I Feel Like Shit. My Minds Gone To Shit. I’m Trying To Write What I Want To But I Can’t Process Shit.

1 and 1/2 years clean……..

1 AnD 1/2 yEaRs ClEaN………….

1 AND 1/2 YEARS FUCKING CLEAN……………..

CAN YOU BELIEVE I DIDN’T CUT MYSELF FOR 1 AND 1/2 FUCKING YEARS AFTER ALL THIS FUCKIN THERAPY AND ALL THESE FUCKING MEDS THE MINUTE ME AND MY PARENTS START FIGHTING IT ALL GOES TO SHIT………….FUCK

🥱I dreamt😴 about 📚book shopping 🛍 today. 😓At least😩 it wasn’t 📄homework/college🏫 related this time 🕐 lol 😝

It’s happening. I no longer crave a random purchase of Furbies and manga that’ll never end.

I want to buy hoodies and travel cups and purses.

It’s happening. I’m shopping responsibly.

If this week doesn’t kill me this asthma will

My first Furby and new addition to the family

EDEN

Eden was made by Louie inc. on Mercari.

What are we to cats?

Gods?

Aliens?

Just people?

Constantly going between (the stages of) hating going to college (being afraid and all that shit) and being so (incredibly) happy for it

You ever just watch a movie and once it’s over you WANT to cry but ¿¿it doesn’t make sense?? cause the movie wasn’t SAD or anything it was just so beautiful you want to scream AND sob

I can’t believe my pornstash costs/will cost me $176.40

Just watched Train to Busan and I’m still sobbing.