Okay Y’all, My Fake Friends Outed Me Twice To A Teacher At Work

sound_of_coups ig update 092424

He’s so fine that he’s making me want to be a better person 😩

i feel overwhelmed. tell me if i should do this.

i’ve thought alot about masking my neurodivergency. i’m often called the r word because of it so i’m just gonna mask my symptoms and try to appear normal so that people accept me.

but then, the person who supports me is always with me due to my illness so what can i do 😹 everyone’s gonna know and see it anyway.

i don’t care if i have a meltdown. i just wanna appear normal 😹

also hiding my gay identity since everyone knows now due to that ONE person.

long time I have ever been this inactive.

this full moon, I did a whole fucking egg cleanse to get all that negativity off of me and I made a wish all those who did me bad get their karma. and I wish that all the negative energy leaves me and I feel more calmer.

and once I did an egg cleanse the amount of evil and jealousy that appeared 😭😭

but that's ok, because u finna get it BACK AT U

anyways im gonna try to moon bathe and flush shit that do not serve me anymore

i’ve had enough

(photo of the moon i took!)

wish all the negativity and the energy goes away.

Fr wondering if i’m lesbian with comphet or a bisexual.

hi people of tumblr, any recommendations for stim toys? you may have seen my previous post a month ago about them but those were from somewhere else and because of how we got into a fight and they were mean, they took it away.

help an autistic adhd person out please.

what type of stim toys do i need to make sure that everything’s okay and doesn’t go wrong?

I saw another girl (we saw each other on monday) and we finally became friends

I stared at her and she randomly came up to me and said “hey you’re quite funny ... and i like you”

When this fucking girl said that

I looked at her IN THE EYES

AND like I said the same thing too

(I know im probably attracted to girls who knows)

And we became friends.

We went out in the rain, talked about things since we were friends, she found me funny throughout everything so like she said she liked how funny i was

Bare men crowding to me complimenting me (I said thanks but no feelings)

So when she went, I stared at her ass (her ass accidentally) for just 3 mins like I DONT KNOW I couldnt control looking at her

She was just nice.

Rn my heart is just ❤️‍🔥 for the 2 girls.

JUST ..

why is my attraction to girls so .. complicated but also very clear ???

?

goodbye 2022, hi 2023 🎉

i’m actually fuming like so much right now

my family saw my gallery w how much I liked women and that im queer

and NOW they’re fucking outing me???

my sis is calling me a lesbian as a fucking insult and my WHOLE family is forcing me to come out

“oh you just came out of the closet” no i fucking didn’t?? i chose to stay closeted bc y’all wouldn’t stop labeling me and calling me horrible insults.

now i have to spend my WHOLE christmas going to cry because im being OUTED. AGAIN.

AGAIN??? and I even said I don’t own them shit and now they’re just outing me completely. telling all my family members about it, even my mom assumes i “ like ” pussy like wtf??

“you didn't even try yourself out w a man yet” I don’t need to knowing that im gay already?? how about you do it to know if youre gay too??

I just didn’t like men from a young age and I would force myself to. no matter how I would try to, I just fucking COULDNT get it.

now youre assuming im turning myself gay just because i chose to stay closeted??

“i saw your snaps and it mentioned that you like women so dont be scared”

tf you mean ”don’t be scared” bruh you out me every time to people putting me in danger.

now I have to fucking stand there, worrying im faking this and hoping to god NONE of my mates from the place I work at, TELLS them that i am QUEER.

oh my fucking god.

and whats worst is that i literally got outed yesterday and I can no longer hide from it cause it’s true and they know?$^%!^!)

i HATE people.

i shouldn't have fucking done any of this.

next time im never putting gay shit in my gallery AGAIN.

i feel so shit oh my god.

but merry fucking christmas guys.

Came to a sign that I could be asexual.

Now...

the v app just shut down today #kpop