๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ญ๐จ๐๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐จ๐๐จ๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ข ๐ฑ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐๐ง๐ญ! ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
he probably notices you studying in the common room, always meticulously organized. he respects the dedication.
if your quirk is related to warmth or fire, he's automatically wary but intrigued. he'll observe you carefully, trying to understand how you control it.
accidental encounters are his weakness. bumping into you in the hallway, dropping his sobaโฆ he'll apologize profusely, then retreat into himself.
he appreciates directness. if you're the one to initiate conversation, he'll be surprised but relieved. small talk isn't his forte, so dive into a topic he can actually discuss.
if you're good at reading people, you'll notice the subtle shift in his eyes when he acknowledges you. it shows he's paying attention, even if he doesn't say much.
he is most likely to have met you because you were partnered up in class together for hero training. he was surprised you weren't afraid.
he first thinks you're pretty when he sees you smile; he hasn't seen you smile, though, but he believes your smile is worth protecting.
he finds himself having to protect you in class a lot, but you're strong for yourself.
he doesn't understand the warm feeling in his chest when you are near him. he wonders if heโs sick so he asks recovery girl but she just gives him a knowing look and tells him to โrestโ.
he wants to understand your quirk better, not just from a strategic point of view, but because he wants to understandย you.
soba dates become a 'thing' because it's a comfortable, neutral ground. he's happy to share his favorite spot, and secretly pleased if you enjoy it too.
jf you tease him, he'll get flustered and look away, a slight blush creeping up his neck. it's adorable.
he starts using his fire side more in training to impress you, but he's also scared of hurting you.
training with you becomes something he looks forward to. he really enjoys analyzing your fighting style and strategizing with you.
he starts noticing the little things about you โ the way you laugh, the way you concentrate, the little quirks that make youย you.
he secretly asks fuyumi for advice on how to be a better friend, making her extremely happy.
if he sees others being rude or disrespectful to you, a flicker of cold fury passes over his face. he'll step in, but subtly.
he starts spacing out in class and ends up getting in trouble.
he asks you to show him your quirk again.
his resting face is now soft when he is around you, and it makes everyone notice.
dates are quiet, thoughtful, and often involve food of some kind. he likes taking you to hidden ramen shops or quiet parks.
physical affection is something he's still learning. he might start with gentle touches like holding your hand or putting an arm around you.
he worries constantly about his father. he will never be a man like him, and he is afraid you will think he will be like him.
he loves cuddling you. he's warm and cold at the same time, so you're always at the perfect temperature.
he'll open up about his family, but it takes time and trust. be patient and listen without judgment.
he wants to protect you and keep you safe, but he also respects your strength and independence.
heโll bring you small gifts โ a flower he found in the garden, a limited-edition soba flavor, or a book he thinks you'll enjoy.
he listens intently when you talk and remembers everything you say. he shows he cares by paying attention.
comforting him after a nightmare about his past might involve a hug and a promise to stay by his side.
he burns himself on purpose in order to feel something other than the burning desire he has for you.
he will do his best to be your partner despite his anxieties and worries. he will make sure to put you first.
he will always cook soba for you, and he will always ask you what he can do to be better.
he will be flustered when you kiss him, but he will kiss you back.
his favorite thing is listening to you ramble about books that you love.
he gives his whole heart to you and trusts you will take care of it.
he'll get jealous, but he won't show it... just expect extra cuddles and attention to you that day.
he's very protective of you and makes sure you're comfortable in every situation. he will be your safe haven.
he loves to hold your hand, especially if you're nervous or scared. it's his way of grounding you.
he will make sure to show how much he loves you.
ยฉ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ
๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐จ๐๐ก๐๐๐จ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐จ๐๐ก๐๐๐จ ๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ซ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ง ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐จ๐๐ก๐๐๐จ ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐, ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ, ๐๐จ๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐จ๐๐ฌ
ochaco first meets you in a combat training session where you accidentally save her from a training bot with your quirk, leaving her flustered and impressed.ย
she instantly feels a spark of admiration and determination to get to know you better, often cheering you on during training.ย
her clumsy nature shines through when she accidentally bumps into you while trying to approach you, turning the encounter into an adorable moment.ย
you notice how sheโs constantly floating a little bit off the ground when she gets nervous, and it becomes a cute signature move of hers around you.ย
during group projects, she finds excuses to pair up with you, her heart racing each time your hands brush against each other.ย
she often daydreams about the two of you being heroes together, her imagination running wild as she envisions your dynamic duo taking down villains.ย
in her head, she plans the perfect way to ask you out but always ends up tripping over her words when she gets the chance.
ochacoโs cheeks flush a bright pink whenever you smile at her, and she has to look away to hide her embarrassment.ย
she starts to incorporate little things she learns about you into her daily life, whether it's trying your favorite snacks or practicing your favorite fighting moves.ย
whenever you achieve something great, she canโt help but shout your name excitedly, her voice echoing through the training hall.ย
her friends notice her crush and tease her about it, prompting her to get flustered and deny it while secretly loving the attention.ย
ochaco has a habit of getting lost in thought about you, often daydreaming during classes, much to the confusion of her teachers.ย
she often imagines cute scenarios, like going to the festival together, and finds herself daydreaming about holding your hand while floating through the air.ย
she feels a mix of determination and nerves when sheโs around you, constantly trying to balance her air-headedness with her desire to impress you.
when you start dating, ochaco is over the moon, her joy making her a bit more air-headed than usual, often forgetting her own training sessions.ย
she loves surprising you with homemade lunches, using her quirk to make the food float in front of you, just to see your reaction.ย
the two of you develop a tradition of floating together at night, sharing stories and dreams while drifting above the rooftops of UA.ย
ochaco often gets a little shy when it comes to public displays of affection, preferring sweet gestures like holding hands or small kisses.ย
she loves using her quirk to make you float, insisting that itโs the most fun way to travel, and you canโt help but laugh at her excitement.ย
she adores going on missions with you, believing every moment spent fighting alongside you only strengthens your bond.ย
when she gets flustered during a date, she tends to ramble about random things, making you laugh and endearingly calling her โadorably awkward.โย
her sweet and supportive nature shines through when youโre stressed, as sheโs always there with a comforting hug and words of encouragement, reminding you that you can achieve anything together.
ยฉ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ
We boutta start cooking ladies and gentleman
๐ฅ๐ฅ
Ari's 250 Follower Event
Thank you guys so much for 250 it's actually mental. I love all of you and I'm chewing you rn. You taste like takis.
How to enter:
For this event, it's going to be really simple. You, my lovely little sponge will send me (cool) a small drabble about you and any MHA character. It can be platonic or romantic. But do be reasonable here, don't send me shit about Eri and tell me it's romantic because I'll skin you alive and suck your blood.
What I'll give you:
You'll be given a 9 photo moodboard of you and your f/o. A small 10 song playlist for you. And a typical troupe I think will fit you.
You can send in up to three different characters.
Other Info:
Submissions will only count from 19 of March to the 31 of March. Any submissions that are sent after the deadline will be deleted. Also please be patient. I do have a life outside of Tumblr.
Anon requests are allowed but make sure you tag off with an emoji so you can find it. All entries are given the "event ๐ฅ" tag so you can find what you're looking for.
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๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐จ ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ง ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ญ๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐, ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐ฐ๐๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ง ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐จ ๐ญ๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
you first met himiko toga during a mission for the league of villains. her enthusiastic demeanor stood out amidst the chaos, making her a memorable first impression.
when you joined the league, she was immediately drawn to your confidence and charisma, often stealing glances at you during meetings.
toga greeted you with an excited smile, almost bouncing on her heels as she introduced herself, her eyes sparkling with mischief and curiosity.
during missions, she kept close to you, often suggesting that you work together to โmake things more fun.โ
the first time you saw her use her quirk, transforming into someone else by drinking their blood, you were both fascinated and slightly unsettledโbut toga just giggled, thrilled to show off her abilities to someone she admired.
toga loves the thrill of villainy, and she sees you as the perfect partner in crime. she often talks about her dreams of โmaking the world more funโ with you by her side.
toga becomes super giddy when she develops a crush on you, her laughter ringing louder and more frequently when you're around.
she often tries to impress you, sometimes going overboard with her antics, like playfully teasing other league members just to see you smile.
when you catch her staring, sheโll quickly look away with a flushed face, biting her lip to suppress a squeal of delight.
toga might leave little โgiftsโ for youโa small vial of her blood (harmless, of course) or a playful note scribbled on a mission reportโjust to catch your attention.
sheโs always finding ways to spend time with you, dragging you into her mischief or asking if you want to train together, making it feel more like play than work.
if someone else shows interest in you, togaโs jealousy flares up; she canโt help but confront them with a cheerful yet slightly menacing demeanor, making it clear that youโre her crush.
sheโll often make playful comments about how much fun it would be to share a โblood partyโ with you, hinting at her desire to bond in her unique way.
once you start dating, togaโs bubbly personality shines even brighter; sheโs always in a good mood and loves showing you off to her friends in the league.
she enjoys surprising you with spontaneous outings, whether itโs a chaotic mission or a cozy day just hanging out together, full of laughter and mischief.
toga loves to cook for you, often experimenting with odd recipes she finds online, leading to either delicious treats or strange concoctions that make you laugh.
her affection is often expressed through playful violenceโshe might pin you down for a quick peck or a teasing bite, which is both endearing and slightly terrifying.
you become her safe space; when she feels overwhelmed or anxious, she seeks you out for comfort, burying her head in your shoulder or seeking your embrace.
toga loves to share her โblood partyโ stories with you, making it sound like the most exciting adventure ever, and she might even try to include you in her quirky rituals.
she often says that you โmake her feel alive,โ emphasizing how much your presence energizes her and fuels her desire to embrace her quirks.
when youโre together, her playful and slightly chaotic side comes out even more, with spontaneous adventures and light-hearted banter becoming a daily occurrence.
toga loves to express her love through little gesturesโshe might doodle cute and slightly creepy drawings of you together and leave them for you to find.
on days when sheโs feeling particularly affectionate, she might break out into song about how much she adores you, her bubbly voice echoing through the hideout.
ยฉ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ โ
This is the worst timeline. (x)
๐ค synopsis: the explosive hero-in-training reluctantly endures a surprise birthday party organized by his classmates, but finds genuine joy in the thoughtful gift and quiet moments shared with you.
๐ค trigger warnings: fluff
๐ค pairing: katsuki bakugou x gender neutral! reader (post-relationship)
the hallways of ua were surprisingly quiet as you made your way toward the heights alliance dormitory, clutching a small package wrapped in black paper with tiny orange explosion patterns. your heart hammered in your chest, almost rivaling the explosive quirk of the boy whose birthday it was today.
katsuki bakugou. april 20th.
you'd been planning this for weeksโthe perfect gift, the right moment to give it to him, and most importantly, how to survive the encounter without becoming a victim of his infamous temper. dating bakugou for the past few months had been an adventure, to say the least. beneath that prickly exterior was someone fiercely loyal and determined, someone who pushed you to be better every day.
but that didn't make his birthday any less intimidating.
---
the morning had started with a flood of texts from your classmates, all coordinating for bakugou's "surprise" partyโa surprise he'd undoubtedly see coming from a mile away.
"remember, 5 pm sharp!" mina had texted, followed by a string of explosion emojis. "and don't tell him!"
you'd spent your free period between classes frantically wrapping his gift, your mind replaying memories of how your relationship with the explosive hero-in-training had evolved.
it had begun during joint training sessions three months ago. you'd been paired together for combat practice, and unlike others who hesitated around his fiery temper, you stood your ground.
"you're not going to beat a villain by holding back, so don't hold back with me!" you'd challenged him.
he'd looked shocked for a moment before that trademark smirk spread across his face. "fine by me. don't cry when you lose!"
to everyone's surprise (especially his), you'd managed to hold your own. not winโbakugou was too skilled for thatโbut you'd impressed him. and impressing bakugou katsuki was no small feat.
after training, he'd cornered you in the hallway.
"you. train with me tomorrow," he'd demanded, more than asked.
and so began your regular training sessions, which gradually transformed from strictly professional to something more personal. you noticed how he'd adjust his techniques to help you improve, how his criticism, while blunt, was always constructive. the way his eyes lingered on you when he thought you weren't looking.
your first kiss had been after a particularly grueling session. both of you, sweaty and exhausted, had collapsed against the gym wall. you'd turned to say something, only to find his face inches from yours, those intense crimson eyes studying your face with an unfamiliar softness.
"you're not half bad," he'd mumbled, and then his lips were on yours, rough and demanding yet surprisingly gentle.
since then, your relationship had been as explosive and intense as the boy himselfโfull of heated arguments, passionate make-up sessions, and quiet moments of understanding that no one else got to see.
and now, his birthday was here, and you wanted it to be special.
---
according to kirishima, bakugou hated celebrations focused on him. "too much damn attention," he'd growl. yet you knew he secretly appreciated the acknowledgmentโjust not the fuss.
as you approached his door, voices from inside made you pause.
"deku, get that stupid banner out of my face!"
"but kacchan, it's your special day! everyone pitched in toโ"
"i don't care! i didn't ask for this!"
"come on, man!" kirishima's cheerful voice. "it's just a small party! even all might sent you a card!"
you winced. so much for your plan to have a quiet moment with him. class 1-a had apparently beaten you to the punch with a surprise party. for a moment, you considered turning back, waiting until later when the chaos had died down.
"where's [y/n]?" bakugou's gruff question made you freeze. "if you extras dragged everyone here but didn't tell [y/n], i'm blowing this whole damn dorm up."
your heart fluttered. he was looking for you?
taking a deep breath, you knocked on the door. the room fell silent instantly.
the door flew open to reveal bakugou himself, hair wild as always, crimson eyes narrowing when he saw you. behind him, the entire class froze in various stages of party preparation. midoriya was hanging a crooked "happy birthday" banner, kirishima and sero had armfuls of snacks, and ashido was attempting to set up a small music system. kaminari was in the corner, tangled in what appeared to be extension cords, while todoroki stood awkwardly by the window, holding a small wrapped gift.
"there you are," bakugou grumbled, something like relief crossing his features before his scowl returned. "these idiots decided to invade my room."
"happy birthday, katsuki," you said softly, holding out the small package. "i was hoping to catch you alone, but..."
his eyes darted to the gift, then back to your face. without warning, he grabbed your wrist and pulled you into the hallway, slamming the door behind him.
"hey!" came the muffled protests from inside.
"kacchan! we spent hours decorating!"
"bakugou, that's rude!" you chided, but couldn't help smiling. this was so like him.
"they can wait," he said, crossing his arms. "i've been dealing with their birthday crap all day. first, round face and deku ambushed me at breakfast with some homemade card that looked like a five-year-old made it. then glasses gave me some lecture about 'the importance of commemorating one's date of birth with proper reflection.' as if i give a crap."
you laughed, imagining iida's serious expression as he delivered what was probably a well-intentioned speech.
"then all might sent me a card with some american superhero on it," bakugou continued, rolling his eyes, though you noticed he didn't sound quite as annoyed about that one. "and now they've taken over my room like it's their right. i haven't had five minutes to myself all day."
"want me to come back later?" you asked, though you were disappointed at the thought.
"no," he said quickly, almost too quickly. his cheeks colored slightly as he realized his eagerness. "i mean, you're already here, so whatever."
"smooth recovery," you teased.
"shut up," he growled, but there was no real heat behind it.
"here," you said again, pushing the package toward him. "it's not much, but i thought you might like it."
he took it with surprisingly gentle hands, turning it over once before carefully tearing the wrapping paper. inside was a custom-made training journal, bound in leather with his hero name embossed on the cover in orange lettering. when he opened it, the first page had a handwritten note from you.
"to become the number one hero, you need to keep track of what works. no one works harder than you, katsuki. happy birthday. - [y/n]"
the rest of the pages were specially formatted for training regimens, with sections for technique improvements, quirk developments, and combat strategies. you'd also included some analysis of his recent fights from the training exercises, with your own observations on what made his moves effective.
in the very back, hidden between the last page and the cover, was a photo you'd secretly taken during one of your training sessions. bakugou was mid-explosion, his face lit by the orange glow of his quirk, a fierce grin of pure joy on his face. it captured everything you loved about himโhis power, his passion, his absolute certainty in his own abilities.
bakugou was silent for so long that you started to worry.
"if you don't like it, i can get somethingโ"
"shut up," he interrupted, but his voice lacked its usual bite. he was still staring at the journal, running his thumb over the embossed letters. his eyes had found the hidden photo, and you saw his expression soften in a way that made your heart race. "this is... good. really good."
coming from bakugou, that was equivalent to anyone else's effusive praise.
"you actually put thought into this," he continued, glancing up at you. "not just some random crap like the extras in there."
"well, i know how serious you are about becoming the best," you replied. "and you deserve tools that match your ambition."
something changed in bakugou's expression thenโa softening around the eyes, a slight upturn at the corner of his mouth. before you could react, he'd stepped forward, one hand coming up to cup the back of your neck.
"you get me," he said quietly, almost wonderingly. "everyone else just sees the explosions."
"i see all of you, katsuki. the good, the bad, and the explosive."
he laughed thenโa rare, genuine sound that made your heart soar. "damn right you do."
his kiss caught you by surprise, fierce and passionate like everything he did, yet with an underlying tenderness that he showed to no one else. you melted into it, wrapping your arms around his neck as he pulled you closer, his free hand sliding to the small of your back.
the door suddenly flew open, and you both sprang apart to find kirishima grinning at you.
"sorry to interrupt, lovebirds, but we've got cake melting in here. very unmanly to waste good food."
bakugou's face flushed redโfrom embarrassment or anger, you couldn't tell. "hair-for-brains! ever heard of privacy?"
kirishima just laughed. "come on, birthday boy. everyone's waiting."
"don't call me that," bakugou growled, but he didn't protest further. instead, he tucked the journal carefully into his pocket and took your hand, his palm warm against yours. "those idiots in there probably got a cake or something. might as well not let it go to waste."
it was as close to "thank you for the party" as bakugou would ever get.
"lead the way, birthday boy," you teased.
he growled at the nickname but didn't let go of your hand as he pushed the door open, facing his classmates with what could almost be described as tolerance. "alright, you extras! let's get this over with!"
---
the party was actually fun, even by bakugou's standards, though he'd never admit it out loud. the cake was spicy chocolateโsomeone had done their researchโand even the gifts showed that his classmates knew him better than he gave them credit for.
kirishima had gotten him a set of premium hand weights. "for when you can't get to the gym, bro!"
todoroki, surprisingly, had gifted him a high-end knife set. "you mentioned wanting to improve your cooking skills," he'd said simply, ignoring bakugou's suspicious glare.
midoriya's giftโa limited edition all might collectible that bakugou had been eyeing for monthsโalmost caused another explosion, but you saw how carefully he set it aside rather than throwing it away.
but as the celebration continued, you noticed how he kept the journal close, occasionally touching his pocket as if to make sure it was still there. and throughout the evening, his eyes would find yours across the room, that rare smile appearing just for you.
at one point, kaminari suggested party games, which led to an intense round of "truth or dare."
when it was bakugou's turn, ashido grinned mischievously. "truth! when did you realize you liked [y/n]?"
the room fell silent, everyone waiting for the inevitable explosion. but bakugou just scoffed, his eyes finding yours.
"when they didn't back down during training," he said bluntly. "most people either fear me or try to 'fix' me. [y/n] just told me to bring it on." he paused, then added with a smirk, "plus, they called deku an annoying fanboy once, and that's when i knew it was meant to be."
"hey!" midoriya protested as everyone else burst into laughter.
you remembered that momentโit had been after midoriya had spent fifteen minutes analyzing bakugou's fighting style in excruciating detail, stars in his eyes the entire time.
"he's brilliant, but doesn't he ever turn it off?" you'd whispered to bakugou, who had looked at you with newfound respect.
the game continued, and by the time it circled back to you, most of the class had either embarrassed themselves or revealed surprising secrets. sero had admitted to using his tape to cheat on a middle school test. todoroki confessed he secretly enjoyed romantic comedies. uraraka had been dared to float iida around the room like a balloon.
"[y/n], truth or dare?" kirishima asked.
"truth," you decided, not trusting the gleam in his eye.
"what's your favorite thing about our explosive friend here?" he gestured to bakugou, who looked like he was considering murder.
you thought for a moment, aware of bakugou's eyes on you. "his determination," you finally said. "when katsuki decides to do something, nothing stops him. it's inspiring." you met his gaze across the circle. "and he pushes me to be better too."
something flashed in those crimson eyesโsurprise, pleasure, and something deeper that made your pulse quicken.
"damn right i do," he said, but his voice was softer than usual.
---
the party started winding down around midnight. aizawa had stopped by brieflyโ"just making sure you're not destroying the building"โand seemed satisfied that the celebration was relatively controlled, at least by class 1-a standards.
as people began to leave, you started helping clean up, gathering paper plates and cups.
"leave it," bakugou said, coming up behind you. "they made the mess, they can clean it."
"that's not very heroic," you teased.
"neither is trashing someone's room for a party they didn't ask for," he retorted, but there was no real anger in his voice. in fact, he seemed almost... content? it was a strange look on bakugou's usually scowling face.
most of the class said their goodbyes, until only kirishima, midoriya, and a few others remained to finish cleaning.
"we'll handle the rest," kirishima said with a knowing grin, nudging midoriya who was obliviously gathering balloons. "you two probably want some time alone."
"mind your own business, shitty hair!" bakugou barked, but he didn't disagree.
taking your hand, he led you out of the dorm and onto the balcony at the end of the hallway. the night was clear, stars visible above the ua campus, a gentle spring breeze carrying the scent of cherry blossoms.
"thanks," he said abruptly, leaning against the railing. "for the journal. it's... exactly what i needed."
"you're welcome," you replied, standing beside him, your shoulders almost touching. "i'm glad you like it."
"and for not making a big deal about today," he added, turning to face you. "everyone else acts like i should be dancing around because i managed not to die for another year."
you laughed. "that's one way to look at birthdays."
"the only way that makes sense," he insisted. "but... i guess it's not terrible having people acknowledge it. even if they're annoying about it."
coming from bakugou, this was practically a heartfelt speech of gratitude.
"next year," he said in a low voice, moving closer so that his arm pressed against yours, "just you and me. no extras."
your heart skipped. next year. he was already thinking about spending his next birthday with you.
"it's a date," you promised, feeling the warmth of his presence beside you.
he turned to face you then, expression serious. "you know i'm not good at this... feelings crap."
"you don't say," you teased gently.
he glared, but there was no real heat behind it. "i'm trying to say something here."
"sorry," you said, fighting a smile. "go on."
he took a deep breath, as if preparing for battle. "you're important to me. more than... well, more than anyone. and i'm going to be the number one hero someday, which means i need people i can trust at my side. people who push me. people who understand me." his eyes locked with yours. "that's you."
coming from bakugou, this was equivalent to a passionate declaration of love.
"katsuki..." you began, emotion thick in your voice.
"don't get all sappy on me," he warned, but his hand found yours, fingers intertwining. "just... be there. keep training with me. keep challenging me."
"always," you promised. "as long as you do the same for me."
a genuine smile spread across his faceโnot his battle-hungry grin or his triumphant smirk, but something softer and more rare. "deal."
then he was kissing you again, one hand cupping your face, the other at your waist pulling you closer. you wrapped your arms around his neck, feeling the solid warmth of him against you, the subtle scent of nitroglycerin and something uniquely bakugou enveloping you.
when you broke apart, his forehead rested against yours, those crimson eyes unusually gentle.
"best birthday," he admitted grudgingly.
"just wait until next year," you promised with a smile.
he grinned, that familiar confidence lighting his features. "it better be even more explosive."
"with you, katsuki, how could it be anything else?"
as the stars shone overhead and the distant sounds of your classmates echoed from inside, you stood in comfortable silence with the boy who had captured your heart with his explosive determination and hidden tenderness.
loving katsuki bakugou wasn't easyโit was challenging, frustrating, and sometimes downright infuriating. but as he stood beside you, his hand warm in yours, you wouldn't have it any other way. because beneath all the explosions and anger was a heart that beat just for you, and a promise of many more birthdays to come.
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๐ค synopsis: when intrusive voices from you quirk return with new threats in the middle of the night, you seek comfort from katsuki.
๐ค trigger warnings: intrusive thoughts, self-doubt, fear of loss of control, and mild sleep disturbances.
๐ค pairing: bakugou katsuki x fem!reader
๐ค side note: this is a part two of โwhispers in the darkโ because of the owner of this idea asking for a part two, so, tysm @montybooks
sleep had evaded you for hours. you'd tossed and turned in your bed at the u.a. dorms, trying every technique you knew to quiet your mind. counting sheep. deep breathing. focusing on happy memories from earlier that dayโbakugou's hand in yours as you walked back from afternoon classes, the subtle way he'd positioned himself between you and mineta when the shorter boy had tried to approach you.
but as midnight approached, the whispers had returned with a vengeance.
you'll never be strong enoughโฆ
he only pities youโฆ
what if you lost control during training?
what if you hurt someone?
what if you hurt him?
the last thought made you bolt upright, cold sweat beading on your forehead. that was new. the voices had never specifically targeted bakugou before.
he thinks he can save you. how cute.
but we've been with you so much longerโฆ
you pressed your palms against your ears, knowing it wouldn't help but desperate to try anything. the darkness in your room seemed to shift and undulate, responding to your distress. a side effect of your quirkโshadows naturally bent toward you, especially when your emotions ran high.
"stop it," you whispered into the darkness. "leave me alone."
never alone. we are part of you. we are you.
your phone glowed on the nightstand. 12:03 am. too late to be bothering anyone, butโฆ
"next time they start talking, come find me."
bakugou's words from earlier that day echoed in your memory, temporarily drowning out the malicious whispers. he'd been so certain, so unafraid. so different from everyone else who'd learned about your condition.
before you could talk yourself out of it, you grabbed your phone and a hoodie, slipping it over your sleep shorts and tank top. you padded barefoot to your door and peeked out into the hallway. the girls' floor was quiet, everyone sensibly asleep.
you made your way to the stairwell, avoiding the elevator that would announce your movements to the entire building. the boys' floor was on the one above yours. you'd never been to bakugou's room, but you knew which one it wasโthird door on the right. you'd noticed it during dorm tours at the beginning of the year.
he'll be angry. he'll reject you.
you're bothering him. weak. needy.
your hand hesitated, poised to knock. maybe this was a mistake. maybe he hadn't really meant it when he said to come find him.
he was just saying that. no one wants to deal with your problems in the middle of the night.
before the voices could convince you to turn back, you forced yourself to knockโthree soft taps that sounded thunderous in the silent hallway.
no response.
see? he's ignoring you. or sleeping peacefully without a care about your suffering.
you were about to retreat when you heard movement from within the room. a thud, a muffled curse, then footsteps approaching the door.
it swung open to reveal a sleep-rumpled bakugou, hair even wilder than usual, wearing only a black tank top and gray sweatpants. his eyes were narrowed with irritation until they focused on youโthen they widened slightly, the annoyance instantly replaced with concern.
"they're back?" he asked without preamble, voice rough with sleep.
you nodded, suddenly embarrassed. "i'm sorry. i shouldn't haveโ"
before you could finish, he grabbed your wrist and pulled you into his room, closing the door quietly behind you.
"sit," he ordered, pointing to his bed.
his room was surprisingly neat, you noticed. the walls were lined with hero posters, mostly of all might, with a few books about quirk theory stacked on his desk. a weight set sat in one corner, and the faint scent of nitroglycerinโbakugou's natural scentโpermeated the space.
"i really am sorry," you said, perching awkwardly on the edge of his bed. "i justโฆ they were saying things. new things. worse things."
he doesn't care. look how annoyed he is.
but bakugou didn't look annoyed as he sat beside you, close enough that your shoulders brushed. despite the hour and being woken up, his eyes were alert, focused entirely on you.
"what kind of things?" he asked.
you stared at your hands. "that i might hurt someone with my quirk. that i mightโฆ hurt you."
you felt him stiffen slightly beside you.
"as if you could," he scoffed, but his tone lacked its usual bite.
we could show him. we could show him how powerful we could be.
"that's the thing," you whispered. "sometimes i think they might be right. what if i lost control? my quirkโฆ it feeds on negative emotions. fear. anger. what if one day i can't stop it?"
bakugou was quiet for a moment, considering. then he did something that surprised youโhe took your hand, lacing his fingers through yours.
"you know what i think?" he finally said. "i think your quirk isn't the problem. it's the fear."
you looked at him, confused. "what do you mean?"
"you're afraid of your power," he explained, his thumb absently stroking the back of your hand. "always have been, probably. so you hold back. you keep it all bottled up until it finds other ways out. like these voices."
he's wrong. we are your true power. let us show you.
you shook your head, trying to clear it. "the doctor saidโ"
"doctors don't know shit about quirks like ours," bakugou interrupted. "they have their theories, but they're not the ones living with it."
he thinks he knows better than professionals? arrogant boy.
"what would you suggest, then?" you asked, genuinely curious. no one had ever approached your condition from this angle before.
bakugou's free hand reached up, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear with unexpected gentleness. "you need to stop being afraid of yourself."
"that's easier said than done," you murmured, leaning slightly into his touch.
"i know," he acknowledged. "but think about it. when are the voices loudest?"
you considered the question. "when i'm stressed. when i've used a lot of my quirk. when i'm tired or afraid."
"and when are they quietest?"
the answer came immediately. "when i'm with you." it was true, even nowโthough still present, the whispers had faded to background noise the moment bakugou had pulled you into his room.
something like satisfaction flashed across his face. "and why do you think that is?"
don't listen to him. he's trying to take us away from you.
you frowned, ignoring the voice. "i don't know. maybe becauseโฆ because you make me feel safe?" the admission made heat rise to your cheeks.
bakugou nodded. "and when you feel safe, you're not afraid of losing control."
there was wisdom in his words that surprised you. for someone so explosive, bakugou had remarkable insight into the nature of fear and control.
"so what do i do?" you asked softly. "i can't be with you every second of every day."
no, but we can. we're always here.
the corners of bakugou's mouth quirked up slightly. "wouldn't be the worst thing."
your heart skipped a beat at the implication, but you tried to stay focused. "i'm serious, katsuki."
"so am i," he said, shifting to face you more directly. "look, i'm not saying it'll be easy. but you need to start trusting yourself. your power isn't evil just because it's dark."
we could be so much more if you'd just listenโฆ
"the voices disagree," you said wryly.
bakugou's eyes narrowed. "what are they saying right now?"
you hesitated, then decided on honesty. "that they could make me more powerful if i'd listen to them."
"and what do you want?"
the question caught you off guard. "what?"
"what. do. you. want?" he repeated, emphasizing each word. "not what the voices want. not what your parents want. not what the doctors say you should want. what do you want?"
no one had ever asked you that before. you'd spent so long trying to suppress your quirk, to be normal, to not succumb to the whispers, that you'd never considered what you might actually want.
"i wantโฆ" you began slowly, "i want to understand my quirk better. i want to use it without being afraid. i want to be a hero without worrying that i'll turn into a villain."
bakugou nodded approvingly. "good start."
empty dreams. we know what you really want.
you swallowed hard before adding, "and right now, i want the voices to shut up so i can sleep."
his expression softened almost imperceptibly. "lay down."
"what?"
"you heard me. lay down." he shifted to make room on his bed.
your eyes widened. "bakugou, i can't stay hereโ"
"why the hell not?" he challenged. "you need sleep. the voices are quieter around me. simple solution."
put that way, it did sound logical. but stillโฆ
"what if someone finds out?"
he rolled his eyes. "who's going to find out? and who gives a damn if they do?"
he just wants to take advantage of you.
the voice was weaker now, less convincing. you knew bakugou better than that.
"the voices think you have ulterior motives," you said with a small smile.
bakugou snorted. "tell the voices i have some fucking honor." but there was a hint of pink across his cheekbones that told you the thought had crossed his mind.
after another moment's hesitation, you gave in to exhaustion and lay down on his bed. bakugou stretched out beside you, far enough away to be respectful but close enough that you could feel his warmth.
"better?" he asked, his voice softer than you'd ever heard it.
you nodded, already feeling the whispers receding further. "much."
"good. now sleep." it wasn't a suggestion but a command.
a comfortable silence fell between you, broken only by the sound of your breathing gradually synchronizing with his. the voices had faded to barely audible murmurs, unable to penetrate the sense of safety bakugou's presence provided.
just as you were drifting off, you felt his hand find yours again in the darkness.
"hey," he said quietly.
"hmm?" you mumbled, already half-asleep.
"tomorrow after class. training grounds. you and me."
you forced your eyes open to look at him questioningly.
"we're going to work on your quirk," he explained. "no holding back. full power. i can take it."
alarm shot through you, momentarily banishing sleep. "katsuki, i don't thinkโ"
"that's the problem," he interrupted. "you think too much. you're afraid of what might happen, so you never let yourself find out what will happen."
he doesn't know what he's asking for.
for once, you were inclined to agree with the voice. "it's dangerous."
bakugou's laugh was soft but genuine. "everything about being a hero is dangerous. but we train to control it, not avoid it."
his confidence was infectious, and you found yourself nodding despite your fears. "okay. tomorrow."
"good," he said, satisfied. then, more hesitantly, "and after thatโฆ maybe dinner? off campus."
your heart stuttered. "likeโฆ a date?"
even in the darkness, you could sense his discomfort with the explicit labeling. "call it whatever you want. just say yes."
a smile spread across your face. "yes."
he gave your hand a squeeze before releasing it. "now seriously, go to sleep. i need my rest if i'm going to deal with your darkness tomorrow."
the way he said itโnot with fear or pity but with determination and maybe even a hint of excitementโmade something warm bloom in your chest. as if your quirk was a challenge he was eager to face, not a burden he was reluctantly accepting.
this won't last. nothing good ever does.
but for once, the voice seemed distant and unconvincing. bakugou's steady breathing beside you was far more real, more immediate.
"katsuki?" you whispered, not sure if he was still awake.
"mm?" came the sleepy response.
"thank you."
he shifted slightly closer, his arm brushing against yours. "don't thank me yet. wait till after i kick your ass in training tomorrow."
you laughed softly, knowing his bravado was his way of saying "you're welcome." as sleep finally claimed you, the last thing you were aware of was the complete silence in your mind and the comforting warmth of bakugou beside youโa beacon in the darkness, keeping the whispers at bay.
for the first time in as long as you could remember, you slept through the night without a single nightmare, your shadows calm and still around you both.
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hi kenz! do you have a c.ai account ?
yes! Itโs @kenzluvs.
Helloooo! So excited to have found your blog Iโm already obsessed with your writing style ๐คญ that being said would you be able to do a dating Tenya Iida headcanon much like the others you have posted? Thank you โญ๏ธ๐ซถ๐ผโผ๏ธ
yes! I will definitely put your user for your idea down when Iโm finished on the post itself, thank you so much for the support!
do i put your name down as kenz? :sweat:
yes ๐โ๏ธ
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