Me: Study For The Big Test That Will Literally Determine If You Pass Or Not

So, I have another addiction. I buy more books than I can read. I JUST BOUGHT ANOTHER ONE! There’s an actual fucking PILE of books in my office that hasn’t gone down! I’m FUCKED you guys, I’M FUCKED.

You ever just watch a movie and once it’s over you WANT to cry but ¿¿it doesn’t make sense?? cause the movie wasn’t SAD or anything it was just so beautiful you want to scream AND sob

I would definitely try to kill myself before school; if that didn’t work I’d just slap on a bandaid and get on the bus like nothing happened.

Just watched Train to Busan and I’m still sobbing.

1 and 1/2 years clean……..

1 AnD 1/2 yEaRs ClEaN………….

1 AND 1/2 YEARS FUCKING CLEAN……………..

CAN YOU BELIEVE I DIDN’T CUT MYSELF FOR 1 AND 1/2 FUCKING YEARS AFTER ALL THIS FUCKIN THERAPY AND ALL THESE FUCKING MEDS THE MINUTE ME AND MY PARENTS START FIGHTING IT ALL GOES TO SHIT………….FUCK

What are we to cats?

Gods?

Aliens?

Just people?

I feel like shit. My minds gone to shit. I’m trying to write what I want to but I can’t process shit. This THING. EXCISTENCE. Is a piece of shit.

I can’t believe my pornstash costs/will cost me $176.40

NEVER WATCH IN THE TALL GRASS WHILE HIGH AS FUCK

🥱I dreamt😴 about 📚book shopping 🛍 today. 😓At least😩 it wasn’t 📄homework/college🏫 related this time 🕐 lol 😝