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Weirdpunk

A punk movement based around being weird and encouraging being weird (in a way that doesn't harm anyone).

I'm autistic, have PPD, and OCD. These carry what neurotypicals deem, "weird traits." They make me act "weird", talk "weird", dress 'weird', etc etc.

I have identities that may be deemed "weird." I go semi-scribal and semi-verbal occasionally that may be deemed "weird."

I have "weird" disorders, disabilities, and identities alongside many factors. I've been called weird multiple times. However, now? I take fucking pride in that shit. I take pride in being weird.

Encouraging being weird includes non-conforming of trying to be "normal" and rather accepting the weird, funky side of yourself. Also, accepts cringe, "flop" things, and more. It heavily goes against the stigma that those with traits that make the individual "weird" should either be sugar-coated or the individual should rather try to "fit in" and erase their "weird" traits. Rather, instead, it encourages that the individual loves the traits for how they are, as they are a part of themselves.

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12/13/22

11:50: in my debate class. i got some work done so very happy. on the verge of failing 4 of my classes for the semester but i got this. i just have to talk to my teachers. im going to tutorials

2:51: bruh. i went to tutorials i basically have to write an essay for one class and teacher fixed my grade for english whoooo!!! i have to fix 2 more of my grades so i think ill be fine :)). i sprained my ankle this weekend at a christmas party while playing tag with my friend. i blame him so now its his job to tie my shoes. lmfao. my bf didnt come because he cant handle being around my family. he gets really annoyed and all pissy about it. it really disappoints me and my family absolutely hates it. i wish he didnt get so nervous around people and i wish he didnt get so annoyed around my familY AND MY FRIENDS. its just stresfull, but i know its gonna be okay. anyway ttyl ill update laterrrr

10:22 : apparenly i messed up :(. my post that i scheduled didnt frickin save but wtv lol. yesterday was pretty cool bc my mom came with me to band (being deadnamed wasnt fun but whatever) and i was laughing at her hahahah. i also had my sax lesson yesterday and my teacher basically layed into me real hard :( about how i need to actually apply myself and practice like (as he said) "as long as it takes for you to get it" (3 hours lol). i feel like he actually knocked some sense into me.

2:38 : so to finish my rant from earlier, since dr wits knocked some sense into me, i went home relazed for like an hour and then i practiced my saxophone even more (1 more hour). it was an okay night. i ate some good food and just felt generally content. i have chosen a solo (for solo & ensemble) and i really really like it. im excited to learn it. also i am in chemistry and i hate it. im dying. this teacher doesnt even teach us bruh, but im so smart i figure it all out suuuuupppeerrrr fast :) . i have so much stuff to do but i can get it done, imma use my planner and do everything that i need to do :) .

10:42 : i woke up like 2 hours ago maybe? i cant keep time hahaha. anyway imma go and eat a little and then start practicing. i cleaned up my room a bit thank god lol. i also practiced for like 2 1/2-3 hours i didnt keep specific time but i am so proud of myself because i am getting close to mastering the part, which is really hard for me so YAY. :)) . also btw if anyone wants to send asks that would be awesome; ill answer anything (except personal stuff im not dumb lol) im trying to be stealthhhhh like a spyyyyyyyy :) . ive been working on my music too and i gotta study my music theory and do my laundry ( and clean some more -_-) anyway i should probably go and eat lmfao. alright laterrrrrrrrr (also i got the day OFFFFFFFFFFF YUHHHHHHHHH)

11/30/22

3:36 : i think my laptop hates me??? so annoyed rn. it keeps deleting my posts and im starting to get mad. i wrote a whole post earlier but nooo of course it didnt save. whatever. basically i had an awesome time in *REDACTED* and it was so super fun. AUGH. i didnt have school yesterday and the day before so that was awesome. i got to work on my music all day and just relax and honestly im so glad i got it bc being around all those kids man it DRAINEDDDD me (it was still awesome tho). anyway at school today and OH MY GOD MY GRADES ARE SO BAD!!!!! im gonna be working my absolute butt off. i know what i have to do so HOPEFULLY i can get it done. also my teeth hurt but thats probably bc i keep FRIGGIN forgetting to brush my teeth. so glad that school is almost over. i have rehearsal today and i gotta practice a SHIRT ton today bc i have my lesson tmr and i havent practiced for a whole WEEK AAAAAAAAH! i missed my bf so much man u have no clue. uh but yeah. idk what else to say so i might update later before 8. if not sorry lol. imma be studying my music and working on it and practicing and doing my work all night. i got this :). 

MISTAKES WERE MADE

aaaughhh dont get mad at me but... i fforgot to make a post today AND i forgot my laptop at home so oops. basically yesterday was pretty good i made some apple pies and practiced my sax a TON super happy with that basically mastered what i was told to learn. a few mistakes here and there but i got this. i went to a instrument repair place and basically i got a "job offer" so imma work there in the summer. gotta start on my drivers license so i can y'know.... have one. yayyy. today as i said earlier i forgot my laptop at home and i just luckily didnt have to use my laptop that much whoo. band went well but my teacher got lowkey mad at us bc we werent putting in effort bc the music was easy. im tryna learn how to sight read (still cant lol) but im getting better. gotta do a fit check 4 tmr and make some waffles for my frieends:)))) . anyway goodnight/goodmorning to all and im glad u tuned in again. should i make a closing image????

im not crying u are

So…how was ur day ?

The ring might’ve switched owners :D

12/14/22

9:18 : i cant tell if the accounts that r following me r bots or not so. welcome bots and humans alike idk. anyway in class and having a good time reviewing (kidding obviously) im so tired . i fell asleep late last night , very nap time 

2:39 : I GOT A FREE LAPTOP!!!!!!!IM NOT EVEN KIDDING. its a dell one but its still fucking awesome i was like crying. i need some indepence from my parents. especially my mom. she is super overbearing and i am so happy i got this. i got a SHIT ton of candy too :DDDDDD. im having a pretty good day. started off tired but my grades r doing better and im just so happy. i also have my finals this week starting soon and i am just trying my hardest to prepare so i dont fail. i think ill be fine. my hardest one will probably be either AV or math :P. also i do the wordle everyday but today i FUCKED up by not figuring out that it was the word “usual” ._. i was actually livid in class bc i got it on the very last try and i needed help to figure it out. :’( but wtv at least i got it. studying rn for chem 

15 minutes later

i just went and took a fat shit bc i had too. it was taking forever but i finally finished and went out to wash my hands. then my mother texted me and said i love you. i didnt even respond and started to put it in my pocket.... THEN MY FUCKING TEACHER WALKED IN AND SAW ME PUTTING AWAY MY PHONE AND SAID. dont ask to use the bathroom again. MOTHERFUCKER I WAS PUTTING IT AWAY!!!! ISTFG I HATE THIS GODDAMN LADY SHES SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!

anyway. i have my concert tonight. i think i got this. i hate this one freshman in band bro she makes me so mad. istfg imma punch her in the face if she makes another face at me for no reason. but wtv. anyway i should probably post this now but i might update later so lol 

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— Haruki Murakami from “Norwegian Wood.”