You Could Say... They're Boiling

call the locksmith

im dying

i am nooooot locked the fuck in. im locked the fuck out. call the locksmith

creep?

god im basically writing fanfic of me and her atp

(ITS ALL FLUFF)

(i keep the smut in my head)

its like purely platonic tho, im def not gonna take ur hand and squeeze it in morse code that spells out your name and then ask to kiss you

Bro come look at the stars with me I am not feeling like myself

just bombed it. best i can get is a 60. for all my non americans, that is a failing grade.

AHHHHH

i have a math test this morning. first period. i did not study over the weekend. its on sine/cosine/tangentss. my graphing calculator is not charged. i had to wake up at 5:30 to make a notes sheet.

i want to give all of this and more to her

I want romance. I want laughter. I want the 3am love making. I want consistency. I want loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you're just for me. I want date nights and flowers. I want truth. I want priority. I want love that's pure and calming.

wish i could relate

I love life

why dont more people like it

fuck. i love my own blog. it’s almost like it’s full of things i would post it’s crazy

i have literally no energy left and i feel like im gonna die if i get up off the couch i legitamately think i might die if i leave the couch and my mom keeps telling me that i just "need to get up and finish cleaning" and that i "dont understand the consequences of not finishing the cleaning" and i have literally told her that i think im gonna die if i get up and she just walked away and went "ARGH" and it feels like shit and i cant control my feelings. all i want to do is watch tv. is it really that bad? y'all spend WAY more time on screens than me and y'all are about the same level of fine as me (if not much better) what does it matter if i watch tv for 4 hours if the alternative is mental agony?

would more people actually accept this? i actually like my body but i'm always made to feel like i shouldn't. i don't care that my stretch marks are purple, i think its a beautiful story told through lines in my skin, i dont care that when i wear crop tops my stomach hangs out, i don't care that certian pants give me a "muffin top" WHO DOESN"T LIKE MUFFINS.

Being fat or chubby or plus sized isn’t something people are beautiful in spite of, btw. It’s beautiful in and of itself

Fat butches on motorcycles, in bars, wearing tank tops and worn out jeans and jackets that show off the space they aren’t afraid to take up in the world are beautiful

Fat femmes in dresses and shirts and pants that don’t try to hide them, the indents of tight clothing on soft skin, are beautiful

Because of, not despite

scraped my knee

was going for a super cute femme look so i decided to wear some platform heels, long story short, my campus is not only very large, but also in the middle of the woods, and i fell. in front of multiple people. my knee is bleeding and my parents told me not to wear them because i would fall.