12/14/22

loom: warped and genders: transed 👍🏳️‍⚧️

MISTAKES WERE MADE

aaaughhh dont get mad at me but... i fforgot to make a post today AND i forgot my laptop at home so oops. basically yesterday was pretty good i made some apple pies and practiced my sax a TON super happy with that basically mastered what i was told to learn. a few mistakes here and there but i got this. i went to a instrument repair place and basically i got a "job offer" so imma work there in the summer. gotta start on my drivers license so i can y'know.... have one. yayyy. today as i said earlier i forgot my laptop at home and i just luckily didnt have to use my laptop that much whoo. band went well but my teacher got lowkey mad at us bc we werent putting in effort bc the music was easy. im tryna learn how to sight read (still cant lol) but im getting better. gotta do a fit check 4 tmr and make some waffles for my frieends:)))) . anyway goodnight/goodmorning to all and im glad u tuned in again. should i make a closing image????

Weirdpunk

A punk movement based around being weird and encouraging being weird (in a way that doesn't harm anyone).

I'm autistic, have PPD, and OCD. These carry what neurotypicals deem, "weird traits." They make me act "weird", talk "weird", dress 'weird', etc etc.

I have identities that may be deemed "weird." I go semi-scribal and semi-verbal occasionally that may be deemed "weird."

I have "weird" disorders, disabilities, and identities alongside many factors. I've been called weird multiple times. However, now? I take fucking pride in that shit. I take pride in being weird.

Encouraging being weird includes non-conforming of trying to be "normal" and rather accepting the weird, funky side of yourself. Also, accepts cringe, "flop" things, and more. It heavily goes against the stigma that those with traits that make the individual "weird" should either be sugar-coated or the individual should rather try to "fit in" and erase their "weird" traits. Rather, instead, it encourages that the individual loves the traits for how they are, as they are a part of themselves.

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Nubia: Queen of the Amazons #4 variant cover by Joelle Jones and Jordie Bellaire

— Haruki Murakami from “Norwegian Wood.”

Amazon’s casting choices don’t reflect the true racial diversity in Tolkien’s works and are focused on tokenism over real efforts to tackle the flaws in the text and make an inclusive vision of Arda

Amazon’s one major POC actress is playing a role that canonically involves her throne and her power being stolen from her by a genocidal colonizer who wants to exterminate the religious minority she’s part of

Amazon fired their Tolkien consultant and their unsafe set conditions caused the injuries of stuntpeople

Amazon as a company is unethical, directly opposed to progressive causes, and openly emotionally manipulating viewers to get them to watch the show

Amazon has done more real harm to actual people of color and other marginalized groups than their efforts to include nonwhite actors in relatively small or stereotypical roles can address

Amazon’s promotional materials for this show treat fans of color as props to further their agenda

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1/9/23

yay happy new year. oopsies i havent updated in forever lol. anyway. i feel insanelt bad about not practicong over winter break so imma be practicing alot tryna do better. im gonan bake a cake as asoon as i get home. my bf is coming over too so yayy :))).

so i didnt bake a cake slay. it was so nice being with him. i love him so much. im glad i got to spend time with him. i dont have a lot of homeworrk so yay. anyway i think this is it 4 2day

im really trying here bro

i uh. am not doing great. and i wanna use this blog to like. try to cope better. my coping skills rnt exactly uhhhhhhhhhh healthy... or legal. so im gonna try to like post positive things etc and all that. also a little bit of venting. ill put tw’s at beginning & in tags i promise. but yeah. so lets start off this new uh. season of my life. season one. 

1. i am taking T (illegally, mind you, but still happy about it :3) 

2. i am getting better grips on hw

3. schools almost over (today & ending the whole year so yay)

4. my grandmas coming home soon 

10:22 : apparenly i messed up :(. my post that i scheduled didnt frickin save but wtv lol. yesterday was pretty cool bc my mom came with me to band (being deadnamed wasnt fun but whatever) and i was laughing at her hahahah. i also had my sax lesson yesterday and my teacher basically layed into me real hard :( about how i need to actually apply myself and practice like (as he said) "as long as it takes for you to get it" (3 hours lol). i feel like he actually knocked some sense into me.

2:38 : so to finish my rant from earlier, since dr wits knocked some sense into me, i went home relazed for like an hour and then i practiced my saxophone even more (1 more hour). it was an okay night. i ate some good food and just felt generally content. i have chosen a solo (for solo & ensemble) and i really really like it. im excited to learn it. also i am in chemistry and i hate it. im dying. this teacher doesnt even teach us bruh, but im so smart i figure it all out suuuuupppeerrrr fast :) . i have so much stuff to do but i can get it done, imma use my planner and do everything that i need to do :) .