i feel so shit rn. remember the girl i had a crush on but i crushed on her man by accident but fell in love w her instead? there’s two other girls i met at lunch in december last year before christmas and she said she is bi and had an “ex girlfriend”. i told her i was attracted to girls since she asked and she went, “mmh, that’s really cute!! aww” and her and her little friend was acting so nice and sweet yesterday and then out of NOWHERE today, i literally ran to them to say hi and they ran away from me?? i waved hi and they gave me looks and walked away rudely. maybe they were in a bad mood but there’s way more. i went up to them and said “hey” and they got angry and left. i don’t know what i’ve done?? i never did anything to her and there’s this queer boy in my place who keeps being jealous and spreading rumours about me, apparently he heard i kissed a girl and literally nobody is talking to me?? no one wants to be my friend. everyone's making fun of me cause they’re assuming I am “disabled” but, then, they all kept gossiping and whispering to each other each time i walk past. i don’t know what that mf said but every time i walk past, it’s always something. I don’t know what he said yesterday but no one talks to me. like wtf??? he’s jealous extremely but... i’ve heard he’s making fun of me for having same sex attraction when he is GAY and have attraction to men aka SAME. SEX. like?? wtf bruh?? i am going to try talk to the girls on monday and if they keep ignoring me then im just gonna stfu with it.
guess who got outed when their birthday is just a few hours from now 😹
will be rooting for my kpop idol this season. I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM <3
Listen he did nothing wrong all I saw was those two guys losing their balance and he was just trying to help them it's not his fault their clumsy
life is so good right now
been dying to know the sides of my moms family but I know too much of my moms side and still want to know more, so we agreed to the 23andme kit and now we r waiting for the results which takes 5-6 weeks
but once of my uncles, are updating us about digging our family tree and right now, he is saying there is too many mixes in my dads family
bro said that. MY DADS side. has senegalese. swiss. italian. spanish. sweden.
thats the most recent we found and my dad sadly died so I couldnt get to ask him anything.
but being italian and spanish is shocking because he did make me visit his spanish side. my mom said EVERY time she is in that mfing house she IS ALWAYS seeing a flag that has red white and green. she didnt know what that was. but like. ITS THE WAY I WAS THINKING ABOUT VISITING SWITZERLAND AND WANTED TO LIVE THERE in the FUTURE and then boom, a gene has been found.
i love being mixed
technically im still jewish due to actual family and ancestor background and my dna proved that its both from my maternal (moms side) and her fathers fathers father's etc side (patrilineal) but my dad on the other hand doesnt have jews, its only my mom and her grandparents and great grandparents and greater that ARE 100% jewish
but that means.. i would need to convert to judaism since im considered a jew by maternal side to be considered FULLY
very excited though!! cant wait to learn more about judaism 🫶🏼 🫶🏼
life is so good right now
been dying to know the sides of my moms family but I know too much of my moms side and still want to know more, so we agreed to the 23andme kit and now we r waiting for the results which takes 5-6 weeks
but once of my uncles, are updating us about digging our family tree and right now, he is saying there is too many mixes in my dads family
bro said that. MY DADS side. has senegalese. swiss. italian. spanish. sweden.
thats the most recent we found and my dad sadly died so I couldnt get to ask him anything.
but being italian and spanish is shocking because he did make me visit his spanish side. my mom said EVERY time she is in that mfing house she IS ALWAYS seeing a flag that has red white and green. she didnt know what that was. but like. ITS THE WAY I WAS THINKING ABOUT VISITING SWITZERLAND AND WANTED TO LIVE THERE in the FUTURE and then boom, a gene has been found.
i love being mixed
oh yes
I saw another girl (we saw each other on monday) and we finally became friends
I stared at her and she randomly came up to me and said “hey you’re quite funny ... and i like you”
When this fucking girl said that
I looked at her IN THE EYES
AND like I said the same thing too
(I know im probably attracted to girls who knows)
And we became friends.
We went out in the rain, talked about things since we were friends, she found me funny throughout everything so like she said she liked how funny i was
Bare men crowding to me complimenting me (I said thanks but no feelings)
So when she went, I stared at her ass (her ass accidentally) for just 3 mins like I DONT KNOW I couldnt control looking at her
She was just nice.
Rn my heart is just ❤️🔥 for the 2 girls.
JUST ..
why is my attraction to girls so .. complicated but also very clear ???
?
jun / junnie !! she her they them | kpop fan mostly boy group, i dont stan ggs much | queer ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🩷🤍🤎 ⚢ (aroace lesbian nonbinary trans) | multiracial
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