Request: Helloooo dear friend. May I request a fluff with Jose Pedro Balmaceda Pascal ? Reader and Pedro are joking around in an interview and accidentally confirm they're dating please🙏 Male reader!
Pairings: Jose Pedro Balmaceda Pascal x male reader
Synopsis: It’s time for thirst tweet !
Tw: Thirst tweet, spicy fluff, Daddy kink (it’s Pedro Pascal so)
Note: Heey ! It took me a long time and I’m sorry for that but here it is, I hope you will like. Thanks again for requesting it, it was fun to write this :)
Dating Pedro is amazing, he is sweet, funny and you never find yourself without a smile beacause of his goofiness. The two of you met on the set of “The Mandalorian” and since your first conversation, you were always together. It was not a surprise when Pedro asked you to be his boyfriend after 2 years of friendship and it was not a surprise when you said yes.
Your decided to keep your relationship secret, only your families and closes, closes fiends knew about it and it was perfect. The only things which was complicated was to not shows any affection to the other when you were on the red carpet or in an interview. Especially when the both of you can’t keep your hands on each other.This didn't go unnoticed by your fans and internet became a mess a debates of "yes or no you two are together". It was fun and neither you or Pedro were helping with the time to time "friendly photo" posted on Instagram which increases more the doubt of it.
You were now doing the promo for your new show "The last of us" with your co-stars. It was amazing receving all the thanks from the fan of the game and the interviewers were really nice with everyone. At the same time, you were also making all the famous youtube videos, which brings us to this very moment: having to read the famous thirst tweet proposed by BuzzFeed:
Y/N: Hi ! I'm Y/N L/N
Pedro: I'm Jose Perdo Balmaceda Pascal !
Y/N: And we are here for the thirsts tweet.
Pedro: You're welcome.
You looked at each other before laughing.
??: Guys we didn't even start.
Pedro: Right right sorry, you have the honor of reading the first one darling.
Y/N: Why thank you Honey. Here we go : "I'm sure that Y/N's and Pedro Pascal's hugs are the sweetest."
Pedro: Only Y/N's
Y/N: That's not the truth, he has the best one. But yeah we give a lot of big hugs ! Thank you it was a nice one.
Pedro: Okay my turn: "The last of us : two daddies all sweaty for us to see. They know what they are doing."
Pedro laugh to himself and you gave him a sort of funny stare.
Y/N: What ?
Pedro: Welcome to the "Daddy club".
Y/N: What an honour, please teach me your ways.
You laugh too when Pedro lightly shoves you.
Y/N: But yeah we are sweating a lot in this show.
Pedro: Thanks the director.
It was your turn to read the next one and before reading it out loud, you show it to your lover and you share a look of somewhat understanding.
Y/N: "They're together, no one can change my mind and having a threesome with them is a goal for me."
The both of you respond at the same time.
Pedro: Yes we are !
Y/N: No thanks.
Your head had never turned that fast when you heard what Pedro has said. He looks at you and with the look of shock written on your face he realised what was happening. Not a sound was heard, not even the people in the back to tell you to continue.
Y/N: Did you just spill out that we are together ?
Pedro: Huum yeah maybe ?
He made one of his best goofy smile and you can't help but laugh of what is happening. You softly hit your boyfriend on the shoulder making him laugh in return.
Y/N: Idiot.
Pedro: Well you love me.
Y/N: Unfortunately yes.
Pedro: Hey !
It was Pedro's turn to kindly hit you however the smile on both of your face never disappears.
Pedro: I think this video will be the perfect way to annonce it
Y/N: No shit, Internet will explode because of us.
Pedro: And there will be so much more edits.
You groan a little but you are somewhat relieved that you will not need to hide your relationship anymore amd finally free to show your love for Pedro in public.
???: Do you want to continue ?
Y/N: Oh absolutely, it's not this that will stop us to read thirst tweet.
Pedro: And don't cut what happened.
Pedro took the next tweet.
Pedro: "I want to be crushed by Y/N's thighs. Please choke me." Haha me too
He smiles at the camera and your eyes widened
Y/N: Oh god...but I mean, if you want ? Might hurt a little bit.
You read the one you pick and nod your head.
Y/N: "I'm the only one who think that Pedro's moustache is the most sexy thing in the world ? Like eat me with this like a starved man ?" Yes, mustaches are sexy and his is the best you can find.
Pedro: Thank you. A lot of peoples started to likes mustaches in this year.
Y/N: Yeah, thanks to Miles Teller or Aaron Tailor-Johnson and certainly you.
Pedro laugh loudly when you touch his mustache but doesn't stop you.
You continue to read the suggested thirst tweets fpr the video while responding with your own answers, laughing with the people behind the camera and, since the truth has vome out, flirting with each like two teenagers.
You held the last tweet for Pedro to read. He had a moment of confusion as he read it, stumbling over one word in particular :
Pedro: "Agree with me but Pedro is a Zaddy."
A Zaddy ? What is it ? I heard it before but I don't remember.
You blush at this tweet but explain to him what is the meaning.
Y/N: Well, it's kind of the next level of the Daddy state of mind. Much older and more charismatic. It suits you.
Pedro: Oh ! I remember ! It's what you called me last-
Y/N: Nope.
You quickly cover his mouth with your hands, wearing a beautiful blush and a flushed face.
Giving the best smile you have, you look at the camera, still covering Pedro's mouth.
Y/N: Well it's the end of the thirst tweets. Thank you for watching us and thank you for watching "The Last of Us". I hope will like it ! Bye !
Pedro waves goodbye too and the video ended here. After the two of you went backstage in your “room”, you looked at each other before bursting of laughing.
Pedro: It was so fun Love !
Y/N: Yeah, it was ! Get ready for the next week to be the only subject on Twitter Honey.
Pedro nod his head and stare at you with a loving stare. He takes you in his arm and yours went on his neck, scratching his hair. Kssing you softly on your lips, you did the same with all the love you have for him.
Pedro: I love you my handsome boyfriend.
Y/N: And I love you more my handsome man.
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homosexuals!!
women with children!!
ex ex lovers!!
and a teeny tiny band!!
welcome to!! wano arc!!
also another thing i noticed on fall guy watch 3 is that all this shit happens over like... three days? colt has a real bad three days and then just naps for an entire week i guess
i know he's fictional but i would love nothing but to devour that man
I think being hugged tight by a tall man who writes pretty lyrics and has a good singing voice would do good for me. Not fix me, but pretty close.
Request: Nope
Pairing: Ryusui Nanami x GN reader fluff
Synopsys: Being sick because you overworked yourself is not what you had in mind for today but it brings something very nice too with a certain captain.
Tw: angsty, bit of hust comfort, talk about being sick but nothing bad
Note: My phone died during my holiday and I bought a notebook to write this so I know that it's not the best. I hope you will like it :) I love Dr. Stone and the new season was amazing, can't wait for the next one !!
Ryusui never felt fear, he was the greediest man alive ! Why does he need to feel fear ? Even during the petrification, he was not afraid for his futur. But he met you and he fall hard. When Senku and the other "woke" him up and his eyes met yours...Ryusui knew he desires you.
Before the petrification, you were a student in marine biology and you were friend with Senku, Taiju and Yuzuhira. After your depetrification, you tried your best to help everyone with your science and knowledge. But you missed studying what you love so when the decision to build a ship was made, you were more than thrilled to start the constuction. You too, when Ryusui was depetrified, find him attractive rapidly after your eyes contact.
With his passion for sailling and yours for marine biology, the txo of you bounded quickly and in between your stories in the sea and helping Senku with the ship, everyone notice the simple flirt with each other.
You liked Ryusui and was not a surprise when you realized it. Maybe he was the greediest man but he was kind (especially with Suika), always wanted to help and Ryusui was determided thanks to his desire for everythings (plus he was handsome which didn't help your crush on him).
But builiding the ship was more important so you put mind and body literally on it to distract yourself. You redoubled your efforts and worked even harder when the sonar was ready to be used making you forget sometimes to eat or sleep. Senku was a little bit concerned for your health: being sick in the Stone World was not easy even with the sulfa drug. After a sort of little talk and a lot of apology from you, things became normal again. However, a few weeks later, you started again, neglejecting your health with too much work. Your skin your skin looked paler and paler and your eyebags became more visible. Ryusui was worried sick for you and was always here asking you if you were okay but you always brushed it off by saying thats it's just a cold, that it wil pass and to not worry about you.
Somedays later, you were with Taiju and Suika picking up plants and fruits, you knew it was not a good idea with your blurry vision and your tiredness but like always, you wanted to help. The sun was high and you felt weird
Suika: Are you okay Y/n ? You seem a bit lost...
Y/n: Yeah don't worry, I'm fin-
Suddenly a light headed feeling came over you and your vision worsened.
Suika: Y/n ?
Y/n: Don't worry, I just need a break, the heat's not helping.
Your head began to hurt really badly and the dizzy feeling wouldn't go away. Suika was worried now and before she could call Taiju, you fainted. Taiju, who heard the sound of your fall, ran over your uncunscious body and tried to "woke you up".
Taiju: Y/n ! Y/N !!
*in the Ishigami village*
Taiju: SENKUU !!
Everyone in the village turned their heads when they heard the panicked scream of their friend. Taiju were carrying you bridal style ,with Suika who were crying not far behind and ran quickly toward his geen haired friend. Senku was with the others Wise Commanders talking about all their unfinished tasks when Taiju arrived in front of them in a hurry with you in his arms, still uncunscious. Every eyes widened seeing in what state you were and quickly went over him.
Gen: What happened ?
Taiju: I don't know! They were with Suika and then they were on the floor unresponsive !
Suika arrived with Kohaku and after taking breathes to calm herself, she began telling what happened with a little bit more details.
Senku: Bring them to the laboratory. Now.
All of your friends followed Taiju toward the labo where he laid you on the bed and left you with Senku's science.
However, one person didn't follow, Ryusui couldn't move or speak, allof his body was shaking and his mind was blank. The only thing he could see was you, unresponsive and unconscious in the arms of Taiju...A shiver rolled down his spine and he knex: Ryusui never felt fear until now. The tought of loosing you terrified him and he hated it...He was so lost in his mind that he didn't feel Francois's presence and Suika taking his hand until she squeezd it.
Suika: Don't worry, the will be fine...They said in themsleves.
Francois: I have to agree with Miss Suika. Y/n is strong and it's not that that will stop them to follow their dream of navigation.
It gave him a little bit of hope and Ryusui squeezed back Suika's embrace and nodded to his chef.
Ryusui: Yeah, thank you.
Suika gave him a kind smile before she let him go to the lab with the others
Chrome: So it's not like Ruru's illness ? Because if it is, we need to give them the medecine.
Senku: No need. They just have an high fever because they overworked themselves. Y/n need to rest , take more care of their health and stop overso everything idiot.
Kohaku: So they will be fine ?
Senku: Didn't you listen Lioness ? Yes they're going to be fine.
Kohaku: I'm not a lioness !!
Gen: Okay, maybe we need to leave dear Y/n rest but leaving them alone might be not a great idea...What if their condition worsens ? Someone need to be with them.
Every person in the room knew what Gen was doing and decided to play along.
Chrome: Yeah good idea but with Senku we need to do some...science stuffs.
Chrome's acting was not the best and they all knew that. So they all gave one by one arguments and reasons to why they can't watch you to cover it.
Gen: And you dear Ryusui ? You're the only one who is not occupied. You could be with Y/n !
Everyone nodded their heads before hurrying out, leaving Ryusui and you alone without him saying anything. He was not dumb, knowing the mentalist, Gen saw right through him and knew about the desire he has for you. Ryusui sighed with a smilebefore entering more in the lab to take care of you the best he can.
*Night time*
Your eyes fluttered open, trying to adjust to the small light of a candle. You tried to get yourself into a sitting position but stopped quickly and laid down again immediately because of a terrible headache. You let out a grunt of pain before bringing your hand on your forehead.
Ryusui: Y/n ! You're finally awake ! How are you feeling ? Do you need anything?
You didn't know at first that Ryusui was there with you, to lost to even know were you where...Closing you eyes again, you turn your head to face him and open them to see a soft but worried smile on his face.
Y/n: What happened? Why I am in the lab ?
Ryusui: Well, you overworked yourself to the point of sickness and exhaustion so when you were with Taiju and Suika picking up plants, you fainted and Taiju took you here.
You let the information sunk in your head,making a note to yourself to thanks Taiju and Suika tomorrow.
Y/n: And why are you here ? Not that I don't appreciate it ! But Senku or maybe Chrome would have been the one I expect when I wake up sick.
Ryusui: You're doubting my medecine skills ?!
Y/n: You're a sailor !!
Ryusui: And ??
The captain made a false hurt expression to be dramatic, making you chuckle. You let out another grunt of pain because of your laugh which alerted Ryusui who quickly replaced the cold clothes on your forehead and neck that fell when you "sit up". Your checks which were already red because of your fever, reddened more because of (or thanks to) the proximity between the two of you.
His touches were gentle but you noticed that his hands were shaking slightly. Your eyes widened a little when you saw, right after, the worried frown on his face. You never saw him this scared,not even in the storm. He was always so confident (and greedy) that being the reason of his fear made you feel a bit guilty. A weird yet comfortable silence was in the room before you took Ryusui's hand to stop him.
Y/n: What's going on? I can tell that you're not okay.
Ryusui didn't respond immediately and a more saddened expression came on his handsome eyes. He was struggling to find the right answer and in the same time to maybe express his feelings for you. With this misadventure, the blond haired man knew that he needed to tell you before it's too late.
Ryusui: I...I was terrified. When I saw you unconscious in the arms of our friend my heart skipped a beat and not a good one. You were not moving, only your chest was and it seemed like you were on the verge of death. I couldn't move, fear overtook my body when everyone went to the lab to help Senku. I thought that we were loosing you, that I was loosing you and it terrified me...
Y/n: You didn't loose me Ryusui, I'm here and alive. Okay I'm not in my best shape but I'm not dead.
To accentuate your point, you out his hand on your (rapid) beating heart. You were now blushing hard and when he looked at you, you saw a faint redness on his checks making him more beautiful and less sad.
Ryusui: There also something else I need to tell you. It's maybe not the right time but it's very important.
You nodded your head for him to continue.
Ryusui: I love you Y/n, a lot. The thought of living without you scare me but not saying my desire for you before it's to late is scarier ! I love you since the first eye contact and days after days my desire grew.
All of your face was deep crimson red now, thanks to his confession, with a happy and soft smile on your lips. Squeezing his hand which was still on your heart, Ryusui looked at with hope squeezing your hand back.
Y/n: I...I desire you too Ryusui, since the first day and forever.
Your shaky confession made his eyes widened but a big smile appeared on his lips. Ryusui laughed of relief with his iconic laugh making you joining him with your own soft laugh to not hurt your throat or head again, still feeling sick.
The comfortable silence made you yawn so you slowly closed your eyes feeling rather tired.
Ryusui: When everything will be over. I will like take you on a date.
You smiled for yourself, still with you closed eyes.
Y/n: Yeah, I will like that if you do.
It was his turn to smile
Ryusui: I want to kiss you
You were already fast asleep when he said it so with a found look, Ryusui softly kissed your hand (still locked with his), listening to each breath you take, comforting himself that you're alive and now his.
*the next morning*
Everyone were relieved to see you in a better shape than yesterday and this time, Senku made it clear that you are not leaving your bed for 3 days even if you told him that you were ready to help again.
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Thank you again for reading this fic ! I hope that you liked it !
Sorry for my grammar errors
English is not my first language:)
When I tell you that Timothée Chalamet has acting range I mean that he has acting RANGE. I watched that man play Willy Wonka two weeks ago. Today I watched him start a holy war. And in both cases I believed him all of it 100 %.
Request: I saw your Pedro fic and I wanted to request one as well, if you want to obviously. Could you make a fic where he has a bad day at work and he comes home and just wants to be in your arms?? male reader please!!
Pairings: Jose Pedro Balmaceda Pascal x male reader
Synopsis: When it's your duty to make your husband smile again.
Tw: Fluff, "angsty", comfort, cuddles, Pedro's amazing smile
Note: Heey ! I hope you will like it. Thanks again for requesting it, it was fun to write this :)
Y/N: Honey, I'm home !
Maybe it was cliché but it was always like this when one of you come back from work: telling each other that you're home and waiting for one of yours or Pedro's respond. So you did exactly that but this time you were only embraced with silence. It was strange because Pedro normally were home before you at the end of the week. You checked your smartphone for any messages from him and see that he didn't. "Maybe he had more work than he expected and his phone ran out of battery." you think to yourself.
With a tired sigh, you took off your coat and hung it up, then took off your shoes and went into the kitchen to get yourself something to drink. You then decide to head to your sofa and let yourself fall in. Finally the day was over and you could relax. Turning on the TV, "How to train your dragon" was on so you didn't change the channel and closed your eyes for a while, lulled by the music of John Powell.
While enjoying the film, you were still a little worried about your husband's absence. You decided to call him but he did not answer, making you a little more anxious. However, you trust Pedro with you heart and know that he wouldn't come home late without any reason.
It was time to make dinner so you went to the kitchen and you started cooking something simple, still accompanied with the sound of the TV which was now playing Jazz music. Dancing in the kitchen while stirring in the cupboards for the ingredients you need, you didn't hear the door to your house open or the heavy footsteps coming towards you. It wasn't until you felt two arms around your stomach and the hair on your neck that you realised what was happening: Pedro had finally returned from his day's work.
You stopped what you were doing so you could return the same affection he was giving you. His arms tightened but no sound came out of him, so you waited until he was ready. The times when Pedro really needed a lot of affection was either when you're both on the red carpet to reassure him or when he's had a shit day at work. You leaned more towards the second option contained in the circumstances.
Y/N: Rough day ?
You felt Pedro nod slowly with a tired grunt. With a little difficulty, Pedro's arms not helping much, you managed to turn around to face him. Your own arms came to rest on his shoulders, playing with his hair to relax him a little. Pedro pulled you closer to him and you did the same to show him that you were there for him.Slowly you rocked back and forth, whispering reassuring words. You stayed like that for about ten minutes, the dinner completely forgotten. Gently, you loosened your tone just a little and Pedro did the same, lifting his head to look into your eyes.
You didn't like the sad expression on your husband's face: red eyes about to cry, but especially the fact that his beautiful smile was gone. It's his thing, his smile, so comforting and adorable, and to see it now without it made you want it to bring it back no matter what. You took his face in your hands and smiled tenderly. Rubbing his cheeks with your thumbs, you saw that this movement soothed him and continued quietly, always whispering anything and everything to try to change his mind.
Y/N: Let's go to the bedroom ? I'm sure it's more comfortable for cuddles don't you think ?
Pedro: Yeah.
Gently taking his hand, you gave it a gentle squeeze before leading him to your room. Arriving there in record time, you quickly pulled out things for him and yourself and handed him what he needed.
Y/N: If you want, you can go change and do what you need to do and then join me or we can totally have a nice hot bath together, using the products you got for your birthday?
Pedro: I'm sorry love, I'm so tired that going to bed is going to be the best thing about this shitty day.
Y/N: Don't apologize for that darling, take all the time you want, I'll prepare everything.
Normally Pedro would never refuse to take a bath with you, which means you have to work hard to get his smile back. While Pedro was changing, you quickly got dressed in your pyjamas and started looking for the things you needed. You took out lots of blankets and put them on the bed to make it comfortable, turning off the light, lighting some scented candles and finally taking his favourite snacks, putting them on the bedside table.
Pedro came out of the bathroom and his eyes filled with admiration when he saw what you had done for him. He couldn't help the little smile that appeared on his face when he saw you, illuminated by candlelight, wearing one of his shirts as pyjamas.
Pedro: You're handsome, you know.
Y/N: For you and only you my love. Now come on, the bed is cold and it's waiting for you to warm it up.
Pedro: Because it's the bed that needs warmth ?
Y/N: Absolutely.
You smile at him with your arms wide open. He laughed a little before joining you, placing himself directly in your arms, his head on your chest and his arms again around your stomach. You gently play with his hair, massaging it, knowing that Pedro can't resist it. Soon you feel, through the movement of his moustache, that Pedro is relaxing and a slight smile is working its way across his face. Knowing that you had succeeded in your mission; you continued your movements with care and Pedro tightened his grip and you did the same around his shoulders. You stayed like that for a few minutes before changing to a more comfortable position: little spoon and big spoon. Pedro being the little spoon, you hold him with all the love you have, kissing the top of his head softly and taking his hands while rugging your thumbs over them.
Pedro: I didn't know what happened today, my acting was not the same, that's why we needed to remake some scenes, even Bella saw it. You know I hate coming home like this and i'm sorry
Y/N: Don't apologize, it's not you fault. We all have those days when things don't go as planned. You are only human don't forget that.
Pedro: Thank you so much for everyting...I'm so grateful for having you in my life as my husband, I love yu so much...Thank you my love.
Y/N: Don't thanks me. I love you, I love your beautiful smile and how everyday you make me smile too. You're perfect honey and I'm so glad too to have you in my life as my husband.
Pedro turned his head to see you with a smile and a tender gaze. He gave you the best smile he could muster, making you laugh and him too. After this little moment, you looked at each other fondly before leaning in to share a sweet kiss. Pedro smiling into it, making you do it too, knowing that the smile you had missed so much had returned thanks to your and Pedro's love.
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god sorry but little law and corazón are killing me
IM NOT SEEING ANY CORAZON X READER FICS, WHERE IS MY POOKIE BEAR…
IM DRINKING UP ALL THE HEADCANONS BUT IT ISNT ENOUGH, I NEED HIM IN EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING NOW
WHEN IS MY HUSBAND GETTING THE ATTENTION HE DESERVES
Request: Nope
Pairing: Baek Yoonho x Gn reader (married)
Synopsis: After the Jeju Island Raid, as the guild master, Baek Yoonho has to keep going. However, as his partner, you see the cracks.
Tw: SPOiLER FOR S2 OF SOLO LEVELING, brief mention death
Notes: We need more fanfic with this man.
Coping the loss of someone can be different for everyone. For Baek Yoonho, as the White Tiger’s guild master, work was for him the easy way to trying to forget what happen during the Jeju Island raid. Of course, at the end, the threat was killed thanks to Sung Jinwoo and his shadow and the world was safe again.
You remember the blur of emotions when you saw your husband coming back home alive after seeing him deeply wounded by the Ant monster. It was a mix of relief and happiness that quickly turned into pure sadness as Yoonho dropped the bad news: Min Byung-Gyu has been killed during the raid. His best friend is dead. You cried so much that day, in the arms of Yoonho, who tried to stay strong for you but you felt his body shake and saw his eyes with unshed tears.
Some weeks after the raid, everything went back to a sense of normality. The grief was still there in both of your hearts but as a guild master, Baek needed to keep going without failing his teammates. Filling his time with more paperwork every day, it was now a regular pattern for your husband to come home late when you are already asleep. You only saw each other in the morning, however his growing eyebags didn’t get unnoticed even if you don’t have his sharp perceptive ability. Understanding the situation, you are not mad at him for it, on the contrary. You know that Byung-Gyu’s death took a toll on Yoonho, what was worrying you is the fact that he doesn’t want to talk about it, that he is keeping everything for himself, carrying this burden along with his charge of Guild Master and S-rank Hunter. You need to help him; he was there when you were grieving, so it’s your turn to show that you are here for him.
One night, when you were already in bed like always, you heard the entrance door open and recognized the footsteps of your husband around the apartment. You heard him coming toward your shared room, enter it slowly to not make any noise to not disturb you (even if you were not sleeping) and went to the bathroom to take a quick shower, washing off the day at the guild. When Yoonho came out, he was wearing a simple white tee-shirt and his boxer and quietly slipped under to cover, his back turned to you.
You heard his sight of tiredness, making your chest ache a bit in your ribcage. It’s now or never. Softly, you moved toward your husband and your arms went around his torso and waist, one hand on his beating heart, your head in the crook of his neck, spooning him. It was rare for you to be the big spoon but this time it was what he needed. Feeling his body tense a bit and then relax a bit in your hold, one of his hands gripped the one on his heart.
“Did I wake you up? I’m sorry sweatheart.”
“No, it’s okay.”
A heavy silence fell between the two of you. You can actually feel the tension and exhaustion in his entire body.
“Tiger?”
He hummed at the nickname. Before speaking, your hold tightens and you think about the right word to say:
“I…I know that loosing someone is hard, especially Byung-Gyu, and I know that I’m so far away from what you are going through but I just want to let you know that…That I’m here for you. As a listener, as a friend, as your partner...It worries me to see you building a shell around you when you are hurting. I can see it and I want to help you…like you helped me. You don’t have to be strong with me, I’m just Y/N, your partner… So please, talk to me so we can share your grief, so you’re not alone in this, I’m here for you, my love.”
Yoonho didn’t answer right away, making you worry that your choice of words was not correct and that you just upset him more. What you did not except, was for him to bring your conjoined hands for a soft kiss. His body was still stiff and he was still not facing you but you felt with the gesture and the shaking of his hand, a small crack on the wall he builds around his own heart.
“I saw him again after his death.”
Your eyes widened at his confession, but you keep your mouth shut.
“Hunter Sung resurrected him as a shadow to heal hunter Cha from a fatal wound, which he did. It was real, he was real. But you know that he always hated violence, always hated fight, that’s why he was a healer… Why he retired before the raid.”
You nodded your head, showing that you are listening and quickly you sensed what was going on inside his mind.
“When Hunter Sung let his shadow go, as I asked for respect of his choice, he…he smiled at me like he knew what I was thinking, like he wanted to tell me that-“
His body was shaking now and Yoonho tried to stop the sob that wanted to come out. Your heart broke at the sight and you usher him softly to turn over and face you. When he did, you saw his eyes were filled with tears that were threatening to spill. Placing a hand on his cheek, you finished his sentence.
“That it was not your fault.”
Those simple words were the final straw for his tears to roll slowly. Grief and guilt are not the best combination for someone like your husband, when the death of his comrade is affecting him so much.
He was fully crying in your arm now, sharing his pain with you and letting go of all the emotion he kept for himself. And you were her to welcome it, tightening you grip around him with both arms, mumbling words affection and slightly tracing circle on his back to sooth him. The two of you stayed like that for a long time until his tears dried out. When your eyes locked on each other, it was not the S-rank hunter that was looking at you but your grieving husband. You wiped the remaining tears off and you placed a soft kiss on his lips.
“You are not at fault for his death.”
Yoonho was ready to argue but you cut him off, wanting him to listen to you.
“He knew the risk when he chose to be in this raid like you or Jong-in. Death and Hunter will always be tied together.”
“He was retired when he decided to come for the raid, and because of what? Because of me, because I told him that I was going to Jeju Island!”
“But he chose for himself.” you looked at him with understanding and fondness. “He could have just let go of this idea and go back to retirement but he didn’t, because he was an amazing hunter, because even if he hated violence, he wanted to help as much people as he could. He wanted to help you like always when you were a team. I know it’s not fair and I know that it hurts but the smile he sent you was not for you to feel guilt about his death but for you to remember him for his determination and devotion.”
You smiled at your husband with only sympathy and gentleness in your eyes. He sighs shakily and brought you in his arms this time, his forehead on the center of your collarbones.
“I was a shitty husband for the past few weeks, huh?”
“No, you were just grieving and in pain and that is completely fine Tiger.”
“When are going to stop using this one?”
You chuckled teasingly: “Never.”
Yoonho shook his head, a small smile on his lips. With your arms around each other, he finally found a place where he does not have to be strong all the time.
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Thank you so much for reading this, I really hope that you liked it! :)
Sorry again for my grammar errors, English is not my first language :)