First Rugby Tournament Completed!

shes driving me crazy

"being single is boring af bro"

SO DATE ME

YOU KNOW I LIKE YOU

motivation

no motivation, only motivation to die. i want to die. please let me die. jesus christ just bury me alive at this point and set fire to the casket. literally take me out back and shoot me dead in a gravel pit where you killed your dog and goat. literally kill me i cant do this anymore i would rather be dead than have to stay here in this hell

dreams

had a dream i went on a date with her (at the grocery store? it was really nice tho) and i said that i hadn't ever played a specific video game and a guy walking past us went WHAT and then his dog jumped on me and was so cute and cuddly. then she went on to explain the game for 20 minutes while i was cuddling a cute fluffy golden retriever and at some point the dog switched to her and i was just stroking her hair and she was sitting in my lap and then she kissed me on the cheek.

then i woke up.

nice dream, not nice waking up

her

"i know that the more i want to be in a relationship the less of a good idea it is but i just kinda miss that feeling of knowing im someones favorite person"

you're my favorite person. i wish you could see that.

im not even kidding i researched oceanography institutes and their distance to a (fake) address in berkley just for this post. am i insane? yes. do i care? no.

god i just want to kiss her so bad

i want her to kiss me on the way out of our shared apartment in berkley before she grabs her coffee and keys and walks out the door to her job at the uc berkeley oceanography institute. then at her lunch break, she texts me a photo of the lunch i packed her and a selfie of her doing kissy lips and saying "thank you for the lunch, my love" and i'll send her a selfie back and say "of course! love you! can't wait for our date tonight, you booked the dog sitter, right?" and she'll say "oh shit i forgot" and i'll say "babe im just kidding, the downstairs neighbors said they'd watch luna, remember?" and she'd send back the sighing emoji and then say "i gotta run, see you tonight!" with a red heart emoji

listened to them rant abt nerdy things for like over an hour and im just like sitting there with hearts in my eyes like pleaseeee top me top me top me top me

"AND ANOTHER THING" im taking my shirt off

choadiel

love it

this is incredible

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want to just step outside and smash a bottle on my head

im in a new class but everyone in it has already been in the class for a term, and i'm joining in the second term bc of weird scheduling shit. theres this one girl thats being really sarcastic and im freaking out bc everyone thinks that shes just so funny but everytime she makes a "joke" i feel like i'm going to die. to top it off i thought i was going to have a great teacher but instead i have a fatphobic teacher who doesn't give a shit if people are blatantly spreading misinformation and bullying people. god i hate school. not to mention, this is a science class, and i have a lot of bad past experiences ( i would say ptsd but its not one of my diagnoses so i'll just call it Post Traumatic Stress, no disorder[yet]) in science classes and so being in science courses always freaks me out. everyone is being so fucking loud and they all know each other and i don't know them. i dont understand why people think its ok to literally yell in the middle of class. i feel like im gonna throw up.

is it the lack of medication or is it inevitable