writing advice that have stuck with me over the years

every character’s first line should be an introduction to who they are as a person

even if you only wrote one sentence on a really bad day, that’s still one sentence more than you had yesterday

exercise restraint when using swear words and extra punctuation in order for them to pack a punch when you do use them

if your characters have to kiss to show they’re in love, then they’re not in love

make every scene interesting (or make every scene your favorite scene), otherwise your readers will be just as bored as you

if you’re stuck on a scene, delete the last line you wrote and go in a different direction, or leave in brackets as placeholders

don’t compare your first draft to published books that could be anywhere from 3rd to 103rd drafts

i promise you the story you want to tell can fit into 100k words or less

sometimes the book isn’t working because it’s not ready to be written or you’re not ready to write it yet; let it marinate for a bit so the idea can develop as you become a better writer

a story written in chronological order takes a lot more discipline and is usually easier to understand than a story written with flashbacks

This scene in 12x10 gives me feels after looking at their expressions. Remember, in the previous episode Cas killed Bille. So, Dean’s mad at Cas because of the “cosmic consequences” and Cas is being petty (cause Dean deserves it). Sam isn’t mad at anyone and is trying to be the bridge. Cas went to go meet up with Ishim and Dean stormed in.

Dean: red, Sam: green, Cas: blue, Ishim: yellow

They walk in right after Ishim insulted Cas and these are their expressions while they have no context.

When Ishim is listing off the fact that Cas has no home, Cas looks kind of sad, a little pissed but not too bad.

But when he insults the Winchesters he looks down, realizing he has nothing but them. Think about only having two friends in the world, only two people to turn to, only two people who you can rely on, now imagine one of them is mad at you. He’s down to only being able to rely on one person.

Dean was calm and quiet until Ishim brought him and Sam into this. He got mad and emotional but is at least defending Cas too.

Cas says it’s alright and to calm down (again, Dean was insulting him earlier), but Sam gets defensive and tries to help Cas. For the first time, getting mad.

But Cas tells him to stop talking too. Sam looks at Cas sadly, he’s upset Cas is letting himself be insulted.

The next shot we can see Dean is not very mad but Sam is pissed. Ishim continues to dis Cas while he sits there with an empty look in his eyes.

When Ishim calls Cas his old friend, Sam looks down, sad. Almost like he’s thinking about Cas in a friendship where Cas serves one person and that person keeping insulting Cas and bringing up his mistakes.

When Ishim leaves we can see Sam looking at Cas for an explanation, notice how Sam’s eyes look sad (I dare you to tell me Jared is a bad actor), he wants Cas to never talk to Ishim again but he knows he can’t tell Cas what to do, so he just tells him what he thinks of Ishim to hopefully persuade him.

Notice when Dean asks Cas about Ishim being an asshole, he’s judging Cas for letting someone talk to him like he’s made horrible mistakes and tries to take away his worth. Kind of like what Dean was doing earlier in the episode.

When Cas says he’ll put up with it Sam looks a little sad, but he looks guilty when Cas says “put up with all of it”, to me it looks like he feels guilty for making Cas put up with Dean.

Dean just looks upset and confused. Like he’s thrown off that Cas won’t listen to him or answer his questions. And he’s even more confused that Cas is letting this guy walk all over him.

BuT gEt ThIs-

Ishim did nothing but treat Cas the way Dean treats him, so why is Dean upset? I think he is so used to Cas taking whatever Dean throws at him and not doing anything that now he’s confused that Cas isn’t doing what he says this episode. But Cas will take whatever Ishim insults him with and do nothing, Dean feels like Cas is disrespecting him and is getting mad that he’s being treated with more aggression than Ishim. 

This whole scene, Dean, the riotous man, was mad at Cas and insulted him and Sam, the boy with the demon blood, was trying to stand up for him and never tried to hurt him. It’s odd that Cas likes Dean better but I think It’s because He doesn’t have a real example of what human relationships are supposed to be like. Ishim called him friend (clearly sarcastically but whatever) and spent the scene insulting him. To him, Dean is treating him how a friend should, so now he’s distancing himself from everyone because if this is friendship, he doesn’t want it.

How to say “I love you” by different fandoms:

Supernatural:

I need you.

Doctor Who:

Rose Tyler I- 

Good Omens:

I don’t even like you!

IT:

I fucked your mother.

DISCUSS…

Gerard's mom:  You don’t have to watch them 

Gerard: Things are better if I stay

I WILL NEVER STOP. They're the best husband's.

Frank: What time is it?

Mikey: A quarter ‘til 4.

Frank: That means nothing to me. I speak English, not math.

No, coz, I rather weep.

Romeo and Juliet, 1.1.189

same Benvolia, same

Five: Would you say you’re independent?

Klaus: *looks at Ben*

Ben:*nods*

Klaus: I’d say so