Great News I Got A Girlfriend Monday

i have genuinely destroyed my entire life and can’t even handle the consequences

fuck i’m so fucking unlovable i wanna fucking kill myself so fucking violently FUCK i love hurting myself

when you say something then feel a tightness in your chest, knowing that what you said will have repercussions but it's too late to take it back

I'm a monster wearing human skin.

I should probably stop obsessively checking their tumblr… nah

I don't understand this feeling I care for this person so much and I want them to be happy and have everything they want but I need there validation I just want them to be happy and when there happy I'm happy

Awwwww :))

If you know me In real life get off my page or I'll block you this is my safe place and I really dont want you introducing

If you can't respect my boundaries I'll have to end are friendship

Intro

You can call me stars

They/them

Lesdian

Trying to recover

all i can think about is how much of a burden my love is. love shouldn't be a burden. it should be a wonderful thing that makes you feel good. but mine is a burden. my love can hurt you. my love is something you dread. my love is a poison. my love is a weight to bear. my love is a grievance.

i just want to love without consequence.