Choadiel

blah blah blah (intro to me)

hi. im a generic depressed trans emo teen so i figured id start by trauma dumping.

my diagnoses are OCD, generalized depressive disorder, major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, ADHD and dermatillomania (skin picking).

ive been hospitalized twice for suicidal ideation and self harm, and i was bullied pretty bad in middle school (i mean who wasnt).

im a freshman and i usually use they/he, but today i'm feeling neopronouns so i'm gonna go ey/em/eirs.

im AFAB but dont use that against me. my deadname is actually really pretty so im gonna share it (but also dont use that against me). my deadname is Wylie (why-lee) and its cute as fuck.

i would say that i'm an artist, i paint a lot. maybe someday i'll put one of my paintings up here but for now... no. i also do a fair amount of poetry (like any good emo)

i think thats a good intro to me as a person... so bye!

i think shes actually allergic to strawberries tho

hey girl are you strawberries because I like strawberries

i mean yeah

AHHHHDFSDLKGHOEITHALKJDKGHEIOTHLDJFIETIJDKSJFKJJKDJSKLJGKJDSJ literally me about her

All I want is to take care of her.

To be able to come over anytime she just needs someone there. To be able to hold her, and make her feel safe. To offer comfort and to let her know she’s so incredibly special.

I want to make her comfort food and get her favourite drink. I want to pack her bag in the evening so she can stay in bed a few minutes longer in the morning. I want to give her my shirt or hoodie to wear, so she knows I’m always with her. I want to give her comfort with the smallest gestures, a hug just because, holding her hand when she’s next to me.

I want her to know she’s not alone, and that I would do absolutely anything for her. I want to make the bad days a little easier, and the good days even better <3

ah, the loss of our boys. such a sad yearly occurrence. just wondering, i know that girls go to college to get more knowledge, but where do nb ppl go? do we go to college on jupiter? do we study jupiter in college? are we just floating in an endless void?

Destination? Jupiter. Reason for traveling? Well to get more stupider.

sending support and arson (for legal reasons this is a joke) from boston

To my uk trans people and allies out there.

dont play music you like in front of you parents i guess?

so ive been hospitalized twice and every time i listen to music that isn't happy go lucky my parents freak out so this morning i was listening to Relapse by Cheap Perfume (GO LISTEN TO IT ITS AMAZING) and she was being all "are you ok? do you need anything?" ik its great i have supportive parents but im just really tired of it

wish i could relate

I love life

mah knee hurts

creep?

god im basically writing fanfic of me and her atp

(ITS ALL FLUFF)

(i keep the smut in my head)