I Feel Overwhelmed. Tell Me If I Should Do This.

Fr wondering if i’m lesbian with comphet or a bisexual.

question: if i choose to identify as a sapphic, and taking my time to understand my struggles with saying the word lesbian due to comphet (crushes also), bullied, sexualised, etc that happened to the word and myself, can i still claim the lesbian flag? (because all lesbians are sapphics but not all sapphics are lesbians) and I only chose to identify this way is because im trying to feel comfortable with the word and then once i do, then yeah). but do sapphics join the lesbian community since they got attraction to women just like lesbians do (you can’t identify as both ik) ? or do i just, stick to the sapphic community instead?

the kit conner situation is so rude and unpleasant. literally where the hell is respect for closeted people,, the community is actually disgusting for making him out himself.

the v app just shut down today #kpop

okay y’all, my fake friends outed me twice to a teacher at work

basically where i work, there’s teachers who teach kids and there’s one who checks on me each time even though i don’t like her but mostly i do shifts at night so age difference

they outed me and said “oh she’s gay” and so the teacher went “oh she’s gay? wow” and someone went, “oh hell nah.. that’s very..” when they asked me if it was true. they started acting weird by saying they liked girls when they were straight, a STRAIGHT girl and then i asked, “why tryna act like you’re gay when you aren’t?” and they went “oh but hell no thats horrid”

so basically got outed to teachers and 3 different people

mmmhhh okay brothers🫡 this is enough for me today

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🦢 : when i would see kpop girls (esp blackpink), i instantly fall in love.

i mean, it’s (probably) obvious im either lesbian (i identity as lesbian) because i notice how any other girl group won't make me catch feelings quick but if it's blackpink, my bond with those GIRLS are EXTREMELY strong towards them.

I watched them the entire day and the bond is just. its so strong. I literally can't let go.

If it's le sserafim or twice, I wouldn't but..

blackpink???

it's like >>>>>>>>>>> 💕🌈💞🌈💓🌈💗🌈💖🌈💖🌈💝🌈💘🌈

It never ends.

I've never loved a girl as much as them and those are the ONLY girls I would love.

yesterday i found 3 stripes of rainbow.

Someone shouted “omfg a rainbow!!” and i FREAKED out

then on my left, 5 stripes, my right, another 3.

at the back behind me, i saw 2.

then it faded away.

although + at lunch, i found 2 again then at home to leave, i found 2 at the window, and another one at night.

IT WAS RAINING THAT WHOLE ENTIRE DAY YESTERDAY LMFAO

whisper comeback is tomorrow y’all BE PREPARED TO SURVIVE

#WHISPERTHEBOYZ

i dont care who makes fun of kpop fans or whatever. mfs who hate on us for liking music differently and i dont care who make fun of what i like and love watching but kpop is DIFFERENT and feels different to most people. some see it as a way of being themselves or a connection to different music and people and thats ok and i love seeing that. for me kpop makes me feel a huge range of emotions and feelings.

one of the things i love in the whole world is that as someone who listens to kpop on a regular and daily basis (everyday ALWAYS) for so many years, seeing people who r just like u is so freeing. u could make a reference and everyone will get what u said

another thing i love in the world is seeing CHINESE people in kpop. people like chenle and renjun from nct, people like jun and the8 from seventeen, and more. people like that make me feel safe.

it makes me feel extra connected to a certain aspect of my cultural identity. i grew up hiding the fact that i am asian (desi, arab & chinese) and that i was all kinds of asian, and seeing those idols make me feel so connected oh my god like ways to learn my language by watching them teach fans or them speaking it and making it easy for us by what words means and sentence structures, their culture, their food, their traditions, the way they look, the way they r passionate about where they r from, it makes me feel such a huge connection into being chinese and make me want to know more about my culture like you guys dont understand how FREEING that is for me after hiding that aspect of my identity for so many years OH MY GOD

happy pride month guys 🌈

please enjoy your pride month. massive shout out to:

gays have a good one

lesbians have a good one

pansexuals have a good one

bisexuals have a good one

non binary people have a good one

transgender people have a good one

genderfluid have a good one

asexuals have a good one

aromantic have a good one

aroace have an amazing one

ppl who use neos or normal pronouns, have a splendid one

ppl who are androgynous, have a good one

ppl who are questioning, have a good one

unlabeled ones, so valid

and so many more (demigirls, demiboy, neutrios, etc)

i love everyone of you, please have a good pride month ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

have some rainbow cake or go to a pride parade 🌈 🌈