SH Culture Is Wanting To Rip Out Your Own Gvts And Bleed Out On The Sidewalk Or Just Completely Mutilate

I should probably stop obsessively checking their tumblr… nah

Me on the inside

my own brain sickens me.

please let me devote myself to you completely.. it's all i've ever wanted.. <3

Guys can you help I need some advice

So I kinda want to tell my mom that I sh so I can get recovery but I don't know how there's a few adults in my life I feel comfortable with telling before her and I don't know what to do

I forget people have normal childhoods. Wym you weren’t traumatised resulting to not function properly once grown…

i have genuinely destroyed my entire life and can’t even handle the consequences

please stop looking at me like that, i promise i’m still human even if i have to cut my own flesh just so i can feel like one. please, please, please, don’t look at me like i’m a monster

Oh not to mention I made a new friend(who I have a crush on but we're not getting into that dm if you want to know)if being told and "warned about me"that I'm a violent abusive person

Isn't my life just great😍😍😍

Okay so apparently I'm a mean abusive horrible person now 😍😍😍

Don't you just love when people attack you cause your stop being friends with them

And don't you love when the person attacking you wasn't even involved like me and her were good but I stopped being friends with you friends(one wrote a note to me that was just mean things about me and the other had been a bad friend since the 1 grade)

Don't you just love that for me😍😍😍😍🤩🤩

Another vent

Tw sh, sa, child neglect

If any of this triggers you please dont read any further

I have this friend ill call m for this that is really making me want to sh. Basically when I was younger I was sa as a child by my birth mom (who im no longer with or in contact with) and now I'm adopted by my aunt.however my 3 sister all younger than me are living in foster care with my grandpa now m knows all of this and more that I won't get into but she thinks she can tell me about my situation. I try to explain to her that I think of them as my half siblings since we all have different dads but my friend says that's not how it works and I get it might not but that term feels right to me but today she crossed the line.We were In class talking about families and we got to siblings and we had to raise are hands I wasn't going to since she was going to ask questions I knew I couldn't answer them(I saw them for the first time in 7 years a month ago and know their names only)but my friend made me put my hand up and got mad at me when I said I felt like I shouldn't and she kept persisting so I snapped at her and said that it's my life not yours and you don't and I feel like a shit friend for getting mad at her.but it makes me mad at m since she knows I was sa and neglected but she still says stuff like that and makes me feel like shit for even trying to to tell.i feel like a horrible friend and don't know how to fix this

If read all of this thank you for listening

If you have any advice or want to share a story feel free to say anything