PLEASE GOD GIMME ONE CHANCE TO LOOK LIKE THIS ITS ALL I ASK
Sometimes I forget that I’m perceived in a certain way by others
Was watching The Birdcage w my parents (who perceive me as either a straight cis woman or possibly a cis lesbian) and so I forget that saying shit like “goddamn I wish I looked like Robin Williams in this movie” or “lmao so me” whenever Nathan Lane does something faggy is going to get an unpleasant reaction
But also Armand is so fine and I wish I had that much queer swagger but god nerfed me by making me afab and also an incel
can u drop the link to the rsl pinterest board pls.....
This isn’t like 100% RSL bc I wanted to just make a Pinterest board of sexy 90s men from the 90s but I think at least half of it is RSL so have fun :)
Big writers block tip I learned that can be helpful but also super dangerous:
Write the scenes in whatever damn order you want and then eventually you’ll be done (or alternatively you’ll end up avoiding the One Scene that’s bothering you bc you already wrote everything else you wanted to write)
when i realize i have to write the scenes in order to get to the scenes i want to write
Hey so like whoever put this ad on tumblr (which I’m pretty sure is not satire) is going to be skinned alive in 3-5 business days because what the Hell
This is a billion times worse than the Hyundai ad that keeps popping up on my feed that opens another tab in my safari every time I try to scroll past it
“Run!” I cried, cryingly! “It’s Geoff the Killer!”
“That’s right,” The pale freak snarled, brandishing the Knife, “And I’m going to— wait did you just spell my name ‘Geoff’ what the hell is wrong with you”
I want to send this to my mom because she would have no idea what any of these words mean
Writing another Drake and josh scream au with smth like gale/Dewey romance from the movies, it's subtle but it there's ykwim. (I say writing, I'm really just planning this in my head until I get my computer)
My university does this thing called a “lavender graduation” which is just a small commencement ceremony for the queers on campus
And when I don’t socialize much I forget how visibly transgender and queer I am (even when I introduce myself as a cisgender woman)
Which led to me being really confused the past few days about why so many people, many who I didn’t know very well, either asked if I would be attending lavender graduation or they assumed I would be there and asked questions about the event
Like I know I have a mullet and glasses and a stupid sense of fashion but stop clocking me before I clock your shit with a car
Gig, I need to know: thoughts on passwords?
PASSWORDS ARE FOR THE ILL AND THE DYING. I FIND THAT PEOPLE WHO STEAL PASSWORDS ARE AFRAID OF THOSE WITHOUT THEM BECAUSE THEY UNDERESTIMATE THE SHEER POWER OF MY COMPUTER. IT CAN SNIFF OUT A THIEF LIKE A DOG AFTER A SQUIRREL, TAKING THE THIEF’S “NIMBLE” FINGERS WITHIN ITS ELECTRICAL TENDRILS AND SNAPPING THEM IN TWO. I DO NOT NEED PASSWORDS. NEITHER DO YOU
google show me this guy wet and whimpering
UPDATE: Thesis is submitted and I switched to writing self indulgent House MD fanfiction and I’ve written nearly 30k words of it
I have a project that determines if I graduate with honors due in 3(?) days and it isn’t finished but my brain decided to hyper focus on writing self indulgent SVU fanfiction which is funny because I haven’t actually engaged in writing for weeks but yesterday I wrote 5k words about a ship I didn’t even ship until I had a prophetic dream about it
I will not admit what the ship is unless someone asks (it is mlm if that helps or hinders you)