LESTAPPEN PODIUM!!!!! I USED TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THESE!!!! MY PARENTS ARE BACK BITCHESSSSS!!!!!!

so I read the invisible life of Addie Larue and have many thoughts. i loved the book. the one and only complaint i had with it was that addie's character was not as full fledged out and complex as it could have been. other than that, i loved the concept and the execution. i fell in love with Henry and Addie's tragedy. they could have been so much more. they deserved the world. and Henry Strauss if you were real, the length i would go to make you feel loved is unfathomable. now for the "villain", Luc, you hot, infuriating, nauseating man(?). i loved him as much as i hated him. he was an extremely twisted entity and it was difficult for me to form an opinion on him entirely. but i understand what he represents and what Schwab wanted to convey with the story of Adeline.

it's the essence of being a human, always wanting more that they can bite. just more of everything. love, passion, anger, happiness, acceptance, and most importantly time. being a woman i somewhat, in someway understand addie's desperation. but god did she made me want to rip my hair out. i understand what she did and why she had to do it. and i do sympathize with her on many levels. again, it's human nature to make mistakes. and addie did make a mistake but she made a beautiful, although no one was there to see it, life for herself. she sparked ideas and ideas do run far more deeper than remembrance and replication.

the character i related to the most though was Henry. i crave love the same way he did. i am as confused as he was. and i feel emotions in the same capacity as him. he loved and loved and loved and he thought that no one loved him. that he didn't have anything good going for him. he made me realise that there's people out in the world who love so abundantly and endlessly and never get it back. love is just give give and give for them.

that's all. for now atleast. the story was truly beautiful and it tells us so much about humans, our hunger and our desperation.

fanfiction and shipping should be fun, it shouldn't make people uncomfortable or creeped out

Ok. A little something I want to put out there.

Lestappen has been blowing up for a good while now and I for one am thoroughly enjoying it BUT. But. Let's please keep it and other rpf ships confined to tumblr, ao3 and the like.

They do have wags, almost all drivers do. The ship related content on insta and tiktok are very easy for them to come across, and for someone who is as chronically online as charles (as seen in the insta pfp fiasco) there's no way he's not seeing this stuff.

The thing with tumblr and ao3 is that they have a proper tagging system. Tiktok does not have that (I'm not just talking about TikTok btw), we don't know how these types of shippy content will make them and their wags feel. They are not characters they are real people.

Also, please stop making weird AI videos of drivers kissing. I got jump scared by a Simi one yesterday.

Tldr: Please practice proper fandom etiquette. Especially when it comes to RPF's. And stop using AI for creepy shit.

uh so i just read a thousand splendid suns. and what the fuck? books like these truly change my perspective on life and make me rethink everything i've ever known. and the root of all evil in this world is patriarchy.

max verstappen we all know what you are.

i want everyone to know, i still haven't moved on.

(i was listening to this while looking at these btw. so y'all know where my mind was going)

I don't get how Shahid Kapoor did jab we met and kabir singh all in his one lifetime. like how dude how??

THEY TOOK LOGAN FROM ME. NOW THEY'RE TAKING DANIEL. WHO'S NEXT MAX VERSTAPPEN???

I'm so upset and i will be sobbing for the next few weeks. the interview where you could see he was getting emotional but still smiling has shook me to my core. i need to be taken to emergency care

he's so majestic

friends, teammates, childhood buddy, rival; everything but a lover.

lestappen top 100 tags on ao3. i know that's my parents <3