Sometimes I like to think that Hawks had to kill someone as one of his jobs and the first time it happened Hawks was filled with shock and trauma over having to actually kill someone. And rather than the commission giving him comfort and reassurance, they send him to a "therapist" that is actuallu a worker who has a mindwipe quirk and removes the memories of the feelings he felt after killing.
Hawks had to visit this "therapist" many times, and now when he kills someone as he is ordered to, he feels numb and no remorse. The frequent vists had put his mind in a state of where he has no idea how to feel for killing someone, as that spot in his memories that are meant to be for emotions after a traumatic event, have been clouded with static that prevent anything from filling that gap.
So my power went out last night :) and all my progress got deleted :D now I have to re-write chapter 2... FUN
F.Hawks to Daybreak: Damn your Jolteon. No matter, my Talonflame will wipe your board!
C.Hawks to Nightwing: I don't think traveling the world is selfish. Nor is it self centered.
C.Hawks looking over as F.Hawks as he speaks to Nightwing: Being a high ranking hero is actually pretty intimidating to other heroes. And being so young and successful, most heroes think of me as immature, arrogant or self centered. They don't want to be friends with someone they see as childish or young and higher status than them. Though, there are few that I am friends with.
C.Hawks to Nightwing: I do have one intern that I am fairly fond of, though he is currently training his quirk at the moment.
C.Hawks: What about you two? Got any interns? Sidekicks?
*two new underground heros walk in*
(Daybreak) Zarah: oh hi, nice meeting you both :). This my freind/hero partner Big bir- I mean Nightwing
(Nightwing) Raphael : sigh...Hello, hope you all having a nice day. We wer-*gets cut off by Zarah*
(Daybreak) Zarah: -We come from Latin America. We was wondering if u can help us navigate japan, we are new here...
(Nightwing)Raphael: Sorry, apparently our mission had us going across the globe this time. Hehe...
C.Hawks: Hello there! New to Japan eh? Sure I can show you the ropes, just hope you can keep up!
F.Hawks: Heyo, nice to meet new faces in Japan. Latin America you say? What’s it like over there if you don’t mind me asking. Oh, and what quirks do the two of you possess?
Late night thought:
So canonically, Hawks has a brand of accessories such as rings, watches, belts, etc. This makes me wonder. Are his signature red studded earrings also from his brand? Or are they just earrings he got because he likes the look of them?
Forgot I was working on this... I should finish it at some point.
I wonder if Hawks ever had a proper education or if he learned via private tutors/teachers. And if he was tutored, just how much did they teach him?
C.Hawks: Avoiding fans and just trying to get home can be really tiresome.
F.Hawks: Why avoid them? I love my fans!
C.Hawks: I love my fans too, but after a long day, all i want to do is relax and drink a nice cup of coffee.
F.Hawks: Then go to a cafe.
C.Hawks: Even at a cafe, I'd still be recognized and pestered.
F.Hawks: Aren't you supposed to be an optomist?
C.Hawks: Jeez, sorry for wanting time to myself and not spend my entire life wearing a mask to please the public.
F.Hawks: Okay okay, point taken.
Me: *trying to sleep*
Also me:
*Looks at the time, seeing that its 12 AM* FUCK
C.Hawks looking around
C.Hawks: Is he gone? Am I free?
C.Hawks unable to find F.Hawks
C.Hawks: I'm free! I'm finally free!
F.Hawks landing with a can of coffee in his hand: Heyo!
C.Hawks: Damnit
An old favorite
Fanon lovers: Hawks would be a shitty boyfriend since he is always working and probably uses his body in some lines of his work.
Canon lovers: Hawks is a precious fucking bean that must be protected. If you try and slander the precious nugget, you are going to meet your McFucking end.
I'm free, I can finally write