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I need you to understand that when I say "comments are appreciated!" I mean that I will reply to every one of them. I mean that an email with an ao3 notification has a higher priority than a message from my mother. I mean that I will have entire discussions in the comment section if you're up for it. Message me on tumblr and I will have the same discussions on an even more unhinged level. I will dissect entire personalities and ships and fictional political structures and worldbuilding with you. I will become your new best friend. You already ARE my new best friend. At the last battle, I would raise Anduril and say "For my ao3 readers" while a single tears rolls down my cheek, and dive into the fray. I would upload from beyond the grave if someone asked about the next chapter

the PHM brainrot has consumed me.

every time i see a large collection of books i will examine it to see if Project Hail Mary is there. when an article or something mentions Ryan Gosling i immediately check if the upcoming PHM movie adaptation is mentioned. i have recommended this book to anyone who will listen. rocky literally lives in my head rent free. he hates soda water because apparently it's just regular water but with bonus Pain

reblog if you’re okay with people writing fanfics of your fanfics and/or fanfics inspired by your fanfics

this is how I feel about kids' games. samey neon 3D art and clickbaity drama be damned I could give Gen Alpha something with Story and Heart

I need to get into mobile game development so I can make puzzle games for middle aged moms. those women deserve better than predatory energy systems and weird fetish ads every 3 seconds. I could be the one to give them something better. I could give them a candy crush clone with SOUL.

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NOW YOU SUCK

WE WANNA TALK ABOUT SEX BUT WERE NOT ALLOWED

WELL YOU MAY NOT LIKE IT BUT YOU BETTER LEARN HOW

CAUSE ITS YOUR TURN NOW

BOY YOURE WASTING YOUR TONGUE WITH LAME EXACUSES AND LIES

NOW WHATS ON YOUR NASTY OLD MIND

in the romanced club. straight up rushing it. and by "it" well. let's justr say. my diamonds

the fandom may be small, but within me i have 1000 people worth of autistic special interest and each one of them is writing their own AO3 fics (like those infinite monkeys with the typewriters)

(finishes intro to fic and posts it to AO3) EVERYTHING IS AMAZING I LOVE LIFE YIPEE

(one hour passes) hmm I should be banned from language

me: i can't be autistic!! i don't have literal thinking and i'm great at understanding figurative language

also me when i was younger: this song is called darkside so if i enjoy it that means i must secretly agree with it and if i agree with it then the spirit of alan walker will evilise me

lord help me i'm about to start another rewrite of that magic school science fantasy story with unnecessary details (which contradict each other because my memory is so bad i projected it onto the MC and now the plot revolves around her having amnesia)

Started working on my Obsidian vault again and the AuDHD is taking over.