....... You Know Who You Are

I just want someone who can’t get enough of me. Someone who will find out my perfume brand to spray it on a pillow when they can't have me beside them. Someone who will make a shrine of my pictures, of the things they collect of me. Is that too much to ask?

I'm always fucking up everything, no matter who I talk to and no matter what I do. I'm sick of this.. Can someone please just bash my head already?

I feel like I'm the problem rn that I need be better

I just had the most stressful yet relieving moment of my life

I want obsessive love and I want to be loved however you want but no matter what the thing that happend 11 years ago will always ruin me

I don’t want to get sexualized. But if you don’t Sexualize me then you don’t love me. That’s how it goes right? People only love me when they sexualize me right? They only want me when I show off my body.

the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked