My Sister Told Me That I Couldnt Say Tranny Bc Im An Enby... I Asked Her If That Meant She Thought I

relapsed in january, cut LITERALLY ONCE they sent me to the mental hospital. SO not worth it

you ever had a relapse that’s so mid you wish you just stayed clean lmao

weak ankles gang?

i twisted my ankle on monday and now i cant wear my favorite boots bc they're heels (about 4 inches) and now i have to wear my moms bluntstones instead.

i have literally no energy left and i feel like im gonna die if i get up off the couch i legitamately think i might die if i leave the couch and my mom keeps telling me that i just "need to get up and finish cleaning" and that i "dont understand the consequences of not finishing the cleaning" and i have literally told her that i think im gonna die if i get up and she just walked away and went "ARGH" and it feels like shit and i cant control my feelings. all i want to do is watch tv. is it really that bad? y'all spend WAY more time on screens than me and y'all are about the same level of fine as me (if not much better) what does it matter if i watch tv for 4 hours if the alternative is mental agony?

i hate exposure therapy so much

dont play music you like in front of you parents i guess?

so ive been hospitalized twice and every time i listen to music that isn't happy go lucky my parents freak out so this morning i was listening to Relapse by Cheap Perfume (GO LISTEN TO IT ITS AMAZING) and she was being all "are you ok? do you need anything?" ik its great i have supportive parents but im just really tired of it

I don't know if this is the right place to put this but Thank you for liking my stuff!!! I'm so happy that I joined the community:D

ahhhh!!!!! ik this is from a rly long time ago but ty!! i love all of ur stuff, even if i dont understand it! ily and all my moots!

especially @salviakat smooch!

literally

my old therapist kept trying to put my gender into her own words and it was so frustrating, because no amount of reading or watching videos will help you understand how i express and feel my gender. (im nb)

my new therapist just listens to me, doesn't try to compress what i say into something easier for her to understand. i know she doesn't understand, but thats ok. she doesn't understand but she doesn't make that my problem, she doesn't ask me to explain, she doesn't try to put me in a box, she just lets me be who i am, and she just listens.

I'm so sick of "progressive" cis people trying to tell me, a trans woman, what being trans is like and what causes it. Oh, you have a trans friend? Cool. That doesn't mean you have the first fucking clue what being trans is like. Oh, you read queer theory? Cool, you still don't have a fucking clue. Stop trying to tell me things about how I work. Transition and then we'll talk you fucking idiot.

yes but its me

and yet i like her so fucking much

she’s just fucking insufferable dude. god