I Feel

this is completely relatable tho

twinks fuck up me. cats consume me.

a carnivorous giraffe whose jaws can unhinge like a python’s

guuuess what

ive decided that time is

irrelevant and i may need to eat it.

it’s nice for a time but everyone’s gotta wake up and start dreaming again....

i am not doing well

everyone should be jealous of me.

i have found starlight and he likes holding me.

gonna do a little harmonica crooning like some old timey introspecitve prospector who escaped the confines of their society to run away to a hill covered in flowers and lay underneath a big ol tree. I now long for my lover while basking in the sunshine and my newfound freedom. You know. It’s just your average bittersweet Tuesday. 

i am atrocious with people

so truly bad at it.

Because I can be the smoothest motherfucker around- IF i don’t really care about the people’s opinions.

As soon as I start to actually like the person and look for approval. That’s when things go to shit. I start worrying about everything.

I’ve been advised that just “going for it” is the best approach. I am going to do that in spite of my incredibly and inexorable chaotically fearful habits.

hhh wish me luck.

i think so much of life is just finding out there are a thousand different ways to lose things.

this is a dumb idea but here i am finally on here, ready to say some stupid shit lol