𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹𝒀𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑯𝑨𝑺 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑫 . ( a collection of lyric starters for a taylor swift type of love . some phrasing has been edited , feel free to change gendered terms . )
❛ i heard you’ve been out with some other girl . ❜ ❛ if you wanted me , you really should’ve showed it . ❜ ❛ for you , i would cross the line . ❜ ❛ he’s so smug , mr. always - wins . ❜ ❛ you’re not sorry . ❜ ❛ i’m doing good , i’m on some new shit . ❜ ❛ i thought i saw you at the bus stop . ❜ ❛ all this time i was wasting , hoping you’d come around . ❜ ❛ i remember it all too well . ❜ ❛ someday maybe you’ll miss me . ❜ ❛ i’ve been waiting for you all my life . ❜ ❛ you looked me in the eye and told me you’d never go away . ❜ ❛ every single day until the end , i will be by your side . ❜ ❛ all you do is let me down . ❜ ❛ someday when you leave me , i bet these memories will follow you around . ❜ ❛ say you’ll see me again , even if it’s in your wildest dreams . ❜ ❛ the knife cuts both ways . ❜ ❛ long story short , it was a bad time . ❜ ❛ i’ll do anything you say , if you say it with your hands . ❜ ❛ i’d be smart to walk away . ❜ ❛ this path is reckless . ❜ ❛ it takes everything in me just to get up each day , but it’s wonderful to see that you’re okay . ❜ ❛ how’s your heart , after breaking mine ? ❜ ❛ it’s taken me this long , but i’ve figured you out . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to hurt anymore . ❜ ❛ you can say you’re sorry , but i don’t believe you like i did before . ❜ ❛ i think he did it , but i just can’t prove it . ❜ ❛ you’ve got your share of secrets and i’m tired of being the last to know . ❜ ❛ i’m fine with my spite . ❜ ❛ i just need you . ❜ ❛ my picture’s in your wallet ? ❜ ❛ i didn’t say half the things i wanted to . ❜ ❛ this is how the world works . ❜ ❛ i never got past what you put me through . ❜ ❛ this is the last time you tell me i’ve ‘got it wrong’ . ❜ ❛ they say i’ve gone too far , this time . ❜ ❛ it’s been awhile since i’ve even heard from you . ❜ ❛ we took a wrong turn . ❜ ❛ i can’t help it if there’s no one else . ❜ ❛ no one’s celebrating . ❜ ❛ we fall in love until it hurts or bleeds or fades in time . ❜ ❛ all we are is skin and bone trained to get along . ❜ ❛ your cheeks were turning red . ❜ ❛ i know that it’s over , i don’t need your closure . ❜ ❛ don’t treat me like some situation that needs to be handled . ❜ ❛ if it’s all in my head , tell me now . tell me i’ve got it wrong . ❜ ❛ we were something , don’t you think so ? ❜ ❛ i don’t regret it one bit , he had it coming . ❜ ❛ you’ll find the real thing , instead . ❜ ❛ i know my love should be celebrated , but you tolerate it . ❜ ❛ i never saw you coming . ❜ ❛ this is the last time i’m asking you this . ❜ ❛ put my name at the top of your list . ❜ ❛ the greatest films of all time were never made . ❜ ❛ didn’t it all seem new and exciting ? ❜ ❛ while you were out building worlds , where was i ? ❜ ❛ i’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life . ❜ ❛ when i fell hard , you took a step back . ❜ ❛ i bet you never loved me . ❜ ❛ words , how little they mean when you’re a little too late . ❜ ❛ you never called it what it was . ❜ ❛ it was one prize i’d cheat to win . ❜ ❛ it would’ve been fun … if you would’ve been the one . ❜ ❛ i’d do it over and over and over again , if i could . ❜ ❛ i notice every thing you do . ❜ ❛ all we know is touch - and - go . ❜ ❛ i know it’s long gone and there’s nothing else i could do . ❜ ❛ you kept me like a secret but i kept you like an oath . ❜ ❛ maybe we got lost in translation . ❜ ❛ maybe i asked for too much . ❜ ❛ i’ve got some things to say to you . ❜ ❛ it cut deep , to know you . right to the bone . ❜ ❛ that made me want to die . ❜ ❛ the idea you had of me , who was she ? ❜ ❛ you’re not my homeland , anymore . ❜ ❛ the greatest loves of all time are over , now . ❜ ❛ i might be okay , but i’m not fine at all . ❜ ❛ if my wishes came true , it would’ve been you . ❜ ❛ it’s been a long time . ❜ ❛ it wasn’t right , the way it all went down . ❜ ❛ i could feel you sneaking in . ❜ ❛ take my hand . ❜
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hi, headcanon prompt time. what is the progression of chloe's relationship with zoe like? specific talk points, but feel free to add on if you get brainworms:
how did she feel about learning she has a younger sister?
how did she feel about zoe coming to paris (ie. did it give her difficulties when she was trying to learn to be Better™)?
how did she feel about zoe becoming the new bee?
how did she feel about being entrusted with the bee again after zoe had been established as the new bee (and sharing the role)?
how does she feel about there being two bees going forward?
unprompted asks / always accepting !!
Chloe has a lot of complicated feelings surrounding Zoe, especially in the beginning. Finding out she even had a younger sister that she didn't know about previously meant that she had to acknowledge her mother left to start an entirely new family. Chloe has always had a very distant, strained relationship with her mother, Audrey, in trying to live up to her impossible expectations; so finding out she had a sister living in New York just kind of added another layer to her already struggling questions of whether she was a good enough daughter.
I think that when Zoe first arrived in Paris, Chloe still would have been a little unfair and certainly jealous. She wouldn't have been as cruel, but there would definitely be feelings of jealousy and comparison — again, going back to the fact that Audrey left to create this other family outside of the Bourgeois. For instance, in Zoe's introduction episode, I think a lot of Chloe's behaviour would have been relatively the same, except perhaps a touch less cruel, and that only at the end of the episode, and seeing the way Zoe was able to reach out and make friends despite trying to emulate Chloe, would have helped Chloe to realise that she, too, could still have a chance to make friends. And that, I think, would have been the start of trying to build the bridge between her and Zoe.
When Zoe became the new holder for the Bee miraculous, it definitely stung ( no pun intended ). In a lot of ways, Zoe is Chloe's foil. She has Chloe's potential for cattiness and meanness, as we see when she tries to emulate her sister, but she actively chooses — going forward — to be kind, considerate, and to not let other people dictate how she should present herself, even her family. These are all things that Chloe, herself, struggles with. She struggles to let down her guard and be kind. She struggles to live up to her parents' "perfect" image and reputation. She struggles to let people see her true self ( and it can certainly be argued that even Chloe doesn't know who her "true self" is anymore, either ). But, going back to Zoe being the new Bee holder, it kind of reinforces everything about Chloe's own struggles and why she decides to make a significant change for the better. She wants to be someone that can make and keep friends. She wants to be someone Ladybug trusts again. And yeah, admittedly, she wants to be the holder of the Bee miraculous again — she won't say she doesn't keep that thought in the back of her mind when she's trying to build trust with her peers again — but ultimately, as the story progresses and Chloe learns more about herself in relation to her peers, she comes to accept that Zoe is the rightful holder of the Bee miraculous.
Which is why, when she's presented with the opportunity to be the holder of the new, second Bee miraculous, she's initially in shock. At this point, she's made her peace that she probably wouldn't get that opportunity again, so to be presented with it and that a second Bee miraculous was even created for the purpose of Chloe taking on the role? That's a huge exercise in trust.
There is this fanart ( that, of course, I can't find when I actually need it ) and is actually one of my favourites and it perfectly illustrates how I think Chloe feels about taking on the role of Queen Bee again. It's basically her as Queen Bee standing next to Viperion and she's saying something like "I won't let Ladybug down again."
That's how Chloe feels. When she accepts the role of Queen Bee again, it's because she wants to be a team player. She wants to be someone Ladybug and the other holders can count on. I think, initially, it takes some getting used to, knowing there are two Bee holders going forward. This is Chloe, and at her core, she is always going to be a bit vain, selfish, and want the limelight. She's just learned to have more empathy and compassion for others along the way. But, at the end of the day, it's more important to Chloe that she was given this second chance as Queen Bee and she'll do everything in her power not to mess that up again.
𝙋𝙇𝘼𝙂𝙂, 𝘾𝙇𝘼𝙒𝙎 𝙊𝙐𝙏! It's a good thing cats are known for landing on their feet because I can already see myself falling for you. How do you feel about cat-tastic feline puns from a pretty rad super hero? You've come to the right place!
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How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (2003)
some quick portrayal notes!
this blog is considered canon-divergent past season three. this for two reasons: one, i haven't finished the show ( i am currently on s4 ) so if i get any information wrong or make headcanons that later may or may not be retconned, this is why; and two, i plan to explore a redemption arc for chloe because we were robbed of one.
in line with both @yinbug and @yangnoir's portrayals, the timeline between s1-s5 does not happen in the span of a few months. chloe is 13 at the time of origins, 14 through season one, 15 through two and three, and 16 through four and five. this will make her sixteen in my main verse.
chloe is a closeted bisexual/biromantic. a lot of this has to do with the status of her family. her father being a politician and her mother being toxic at best, chloe fears how she ( and by proxy, her parents ) may be perceived if she openly admits to having feelings for girls as well as boys. image is everything in her family, and chloe doesn't want to tarnish that — at least not when it comes to her romantic/sexual identity, so she definitely struggles with some internalised fears of rejection.
part of the exploration of chloe's redemption will include her focusing more keenly on her ballet. thus far she has been practising it for eight years and takes pointe classes, though it didn't become a very serious interest until she began to realise she needed to turn her life around. the discipline and focus needed in ballet, and especially pointe, gives chloe a much needed outlet for her frustrations and anger.
this will probably be expanded on/added to as i make my way through s4 and s5.